| problem but fail to state clearly that they wish to resolve it. The greater the problem, the | 186 VENTURE IN MUTUALITY: HEALING FORCE TO CHANGE NEGATIVE INNER WILL |
| What do I long for? What do I wish to be different in my life? What would | 186 VENTURE IN MUTUALITY: HEALING FORCE TO CHANGE NEGATIVE INNER WILL |
| that I make it impossible for the conscious wish to fulfill itself? On what beliefs, assumptions and | 186 VENTURE IN MUTUALITY: HEALING FORCE TO CHANGE NEGATIVE INNER WILL |
| stated and admitted negation. You state that you wish to experience what is, that you have the | 187 (THE WAY TO HANDLE) ALTERNATION OF EXPANSIVE AND CONTRACTING STATES |
| honesty to do so, that you no longer wish to deny life, that by feeling pain you | 187 (THE WAY TO HANDLE) ALTERNATION OF EXPANSIVE AND CONTRACTING STATES |
| prepare yourself to sustain pleasure, and that you wish to increase your aliveness and the courageous meeting | 187 (THE WAY TO HANDLE) ALTERNATION OF EXPANSIVE AND CONTRACTING STATES |
| illusion and to choose whether or not you wish to continue living with the illusion. To give | 188 AFFECTING AND BEING AFFECTED |
| the reasons may be, the irrational hate and wish to destroy exists in every single human being | 188 AFFECTING AND BEING AFFECTED |
| for your actions. So, if you hate and wish to kill and destroy, you need not feel | 188 AFFECTING AND BEING AFFECTED |
| it is you hide, it indicates that you wish to be free from destructiveness. Thus the desire | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| submerged in what you hitherto did not even wish to acknowledge. These and other attitudes and options | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| self. Stating in your meditation your intent and wish to experience all accumulated feelings and rid yourself | 190 IMPORTANCE OF EXPERIENCING ALL FEELINGS, INCLUDING FEAR - DYNAMIC STATE OF LAZINESS |
| purpose. Also state in your meditation that you wish to be aware of your special methods of | 190 IMPORTANCE OF EXPERIENCING ALL FEELINGS, INCLUDING FEAR - DYNAMIC STATE OF LAZINESS |
| yourself. All of this is evil, if you wish to use this word. Destructiveness lies exclusively in | 191 INNER AND OUTER EXPERIENCE |
| of an escape. In other words, if you wish bliss because you fear pain; if you wish | 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS |
| wish bliss because you fear pain; if you wish life eternal because you fear death; if you | 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS |
| life eternal because you fear death; if you wish happiness because you fear unhappiness; if you wish | 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS |
| wish happiness because you fear unhappiness; if you wish fullness because you fear emptiness; then all these | 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS |
| of being ill at ease with life. You wish to correct these undesirable states although usually you | 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS |
| secret evaluation of yourself; but you do not wish to admit this, so you go on continually | 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS |
| you don't face this fact because you don't wish to experience and deal with such feelings. Thus | 193 RÉSUMÉ OF THE BASIC PRINCIPLES OF THE PATHWORK: ITS AIM AND PROCESS |
| the state of being lost which many individuals wish to cure by some magic -- drugs, pills | 193 RÉSUMÉ OF THE BASIC PRINCIPLES OF THE PATHWORK: ITS AIM AND PROCESS |
| on the extent you have faced your own wish not to love. When you are unaware of | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| to love. When you are unaware of this wish, your request for more fulfillment must lack conviction | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| consider intellectually that things could change and you wish they would. First, you must know and believe | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| unconscious neurotic desire that conflicts with your conscious wish, your conscious mind may refute this desire and | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| this battle continues in the unconscious, the conscious wish will be impotent. At best, it will battle | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| fulfillment and deprivation, at least until the hidden wish for deprivation is unearthed. Meditation is a wonderful | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| as your topic of meditation a goal, a wish, or a state into which you want to | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| defenses that still hide what they do not wish to acknowledge. The third stage is visualization. Let | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| of destructive attitudes and traits one does not wish to face and give up, or residual feelings | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| give up, or residual feelings one does not wish to experience. Visualization means perceiving yourself in the | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| Visualization means perceiving yourself in