| undesirable, side. This undesirable side may weaken the wish for the good -- entirely unconsciously. Also, whatever | 145 RESPONDING TO THE CALL OF LIFE |
| working on, be it an outer problem you wish changed, or an inner condition you wish to | 145 RESPONDING TO THE CALL OF LIFE |
| you wish changed, or an inner condition you wish to overcome. Meditate, expand yourself, and reach for | 145 RESPONDING TO THE CALL OF LIFE |
| you have not really faced, nor do you wish to, because you do not want to abandon | 145 RESPONDING TO THE CALL OF LIFE |
| matter what it may be, precisely because the wish to change is so genuine. In this desire | 145 RESPONDING TO THE CALL OF LIFE |
| express your love for the universe because you wish to contribute to life by your very being | 145 RESPONDING TO THE CALL OF LIFE |
| deeper level of your being you do not wish to give up this very trend. Then go | 145 RESPONDING TO THE CALL OF LIFE |
| aim on this path? How far do you wish to go? Do you want to remove only | 145 RESPONDING TO THE CALL OF LIFE |
| remove only a few symptoms? Or do you wish total self-realization, the activation of an inner center | 145 RESPONDING TO THE CALL OF LIFE |
| a self-destructive, self-denying attitude? State clearly that you wish to find it. Once you see it, there | 145 RESPONDING TO THE CALL OF LIFE |
| fear you cannot live up to and therefore wish to avoid. Why is this so, my friends | 146 POSITIVE CONCEPT OF LIFE-FEARLESSNESS TO LOVE-BALANCE BETWEEN ACTIVITY AND PASSIVITY |
| you observe your reactions when you utter the wish to feel love in your whole person, also | 146 POSITIVE CONCEPT OF LIFE-FEARLESSNESS TO LOVE-BALANCE BETWEEN ACTIVITY AND PASSIVITY |
| removed -- and many people do not even wish to do this -- you encounter a sadness | 147 THE NATURE OF LIFE AND HUMAN NATURE |
| express every day, deep into the psyche, the wish to become aware of them; to face where | 147 THE NATURE OF LIFE AND HUMAN NATURE |
| to think, Here are my negative feelings. I wish I could have positive feelings instead. Or you | 148 POSITIVITY AND NEGATIVITY: ONE ENERGY CURRENT |
| unbelievable, for you consciously resent the unpleasure and wish it away. And there is also truth to | 148 POSITIVITY AND NEGATIVITY: ONE ENERGY CURRENT |
| It may apply to any little or big wish, any fulfillment you desire. If you feel inwardly | 149 COSMIC PULL TOWARD UNION -- FRUSTRATION |
| proportion to the sincerity and strength of the wish. Otherwise, there is no answer, my friends. This | 150 SELF-LIKING: THE CONDITION FOR UNIVERSAL STATE OF BLISS |
| perhaps, forsake a natural law and not even wish to know it, so as not to endanger | 150 SELF-LIKING: THE CONDITION FOR UNIVERSAL STATE OF BLISS |
| specific soul movement, an emotional climate that I wish to describe. In order to be compatible with | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| of wanting to give as much as you wish to receive. Nothing will be so final, nothing | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| be an area or two about which you wish to deceive yourself. To the extent you determine | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| one is loveless as yet where one might wish to love. Once these admissions are made, it | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| give up a destructive attitude I do not wish to shed -- for it all makes no | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| although it is all that you can ever wish to attain. Each step toward seeing the truth | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| remove them by creating a vague theory. They wish to find a compromise between their yearning, that | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| encourage them, as long as you do not wish them and give yourself to them. If you | 153 THE SELF-REGULATING NATURE OF INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| defensive wall in the soul substance, for both wish to avoid truth about the self. An inner | 153 THE SELF-REGULATING NATURE OF INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| refuse to give your best, but secretly even wish to give your worst to living, and you | 153 THE SELF-REGULATING NATURE OF INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| all illusion breeds pain. The painful experience you wish to avoid by interrupting your natural spiritual pulsebeat | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| how much you distrust your innermost self. I wish to stress again that people who constrict their | 155 FEAR OF SELF -- GIVING AND RECEIVING |
| their fears is the one thing most people wish to avoid like the plague. It does not | 155 FEAR OF SELF -- GIVING AND RECEIVING |
| it is you bemoan not having received and wish to receive from others. The energy flow of | 155 FEAR OF SELF -- GIVING AND RECEIVING |
| as difficult as it first seems when you wish to give what is in you. It is | 155 FEAR OF SELF -- GIVING AND RECEIVING |
