| of not having faced all your confusions and destructive impulses. No matter how much you have done | 188 AFFECTING AND BEING AFFECTED |
| I hand to you, you absolutely need your destructive defenses that shut you out of life. It | 188 AFFECTING AND BEING AFFECTED |
| yourself, and therefore no longer in need of destructive defenses that separate you and shift responsibility for | 188 AFFECTING AND BEING AFFECTED |
| it is important to note that disharmonious and destructive aspects of consciousness always remain separate. This can | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| whole. Other aspects of consciousness are negative and destructive and thus separate, like appendages. It is the | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| your negative traits. Or are you perhaps the destructive demon within you? Which is your best self | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| believes it actually is nothing but its own destructive aspects, it becomes embroiled in a special kind | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| challenge to confront the negative aspects. The demoniacal, destructive aspects are obviously an expression of the lower | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| the giant guilt that threatens to punish these destructive aspects with total annihilation is not an expression | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| pose for it. It is, in fact, more destructive than the destructiveness itself. It comes entirely out | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| are unable, or rather unwilling, to recognize their destructive aspects, they must be lost in them, and | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| proper self-identification. Although your desire to hide the destructive aspects is more destructive than whatever it is | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| desire to hide the destructive aspects is more destructive than whatever it is you hide, it indicates | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| were blind to some or all of your destructive aspects and were therefore helplessly controlled by them | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| moment you identify, observe, and clearly articulate your destructive aspects, you have found your real self with | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| What are your choices as you observe the destructive attitudes and intents within you? You can choose | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| you are in a position to acknowledge your destructive, negative, cruel, hostile, and selfish feelings and attitudes | 190 IMPORTANCE OF EXPERIENCING ALL FEELINGS, INCLUDING FEAR - DYNAMIC STATE OF LAZINESS |
| your feeling of being unlovable create evil and destructive attitudes and feelings. In other words, evil is | 190 IMPORTANCE OF EXPERIENCING ALL FEELINGS, INCLUDING FEAR - DYNAMIC STATE OF LAZINESS |
| as possible. To recapitulate: all that is evil, destructive, and negative in human nature is a result | 190 IMPORTANCE OF EXPERIENCING ALL FEELINGS, INCLUDING FEAR - DYNAMIC STATE OF LAZINESS |
| you really believe human nature is ultimately bad, destructive, fearsome, and chaotic, the true motive and reason | 190 IMPORTANCE OF EXPERIENCING ALL FEELINGS, INCLUDING FEAR - DYNAMIC STATE OF LAZINESS |
| I have often said, fear is the most destructive emotion imaginable. Fear that is not met and | 191 INNER AND OUTER EXPERIENCE |
| hopelessness, depression. These emotions are indeed debilitating and destructive, whereas the direct, original feeling of sadness, if | 191 INNER AND OUTER EXPERIENCE |
| not destruction -- it is construction. The evil, destructive, and demonic forces of life are rooted in | 191 INNER AND OUTER EXPERIENCE |
| feelings. Out of that fear, you build your destructive defenses. That is the only reason why any | 191 INNER AND OUTER EXPERIENCE |
| in you. You thus convert constructive energy into destructive energy. The inner lie of denying experience of | 191 INNER AND OUTER EXPERIENCE |
| state of half-sleep, which is always connected with destructive attitudes such as selfwill, pride, fear, greed, envy | 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS |
| commitment, work, and also the willingness to sacrifice destructive patterns with their short-lived, expensive satisfactions. Only then | 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS |
| to accept difficulties, to giving up long- established destructive patterns, the conscious commitment to the positive goal | 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS |
| the original pain and the consequent negative and destructive patterns of feeling and thinking. When people begin | 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS |
| perpetuation of false needs creates any number of destructive conditions within the soul of a person. Since | 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS |
| into the child state, and allow the irrational, destructive reactions of the child in you to express | 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS |
| almost everyone from doing this with ease. The destructive, demanding, punishing, and spiteful child usually manifests in | 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS |
| needs and the unexperienced residual feelings create a destructive focal point, you forget this truth. Often the | 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS |
| of the inner and outer will, feelings are destructive, stagnant and painful. The energy of the feeling | 193 RÉSUMÉ OF THE BASIC PRINCIPLES OF THE PATHWORK: ITS AIM AND PROCESS |