the state you wish to attain, experience, become: feeling yourself in that | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| If I unconsciously hold back and do not wish to make the commitment to truth and honesty | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| and honesty, to giving as much as I wish to receive, but want -- childishly and unfairly | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| that you do not want the positive, but wish to remain in the negative. Then this wish | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| wish to remain in the negative. Then this wish has to be dealt with. Meditation becomes really | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| first not understand. It may come from your wish to purify the lower self. After you have | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| splitting off the undesirable part you do not wish to deal with. You may use meditation to | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| you must fear death, even as you destructively wish for it, motivated by hostility and the wish | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| wish for it, motivated by hostility and the wish to escape. You can truly remove this fear | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| you is free. There are other stages I wish to discuss briefly that are important to know | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| such people plead humbly enough, they imagine the wish will be granted by this separated other entity | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| laws. The third stage is knowing that your wish will be fulfilled; that you have a right | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| fourth and most advanced stage you know your wish has been fulfilled even before it has manifested | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| you create what you deplore; how, if you wish a different life experience, you must give up | 196 COMMITMENT: CAUSE AND EFFECT |
| as attitudes. As I so often do, I wish to discuss evil first in its cosmic, spiritual | 197 ENERGY AND CONSCIOUSNESS IN DISTORTION: EVIL |
| too, can be aware of it if you wish to be. You will then see what this | 197 ENERGY AND CONSCIOUSNESS IN DISTORTION: EVIL |
| can contribute and give to life, as I wish to receive from it. I want to give | 197 ENERGY AND CONSCIOUSNESS IN DISTORTION: EVIL |
| the divine power which can create anything you wish, your purification will be accomplished. The more you | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| you build positive experience. You still do not wish to see this even though you admit negative | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| admit negative intentionality. You admit that you deliberately wish to maintain and perpetuate a negative expression in | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| allow others to have theirs and you simply wish to be a greedy, demanding, and unreasonable child | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| give up the jealousy because you can genuinely wish to obtain what you covet and be prepared | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| and be prepared to pay the price. You wish to examine in what way you grab without | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| of the general fear that makes the ego wish to remain immobile and resort to trickery in | 199 THE MEANING OF THE EGO AND ITS TRANSCENDENCE |
| in the universe. The question is, do you wish to avail yourself of these potentials within you | 199 THE MEANING OF THE EGO AND ITS TRANSCENDENCE |
| of these potentials within you, or do you wish to claim that you do not possess them | 199 THE MEANING OF THE EGO AND ITS TRANSCENDENCE |
| in its negativity, including laziness, pride, selfwill, fear, wish to cheat life, and escapist tendencies. But as | 199 THE MEANING OF THE EGO AND ITS TRANSCENDENCE |
| When I speak of ego, I do not wish to imply that it should be totally negated | 199 THE MEANING OF THE EGO AND ITS TRANSCENDENCE |
| and to eliminate the purely mental obstacles. I wish to discuss a very specific feeling, a feeling | 200 THE COSMIC FEELING |
| to divine reality than love. The feeling I wish to discuss is beyond love. Since it is | 200 THE COSMIC FEELING |
| with any fulfillment, any self-expression, any joy you wish. They are all close at hand, ready to | 200 THE COSMIC FEELING |
| can feel rich and full only when you wish to give. The moment you do this you | 200 THE COSMIC FEELING |
| only dishonesty that makes you reluctant -- the wish to appear different from the way you really | 200 THE COSMIC FEELING |
| their own sakes rather than for what you wish to gain. It must exist on that deep | 200 THE COSMIC FEELING |
| of hate, blame, and resentment. You do not wish to open your heart to love any woman | 201 DEMAGNETIZING NEGATIVE FORCE FIELDS -- PAIN OF GUILT |
| to love. I want this new state and wish to utilize all my hidden energies and creative | 201 DEMAGNETIZING NEGATIVE FORCE FIELDS -- PAIN OF GUILT |