| meet that moment, declaring that you do not wish to remain in this position, something can happen | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| This was -- and still is -- the wish to hurt. It is a response, an automatic | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| difference between an apparent freedom from cruelty, the wish to hurt, violence or vindictiveness, and the genuine | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| into a benign circle. When you no longer wish to hurt, you will no longer take for | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| connect your fear of others with the secret wish to hurt, the less this wish will exist | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| the secret wish to hurt, the less this wish will exist. Do you understand that? QUESTION: Yes | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| self-realization, as I do now, I once again wish to make clear that you should never accept | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| my two friends who asked the previous questions wish to hurt the female sex out of anger | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| entered into this urge. Thus sexuality and the wish to hurt have temporarily melded into one stream | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| in reality. When you know that something you wish to bring about exists in principle, you have | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| conceive of negative possibilities which you naturally fear, wish to avoid, and defend yourself against. When you | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| resources to create and bring about what you wish. It is also based on misconceptions such as | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| all of you must tackle it if you wish to realize life's and your own best potentials | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| and your own best potentials, and if you wish to discover your own infinite powers to create | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| granting the other person the same freedom you wish for yourself. You do not give the other | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| This is a freedom which you very much wish for yourself, and you deeply resent others when | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| the other to feel and do as you wish. Once you have learned this initial condition, allowing | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| of living by fearing this process. I now wish to discuss some aspects of these fears, their | 158 THE EGO'S COOPERATION WITH OR OBSTRUCTION OF THE REAL SELF |
| it comes as a response to the ego's wish to comprehend and to change falseness, destructiveness, error | 158 THE EGO'S COOPERATION WITH OR OBSTRUCTION OF THE REAL SELF |
| as it applies to you. Meditate with the wish to make use of it, not only by | 158 THE EGO'S COOPERATION WITH OR OBSTRUCTION OF THE REAL SELF |
| the false fears and ideas. I no longer wish to reject experience. My fear of so-called good | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| Not knowing that you deny what you consciously wish is the greatest pain because you are pulled | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| get closer to the fulfillment of your conscious wish, your unconscious shrinks away from it in terror | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| streak of vindictiveness, only less direct. If you wish to connect yourself with the causes of your | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| all my heart and all my might I wish to recognize the cause within. The more this | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| which make you deny the thing you most wish for, fear, pride, and self-will are always involved | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| becomes the normal state of being. What I wish to stress here is perhaps somewhat confusing at | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| we go into this more deeply, however, I wish to say once again, in this context, that | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| they are destructive -- that they do not wish to be positive, to give their best to | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| you deny the destructiveness because you do not wish to admit something so contrary to your self-image | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| causes fear and insecurity because you do not wish to face and acknowledge it, let alone give | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| too blind to be aware of it, I wish the universal intelligence in me to guide me | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| me to guide me to this awareness. I wish to pay attention to it. With such a | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| unhealthy pride is self-love, when inwardly you merely wish to be better than others and not give | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| In whatever area it may be, say I wish I could want it. What is it? I | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| a fresh, new approach why you do not wish to like people, and do not be afraid | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| When you ask yourself why you do not wish to love and answer it precisely and honestly | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| will not tell you why you do not wish to love. The answer must come from yourself | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| handle. Then there are beliefs you do not wish to alter even though you may sense they | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| threatening because you feel worthless and do not wish to admit this feeling. But even this does | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| can expand reality to the exact degree you wish to expand the horizon, or the frontiers, of | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| your own unconscious does. When you do not wish to pay close attention to your own unconscious | 163 MIND ACTIVITY AND MIND RECEPTIVITY |
| emotions -- by powerful feelings you do not wish to experience. It is not the nature of | 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING |
| that is in you, whether or not you wish to own up to it, you do not | 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING |
| the living energy of all those feelings you wish to avoid becomes a vital, living feeling of | 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING |
| As long as you refuse to forgive and wish to be resentful with life -- and therefore | 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING |
| hate to see closed. Since you do not wish to give to life, how can life give | 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING |
| you do not know it -- do not wish to know it. In such confusion, helplessness increases | 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING |
| to be positive and giving, and do not wish to admit this in order to protect your | 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING |
| of violent, uncontrollable emotions which you do not wish to deal with; and the necessity to reach | 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING |
| to reach the point of awareness that you wish -- at least in certain areas -- to | 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING |
| life and others. As you give up the wish to remain negative and exchange it for a | 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING |
| to remain negative and exchange it for a wish to be outgoing, positive and giving, the fear | 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING |
| intelligence compared with the vastly larger part you wish to activate through the pathwork. It is therefore | 168 TWO BASIC WAYS OF LIFE: TOWARD AND AWAY FROM THE CENTER |
| create fear, and so on. I do not wish to examine fear again in these contexts. Rather | 168 TWO BASIC WAYS OF LIFE: TOWARD AND AWAY FROM THE CENTER |
| actions and choices. If you go east and wish to come out west, you will be in | 168 TWO BASIC WAYS OF LIFE: TOWARD AND AWAY FROM THE CENTER |
| incompatible with the nature of the power you wish to activate. To be enlivened by the inner | 168 TWO BASIC WAYS OF LIFE: TOWARD AND AWAY FROM THE CENTER |
| must unconsciously also want what you do not wish to experience. This excessive wanting and not wanting | 168 TWO BASIC WAYS OF LIFE: TOWARD AND AWAY FROM THE CENTER |
| you believe and conceive of, what you secretly wish and fear, shape and determine creative substance and | 169 THE MASCULINE AND FEMININE PRINCIPLES IN THE CREATIVE PROCESS |
| who you are, what you feel, what you wish, what you believe in right now, or with | 169 THE MASCULINE AND FEMININE PRINCIPLES IN THE CREATIVE PROCESS |
| have discussed this previously using different terminology. I wish to show you right here how it works | 169 THE MASCULINE AND FEMININE PRINCIPLES IN THE CREATIVE PROCESS |
| that close you off from what you consciously wish most, you will feel life is futile. You | 170 FEAR OF BLISS VERSUS LONGING FOR IT -- THE ENERGY CENTERS |
| these ideas with the deeper understanding I now wish to convey. Let us try to shed more | 170 FEAR OF BLISS VERSUS LONGING FOR IT -- THE ENERGY CENTERS |
| and perhaps try to get more than you wish to give. It knows where you play those | 170 FEAR OF BLISS VERSUS LONGING FOR IT -- THE ENERGY CENTERS |
| on to it nevertheless, because you do not wish to cease existing. That is the crux of | 174 SELF-ESTEEM |
| destructively. Then you can formulate what you now wish to produce in your life. You do this | 175 CONSCIOUSNESS: FASCINATION WITH CREATION |
| and at the same time you do not wish to accept the logical consequences due to the | 175 CONSCIOUSNESS: FASCINATION WITH CREATION |
| to cheat life and gain more than you wish to give. Life cannot comply with such unfair | 175 CONSCIOUSNESS: FASCINATION WITH CREATION |