| conscious level before they can be rechannelled constructively. Destructive feelings can certainly be expressed constructively. If negative | 193 RÉSUMÉ OF THE BASIC PRINCIPLES OF THE PATHWORK: ITS AIM AND PROCESS |
| life. This inevitably leads to an indirect and destructive acting out of negative feelings. Most of the | 193 RÉSUMÉ OF THE BASIC PRINCIPLES OF THE PATHWORK: ITS AIM AND PROCESS |
| never knowing that their unwise, erroneous thoughts, their destructive feelings, and their unchecked wishes bring about a | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| for the very purpose of eliminating misconceptions and destructive attitudes. With the help of meditation you can | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| forth. Conversely, when concepts are distorted, and foster destructive attitudes and negative feelings, cosmic law is broken | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| impatience. The less you are burdened with unconscious destructive attitudes, the more you will feel the creative | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| away hopelessness, which, in turn, exists because of destructive attitudes and traits one does not wish to | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| but address it this time to the lower, destructive part of the self, asking it to manifest | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| that order. After you have listened to the destructive nonsense of the lower self, without impinging on | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| makes room for the alternatives of constructive or destructive attitudes. You can choose to adopt truthful or | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| to make the sacrifice of giving up old destructive patterns of thinking and reacting, will discover the | 195 IDENTIFICATION WITH THE SPIRITUAL SELF TO OVERCOME NEGATIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| the latter and character defects, images, misconceptions, and destructive feelings. It is an important fact of human | 195 IDENTIFICATION WITH THE SPIRITUAL SELF TO OVERCOME NEGATIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| has on you. In spite of knowing how destructive and senseless it is, you still find yourself | 195 IDENTIFICATION WITH THE SPIRITUAL SELF TO OVERCOME NEGATIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| Now even when you own up to the destructive, cruel, and brutal attitudes, you always give an | 195 IDENTIFICATION WITH THE SPIRITUAL SELF TO OVERCOME NEGATIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| You might be aware of some faults and destructive attitudes, of some neurotic behavior and feelings, but | 195 IDENTIFICATION WITH THE SPIRITUAL SELF TO OVERCOME NEGATIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| it. Sometimes it can happen that realizing a destructive or distorted attitude automatically eliminates it, but this | 195 IDENTIFICATION WITH THE SPIRITUAL SELF TO OVERCOME NEGATIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| that in spite of knowing how senseless and destructive one's negative intentionality is, more than just recognizing | 195 IDENTIFICATION WITH THE SPIRITUAL SELF TO OVERCOME NEGATIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| where it is no longer valid and downright destructive. It may seem almost inconceivable to those of | 195 IDENTIFICATION WITH THE SPIRITUAL SELF TO OVERCOME NEGATIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| way or in a most negative, obstructive and destructive way. The difference is not determined by your | 195 IDENTIFICATION WITH THE SPIRITUAL SELF TO OVERCOME NEGATIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| example, you might think, How can it be destructive to identify with the higher self? Or, conversely | 195 IDENTIFICATION WITH THE SPIRITUAL SELF TO OVERCOME NEGATIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| to that part of the self which is destructive, cruel, hateful, spiteful, and soon, this seems the | 195 IDENTIFICATION WITH THE SPIRITUAL SELF TO OVERCOME NEGATIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| have admitted the desire to hold on to destructive attitudes; to hold on to hate, revenge, vindictiveness | 196 COMMITMENT: CAUSE AND EFFECT |
| oneness works in both a constructive and a destructive way. The principle is the same. The separated | 197 ENERGY AND CONSCIOUSNESS IN DISTORTION: EVIL |
| consciousness. When energy is twisted, it produces a destructive manifestation. Its frequency slows down and becomes commensurate | 197 ENERGY AND CONSCIOUSNESS IN DISTORTION: EVIL |
| more radiant its matter. The more distorted and destructive a being is, the more condensed is the | 197 ENERGY AND CONSCIOUSNESS IN DISTORTION: EVIL |
| than one is willing to give, and other destructive attitudes. This is so obvious that it hardly | 197 ENERGY AND CONSCIOUSNESS IN DISTORTION: EVIL |
| know the truth about this or that. This destructive attitude must create an evil force because it | 197 ENERGY AND CONSCIOUSNESS IN DISTORTION: EVIL |
| break down the faulty inner structure. Where the destructive orientation is considerably weaker than the constructive one | 197 ENERGY AND CONSCIOUSNESS IN DISTORTION: EVIL |
| process. It is apparently simultaneously both creative and destructive, as far as defective soul material is concerned | 197 ENERGY AND CONSCIOUSNESS IN DISTORTION: EVIL |