| say, There are inner powers and energies I wish to mobilize. The same me that is now | 201 DEMAGNETIZING NEGATIVE FORCE FIELDS -- PAIN OF GUILT |
| conceivable fulfillment, then you have your clue: you wish to hold on to something dishonest that you | 201 DEMAGNETIZING NEGATIVE FORCE FIELDS -- PAIN OF GUILT |
| for this reaction, my friends. Whenever you so wish, you can question the necessity of being crushed | 201 DEMAGNETIZING NEGATIVE FORCE FIELDS -- PAIN OF GUILT |
| It is in your power, any time you wish, to break this chain. When you decide to | 201 DEMAGNETIZING NEGATIVE FORCE FIELDS -- PAIN OF GUILT |
| your inner stillness right now. Declare that you wish to feel the pain that is held in | 201 DEMAGNETIZING NEGATIVE FORCE FIELDS -- PAIN OF GUILT |
| and as it was received, and that you wish to be the beautiful person you really are | 201 DEMAGNETIZING NEGATIVE FORCE FIELDS -- PAIN OF GUILT |
| are aware, for instance, that you do not wish to love and you do not pretend otherwise | 202 PSYCHIC INTERACTION OF NEGATIVITY |
| that covers up many things you do not wish to admit. It must be put in action | 202 PSYCHIC INTERACTION OF NEGATIVITY |
| these truths within you right now, if you wish to see them. Eventually you will understand on | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| further on your path. The first exercise I wish to give is a very important one, dealing | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| is a slight distortion. Yet I do not wish to imply that you will always be burdened | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| sad, or be in whatever emotional state they wish to be at the moment. Gradually, exercises should | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| you so doggedly protect with certain opinions. You wish to believe that your judgments, thoughts, and opinions | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| like to do so, but if you truly wish to find your real self, that core of | 204 WHAT IS THE PATH? |
| your essence and true Godself. But if you wish to attempt to find your essence but under | 204 WHAT IS THE PATH? |
| the case, then in some way you also wish to receive the new and better state as | 204 WHAT IS THE PATH? |
| to fulfillment must lie in you; when you wish to find the attitudes in you that prevent | 204 WHAT IS THE PATH? |
| can give you what you need and rightfully wish for without taking the path into and through | 204 WHAT IS THE PATH? |
| help them find their way. They do not wish to take a chance on themselves or on | 204 WHAT IS THE PATH? |
| and those of you who do not yet wish to take this step or who are drawn | 204 WHAT IS THE PATH? |
| things in your life that you do not wish to tackle and set in order. Often people | 205 ORDER AS A UNIVERSAL PRINCIPLE |
| your dishonesty, the little thoughts about how you wish to cheat, even if you do not actually | 205 ORDER AS A UNIVERSAL PRINCIPLE |
| an attitude of I can live without my wish being fulfilled, I can go through the pain | 206 DESIRE: CREATIVE OR DESTRUCTIVE |
| or actions that people commit against you. I wish to make this clear. For instance, if you | 206 DESIRE: CREATIVE OR DESTRUCTIVE |
| ugly, the divine and the evil. If you wish to own up to both, you will find | 206 DESIRE: CREATIVE OR DESTRUCTIVE |
| inwardly you totally blame yourself, but do not wish to see this self-blaming behavior. The more you | 206 DESIRE: CREATIVE OR DESTRUCTIVE |
| directed to that specific person to whom you wish to reveal yourself in a most intimate and | 207 THE SPIRITUAL SYMBOLISM AND SIGNIFICANCE OF SEXUALITY |
| intimate and real way, and with whom you wish to be as closely connected as possible. The | 207 THE SPIRITUAL SYMBOLISM AND SIGNIFICANCE OF SEXUALITY |
| because you need to hurt but do not wish to admit it, the outcome must be undesirable | 207 THE SPIRITUAL SYMBOLISM AND SIGNIFICANCE OF SEXUALITY |
| is not at all the case. There you wish to keep separate and do not wish either | 207 THE SPIRITUAL SYMBOLISM AND SIGNIFICANCE OF SEXUALITY |
| you wish to keep separate and do not wish either to give, or to risk, or to | 207 THE SPIRITUAL SYMBOLISM AND SIGNIFICANCE OF SEXUALITY |
| unconscious motives often create what you do not wish to experience at all because you do not | 208 THE INNATE HUMAN CAPACITY TO CREATE |
| and effect -- cause being the thought or wish, effect being the experience -- is a constant | 208 THE INNATE HUMAN CAPACITY TO CREATE |
| rather than be impartial to the answer you wish to get, in that awareness itself you create | 208 THE INNATE HUMAN CAPACITY TO CREATE |
| and in the right spirit -- what you wish to create and that you must have faith | 208 THE INNATE HUMAN CAPACITY TO CREATE |
| of this pathwork, you may notice that you wish to hate, wish to give nothing, wish to | 209 THE ROSCOE LECTURE: INSPIRATION FOR THE PATHWORK CENTER |
| you may notice that you wish to hate, wish to give nothing, wish to distrust, wish to | 209 THE ROSCOE LECTURE: INSPIRATION FOR THE PATHWORK CENTER |