| they create their own fate, know that they wish to be negative no matter how undesirable that | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| sort of pleasure in it, and do not wish to give it up. The pleasurable aspect of | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| appears to be the opposite of what you wish to be hidden. The role becomes like second | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| why it does not work, and that you wish to operate in a different way. These sentences | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| your spiritual center -- or whatever name you wish to use to describe the goal of all | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| therefore at war within yourself. I do not wish to dwell too long on the cosmic meaning | 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE |
| approach to yourself and life? How can you wish to abandon negative pleasure, the pseudo-satisfactions of your | 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE |
| fear of death always connotes an unconscious death wish. Conversely, pleasure is made possible when the state | 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE |
| that you deny what you want, that you wish on the one hand and fear on the | 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE |
| to face apparent unpleasantness. The self does not wish to expose its vanity, its cherished prejudices and | 178 THE UNIVERSAL PRINCIPLE OF GROWTH DYNAMICS |
| another, to a greater or lesser degree -- wish to receive all the love possible, but are | 179 CHAIN REACTIONS IN THE DYNAMICS OF CREATIVE LIFE SUBSTANCE |
| you be as constructive and resourceful as you wish in order to experience life's utter abundance and | 179 CHAIN REACTIONS IN THE DYNAMICS OF CREATIVE LIFE SUBSTANCE |
| through these steps lies indeed the fulfillment you wish. Unless you go through these steps, fulfillment is | 179 CHAIN REACTIONS IN THE DYNAMICS OF CREATIVE LIFE SUBSTANCE |
| the hidden desire. It is a stubborn, destructive wish, with very definite motives that must be unearthed | 179 CHAIN REACTIONS IN THE DYNAMICS OF CREATIVE LIFE SUBSTANCE |
| which you must acknowledge and ponder if you wish ever to come out of your illness. First | 179 CHAIN REACTIONS IN THE DYNAMICS OF CREATIVE LIFE SUBSTANCE |
| to give to life as much as I wish to obtain. I do not want to cheat | 181 THE MEANING OF THE HUMAN STRUGGLE |
| in living fully, giving as much as I wish to receive. I am willing to give so | 181 THE MEANING OF THE HUMAN STRUGGLE |
| You will see that you do not really wish to be so deeply involved with life that | 181 THE MEANING OF THE HUMAN STRUGGLE |
| so much so that you do not even wish to know of it? When you feel a | 181 THE MEANING OF THE HUMAN STRUGGLE |
| part in you that says, I do not wish to change, I do not wish to be | 182 PROCESS OF MEDITATION (MEDITATION FOR THREE VOICES: EGO, LOWER SELF, HIGHER SELF) |
| do not wish to change, I do not wish to be constructive. Set out and find this | 182 PROCESS OF MEDITATION (MEDITATION FOR THREE VOICES: EGO, LOWER SELF, HIGHER SELF) |
| you desperately hold on to. You do not wish to expose it because you do not wish | 183 THE SPIRITUAL MEANING OF CRISIS |
| wish to expose it because you do not wish to give it up or change. This applies | 183 THE SPIRITUAL MEANING OF CRISIS |
| yourself what they mean. What do you not wish to see and not wish to change? If | 183 THE SPIRITUAL MEANING OF CRISIS |
| do you not wish to see and not wish to change? If you face this, and truly | 183 THE SPIRITUAL MEANING OF CRISIS |
| to change? If you face this, and truly wish to face the real issue and make the | 183 THE SPIRITUAL MEANING OF CRISIS |
| a situation that gives me anxiety that I wish would not exist. What is the meaning of | 183 THE SPIRITUAL MEANING OF CRISIS |
| this or that little back door, which you wish to keep in reserve, so that you still | 183 THE SPIRITUAL MEANING OF CRISIS |
| power that can be used any way you wish. This power -- the same energy that may | 184 THE MEANING OF EVIL AND ITS TRANSCENDENCE |
| words, you must incorporate the essence of this wish without acting out the destructiveness of it. You | 184 THE MEANING OF EVIL AND ITS TRANSCENDENCE |
| will then have much less difficulty putting the wish into effect in a realistic way that will | 184 THE MEANING OF EVIL AND ITS TRANSCENDENCE |
| uncover your inner negation of the frantic outer wish. Many of you have discovered such inner negations | 186 VENTURE IN MUTUALITY: HEALING FORCE TO CHANGE NEGATIVE INNER WILL |
| as exactly as you can what you consciously wish and what you -- no longer unconsciously -- | 186 VENTURE IN MUTUALITY: HEALING FORCE TO CHANGE NEGATIVE INNER WILL |
| your inner being expresses that opposes the conscious wish. Then state further, very exactly, that you are | 186 VENTURE IN MUTUALITY: HEALING FORCE TO CHANGE NEGATIVE INNER WILL |
| awareness may still be missing, and that you wish to make fluid what is now fixed. You | 186 VENTURE IN MUTUALITY: HEALING FORCE TO CHANGE NEGATIVE INNER WILL |
| come. But you must clearly state that you wish it to come to you. When you make | 186 VENTURE IN MUTUALITY: HEALING FORCE TO CHANGE NEGATIVE INNER WILL |
| fundamental will take place, which can, if you wish, also affect your bodily symptoms. But this will | 186 VENTURE IN MUTUALITY: HEALING FORCE TO CHANGE NEGATIVE INNER WILL |