| secretly the self identifies almost totally with the destructive part. Hence, giving up this part of the | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| necessary to admit the existence of the mistaken, destructive, mean and unrealistic attitudes, but it is not | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| totally irrational desire and intent behind the totally destructive attitude, and then express in what way this | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| thinking has to express itself alongside the childish destructive thinking about the issue in which you are | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| express your irrational, childish demands, and then your destructive intent once those demands are not met, or | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| Your mind alone cannot solve such conflicts. The destructive elements must be admitted first; but then the | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| situation, or to protect oneself from admitting the destructive intent, then nothing is ever gained. But if | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| and showing that the resulting emotional reactions prove destructive for all concerned, then a lot will be | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| itself a subtle escape. By merely admitting a destructive feeling over and over again, without going further | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| often you are free and honest in admitting destructive and hateful feelings, but you still do not | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| still do not know why they are so destructive. Any feeling is destructive that is not an | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| why they are so destructive. Any feeling is destructive that is not an expression of the whole | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| in what way these feelings are illusory and destructive. You may know some of the words of | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| needs should not, and must not, drive your destructive intentions into hiding again. One of the most | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| cannot emphasize enough that your understanding of the destructive and contradictory attitudes contained in envy, jealousy, resentments | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| calmly observe, probe, measure, examine, and evaluate your destructive intentions and understand why and how they are | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| deny it, to lose your fear of the destructive self. Then you can experience pain. And as | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| repeat, to vaguely know that a feeling is destructive and unrealistic. Such vague knowledge helps you to | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| unearthed, reconsidered, understood exactly and finally changed. Any destructive attitude is an expression of an underlying value | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| must be known to be deeply unrealistic and destructive. It also needs to be understood how and | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| experience which is either productive and blissful or destructive and painful. It is an important aspect of | 201 DEMAGNETIZING NEGATIVE FORCE FIELDS -- PAIN OF GUILT |
| by admitting his or her own negative intentionality, destructive attitude, dishonesty, and meanness. Just imagine how you | 202 PSYCHIC INTERACTION OF NEGATIVITY |
| the moment you assume responsibility for your negative, destructive attitudes toward others, even if others are not | 202 PSYCHIC INTERACTION OF NEGATIVITY |
| that attitudes which were once useful now become destructive and limiting. It happens so often on the | 202 PSYCHIC INTERACTION OF NEGATIVITY |
| when you transform the energy of an inappropriate, destructive feeling, you do not wipe it out. What | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| their mercy. This may manifest in an uncontrolled, destructive acting out, or in the stagnation of all | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| essential to deal with confusions, inner misconceptions, misunderstandings, destructive attitudes, alienating defenses, negative emotions, and paralyzed feelings | 204 WHAT IS THE PATH? |
| to be feared and denied. No matter how destructive it is, any inner aspect of you can | 204 WHAT IS THE PATH? |
| to those areas within yourself which are negative, destructive, and in error. You may not like to | 204 WHAT IS THE PATH? |
| will resort again and again to your old, destructive patterns that are in fact responsible for the | 204 WHAT IS THE PATH? |
| every part of your being no matter how destructive it may be right now. No matter how | 204 WHAT IS THE PATH? |
| you. Another reason is that no matter how destructive, cruel, and bad it may be, every aspect | 204 WHAT IS THE PATH? |
| pull back in self-revulsion and turn all their destructive energy outward against those who help them find | 204 WHAT IS THE PATH? |
| in nature, for some natural phenomena are apparently destructive. Yet, in that very occurrence a larger order | 205 ORDER AS A UNIVERSAL PRINCIPLE |
| with the deeper levels of your negation and destructive intent so that there is little danger for | 205 ORDER AS A UNIVERSAL PRINCIPLE |
| blessed, be in peace. 206. DESIRE: CREATIVE OR DESTRUCTIVE Greetings and blessings for all of you, my | 206 DESIRE: CREATIVE OR DESTRUCTIVE |
| upon. To distinguish between the creative and the destructive desire currents it is very important to understand | 206 DESIRE: CREATIVE OR DESTRUCTIVE |
| and will not allow others to be deceitful, destructive, dishonest and abusive in their subterfuges and games | 206 DESIRE: CREATIVE OR DESTRUCTIVE |
| beauty and goodness, as well as those negative, destructive traits. This acknowledgement will eliminate hate, either for | 206 DESIRE: CREATIVE OR DESTRUCTIVE |