| you wish to hate, wish to give nothing, wish to distrust, wish to withhold of yourself and | 209 THE ROSCOE LECTURE: INSPIRATION FOR THE PATHWORK CENTER |
| hate, wish to give nothing, wish to distrust, wish to withhold of yourself and then blame the | 209 THE ROSCOE LECTURE: INSPIRATION FOR THE PATHWORK CENTER |
| you and must manifest through you if you wish to be in harmony with the universe. But | 209 THE ROSCOE LECTURE: INSPIRATION FOR THE PATHWORK CENTER |
| become your best self. In this lecture I wish to give you some clear-cut pointers and initial | 210 VISUALIZATION PROCESS FOR GROWING INTO THE UNITIVE STATE |
| a gradual process. Before describing this process, I wish to say that you must not be misled | 210 VISUALIZATION PROCESS FOR GROWING INTO THE UNITIVE STATE |
| contradictory levels within you where you do not wish that, or where you only wish it on | 210 VISUALIZATION PROCESS FOR GROWING INTO THE UNITIVE STATE |
| do not wish that, or where you only wish it on your own ego terms which defeats | 210 VISUALIZATION PROCESS FOR GROWING INTO THE UNITIVE STATE |
| becomes more frightening than the grayness you still wish for and create, a grayness of neither pleasure | 210 VISUALIZATION PROCESS FOR GROWING INTO THE UNITIVE STATE |
| explore any area of universal truth you truly wish to comprehend. You now know the power of | 210 VISUALIZATION PROCESS FOR GROWING INTO THE UNITIVE STATE |
| identify with those parts of you which you wish to hide. Paradoxical as this may seem at | 211 OUTER EVENTS REFLECT SELF-CREATION -- THREE STAGES |
| evil patterns. You may well say, I only wish to be more than others because I feel | 212 CLAIMING THE TOTAL CAPACITY FOR GREATNESS |
| in short, loveless -- if you did not wish to set yourself above others? Your God-consciousness and | 212 CLAIMING THE TOTAL CAPACITY FOR GREATNESS |
| in evil, an energy that you do not wish to be without, even though you do your | 212 CLAIMING THE TOTAL CAPACITY FOR GREATNESS |
| with your conscious mind is the intent, the wish to surrender your will, the desire to activate | 212 CLAIMING THE TOTAL CAPACITY FOR GREATNESS |
| your innermost self where God speaks if you wish to listen -- that is truly the ultimate | 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD |
| all letting go of the insistence of your wish. The wish must be let loose for the | 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD |
| go of the insistence of your wish. The wish must be let loose for the moment, which | 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD |
| who, where, what, when, and how of the wish fulfillment must be temporarily given up. When you | 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD |
| spiritual climate. Often your insistence to have the wish fulfilled in the one specific way that you | 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD |
| to manipulate others and hide the domination you wish to exert, you may find it extremely difficult | 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD |
| use of these pseudo-solutions. Let us assume you wish love and closeness with another human being, but | 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD |
| dilemma of apparently having to give up this wish and your confusion about whether you are entitled | 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD |
| is my fair due. If you do not wish this freely, I can let you go from | 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD |
| when you so choose. If you do not wish to love me, I have no right to | 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD |
| you when you give as fully as you wish to receive. These words have often been spoken | 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD |
| it breeds more of the same, unless you wish to halt the process. Each psychic nuclear point | 214 PSYCHIC NUCLEAR POINTS |
| itself. Let us take another example. Suppose you wish to build a house. Again the same principle | 215 PSYCHIC NUCLEAR POINTS CONTINUED -- PROCESS IN THE NOW |
| as I illustrated with other examples. I only wish to convey that the smallest or biggest creation | 215 PSYCHIC NUCLEAR POINTS CONTINUED -- PROCESS IN THE NOW |
| who hurts and angers you. You do not wish to offend that person. If you show your | 215 PSYCHIC NUCLEAR POINTS CONTINUED -- PROCESS IN THE NOW |
| dependent on. This would cause a pain you wish to avoid. Nevertheless that person has done something | 215 PSYCHIC NUCLEAR POINTS CONTINUED -- PROCESS IN THE NOW |
| destroy a bubble of illusion you do not wish to give up. Perhaps the illusion is that | 215 PSYCHIC NUCLEAR POINTS CONTINUED -- PROCESS IN THE NOW |
| react to others, precisely because you do not wish to see something in yourself. Sometimes the other | 215 PSYCHIC NUCLEAR POINTS CONTINUED -- PROCESS IN THE NOW |
| other person instead. You do this because you wish to maintain an illusion about yourself -- namely | 215 PSYCHIC NUCLEAR POINTS CONTINUED -- PROCESS IN THE NOW |
| neither displace nor project what you do not wish to experience, but you attempt to simply deny | 215 PSYCHIC NUCLEAR POINTS CONTINUED -- PROCESS IN THE NOW |