| self-honesty and goodwill to abandon dishonest, hurtful, and destructive patterns. If you are hampered, inhibited, and afraid | 207 THE SPIRITUAL SYMBOLISM AND SIGNIFICANCE OF SEXUALITY |
| at one with divine law, where evil and destructive, and where stuck and stagnant because the destructiveness | 207 THE SPIRITUAL SYMBOLISM AND SIGNIFICANCE OF SEXUALITY |
| character defects deform one's sexual drive into cruel, destructive fantasies, to act them out is just as | 207 THE SPIRITUAL SYMBOLISM AND SIGNIFICANCE OF SEXUALITY |
| just as unnecessary as to act out other destructive feelings. The same is true for any murderous | 207 THE SPIRITUAL SYMBOLISM AND SIGNIFICANCE OF SEXUALITY |
| honest expression and admission of negative material, and destructive acting out. You on this path are indeed | 207 THE SPIRITUAL SYMBOLISM AND SIGNIFICANCE OF SEXUALITY |
| as using a powerful spiritual energy in a destructive, inverted way, whether in actual fact or in | 207 THE SPIRITUAL SYMBOLISM AND SIGNIFICANCE OF SEXUALITY |
| from deeper inner reality, they become distorted and destructive. Let me give you an example. A small | 208 THE INNATE HUMAN CAPACITY TO CREATE |
| the infant's claim to omnipotence as immaturity and destructive egocentricity. It is that, but it is also | 208 THE INNATE HUMAN CAPACITY TO CREATE |
| and antagonistic claims to omnipotence. Undeveloped, immature and destructive people do too, and they often act them | 208 THE INNATE HUMAN CAPACITY TO CREATE |
| is always a distortion of divine truth. Every destructive, negative attitude can easily be explored to find | 208 THE INNATE HUMAN CAPACITY TO CREATE |
| manifestation, in its separateness, is such a distortion destructive or evil. The very same basic trait has | 208 THE INNATE HUMAN CAPACITY TO CREATE |
| think without either repressing or suppressing undesirable and destructive thoughts. This does not help. You will learn | 208 THE INNATE HUMAN CAPACITY TO CREATE |
| intensity of your most negative self, the most destructive parts of you; so the timing for this | 209 THE ROSCOE LECTURE: INSPIRATION FOR THE PATHWORK CENTER |
| the less encumbered by distortions, misconceptions, negativity, and destructive impulses, the more reliable become its choices. This | 210 VISUALIZATION PROCESS FOR GROWING INTO THE UNITIVE STATE |
| never fear and defend against others with your destructive ego defenses. Outer manifestations must follow suit. Your | 210 VISUALIZATION PROCESS FOR GROWING INTO THE UNITIVE STATE |
| a specific result of commensurate desires, defense mechanisms, destructive actions, negative behavior patterns, and so on. Needless | 211 OUTER EVENTS REFLECT SELF-CREATION -- THREE STAGES |
| at first glance, the more you expose your destructive part, the more you know of your true | 211 OUTER EVENTS REFLECT SELF-CREATION -- THREE STAGES |
| therefore feel more isolated, more negative, and more destructive just because of your methods of hiding. For | 211 OUTER EVENTS REFLECT SELF-CREATION -- THREE STAGES |
| for them. A vague and general awareness of destructive and evil intents does not suffice for the | 212 CLAIMING THE TOTAL CAPACITY FOR GREATNESS |
| attitudes which create shame, suffering, and many other destructive evil patterns. You may well say, I only | 212 CLAIMING THE TOTAL CAPACITY FOR GREATNESS |
| to search for the misconceptions, negative intentionality, and destructive attitudes that must underlie such a blocked condition | 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD |
| unjustified guilt. I have also spoken about the destructive nature of guilt, which devastates the self and | 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD |
| justice, richness, and beauty. No matter how negative, destructive, mean, malicious, spiteful, dishonest, and manipulative you discover | 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD |
| The I that dislikes and wants to change destructive, untruthful, deviating aspects remains basically intact, even while | 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD |
| -- whether in a constructive or in a destructive way -- the force of their meeting is | 214 PSYCHIC NUCLEAR POINTS |
| a rush of intense energy when you become destructive or enraged -- a flow that you simply | 214 PSYCHIC NUCLEAR POINTS |
| be in a numb state rather than a destructive one. At this point you have not yet | 214 PSYCHIC NUCLEAR POINTS |
| in essence, be similar to the more crassly destructive escape routes we mentioned before. If meditational exercises | 215 PSYCHIC NUCLEAR POINTS CONTINUED -- PROCESS IN THE NOW |
| the personality fragments itself so much that extremely destructive manifestations will take place. In extreme cases, this | 216 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE INCARNATORY PROCESS AND THE LIFE TASK |
| have increased your power to change what is destructive and undesirable. As you go on in this | 217 THE PHENOMENON OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| apply to either real or false, constructive or destructive energy fields. When you are truly conscious of | 217 THE PHENOMENON OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| my ego-defenses and protective blockings, no matter how destructive they may happen to be. I may regret | 218 THE EVOLUTIONARY PROCESS |
| present state. Denial and repression lead to self-justification, destructive guilt and blaming of others. Your pathwork helps | 218 THE EVOLUTIONARY PROCESS |
| and forgive. The only thing that is truly destructive and makes you lose your bearing is not | 219 CHRISTMAS MESSAGE -- MESSAGE TO THE CHILDREN |
| There is only distortion. No matter how negative, destructive, evil, dark, bad something may be, it is | 219 CHRISTMAS MESSAGE -- MESSAGE TO THE CHILDREN |