| is exclusively attached to the ego self. I want to add here that an intellectual acceptance of | 158 THE EGO'S COOPERATION WITH OR OBSTRUCTION OF THE REAL SELF |
| the ego cramps up to get what you want consciously, forgetting that it is not the ego | 158 THE EGO'S COOPERATION WITH OR OBSTRUCTION OF THE REAL SELF |
| into greater detail in the future; all I want to say at the moment is this: the | 158 THE EGO'S COOPERATION WITH OR OBSTRUCTION OF THE REAL SELF |
| all you think, all you feel, all you want. You may not want it wisely, and you | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| you feel, all you want. You may not want it wisely, and you certainly may not want | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| want it wisely, and you certainly may not want it consciously, but unconsciously you do want it | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| not want it consciously, but unconsciously you do want it. When this is fully perceived, the law | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| fear your own inner being, you do not want to look at it. Because you do not | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| to look at it. Because you do not want to look at it, you separate yourself from | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| or disappointed. These are illusory fears. I do want the resiliency that is essentially mine. I do | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| knowing this, so that on one level you want something and on another level you deny it | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| see where you say no to what you want most -- no matter how impossible this may | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| you act contrary to what you imagine you want so much. When you find this basic knot | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| to meet the fear of that which you want most -- life, pleasure, fulfillment, realization of your | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| thing you fear and fearing the thing you want -- can only mend when you look for | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| a painful cramp inevitable. Anything you do not want, you intensely push away. Anything you desire you | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| make up your mind, again and again: I want to face the cause of the evil in | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| life, that which causes my suffering. I truly want to look, with courage and honesty, at all | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| be helped and solved -- provided you truly want to go to the roots of it, to | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| ego, but nevertheless the ego, which does not want to relinquish any of its controls. If all | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| is lessened, no matter how much you still want to be destructive in certain areas. By destructiveness | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| yourself with a sincere attitude that says: I want to give my very, very best to the | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| to control is love, but inwardly you merely want to win and have your own way. You | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| blind self-deception to such attitudes, they do not want to give of themselves and thus violate the | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| delude myself about myself? Where do I not want to give of myself -- in some way | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| a very specific meditation. Say into yourself, I want to give up all destructiveness. If I cannot | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| out of it. For this is what I want. If you feel yourself not wanting it, do | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| to find out exactly why I do not want the good. What blocks me from wanting it | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| it may be, say I wish I could want it. What is it? I want to give | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| I could want it. What is it? I want to give my very best to this specific | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| would advise you to ask yourself whether you want to like people. What is the answer? Feel | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| more by facing the truth you did not want to see in the beginning. Elimination of error | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| also ask yourself the question whether you really want to find out, first what you think exists | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| So, when you discover that you do not want to find out what exists in you, push | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| to change your mind, so that you will want to find out (a) what you think exists | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| do not know what you are supposed to want, what is a legitimate need on your part | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| and intents -- your attitude being that you want to invest the best of yourself, your goal | 163 MIND ACTIVITY AND MIND RECEPTIVITY |
| from self- responsibility, deny any sort of frustration, want to get by with giving nothing and receiving | 164 FURTHER ASPECTS OF POLARITY -- SELFISHNESS |
| and overlook the messages of their spirit that want to set them in the direction of living | 164 FURTHER ASPECTS OF POLARITY -- SELFISHNESS |
| according to these basic rights, the more they want to cheat and get by with giving nothing | 164 FURTHER ASPECTS OF POLARITY -- SELFISHNESS |
| mutually built collapse -- and they do not want to part with such a situation. I already | 164 FURTHER ASPECTS OF POLARITY -- SELFISHNESS |
| is very precarious. You, my friends, who really want to come into your divine nature, must not | 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL |
| admitting that you are not yet who you want to be. But what an expensive price you | 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL |
| merely reactions to a feeling you do not want to endure. This is the harm of denial | 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL |
| yours, every one of you, if you really want it. Your mind has the choice. This year | 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL |
| to hold yourself back in any form. I want to emphasize once again that this does not | 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING |
| it is a fact that you do not want to love -- to give the best of | 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING |
| inflicted on you -- that you do not want to generously risk giving of yourself on the | 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING |
| connection between the two points. You do not want to give anything of yourself on this deep | 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING |
| it truly exists in you: I do not want to give anything of myself. Whenever I feel | 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING |
| my goodwill, my positive spirit of participation. I want to remain separated, keeping my anger and resentment | 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING |
| I will not withhold anything of myself. I want to contribute to the cosmic unfoldment and plan | 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING |
| those that are still dormant in me. I want to contribute, and only as a thoroughly fulfilled | 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING |
| of disadvantage, while by grabbing for what you want and by withholding yourself you add to your | 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING |
| and do not succeed in becoming what you want to be. Thus, what you perceive makes you | 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING |
| reaction automatically becomes favorable. For then you will want to get rid of the negativity and will | 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING |
| your body, mind, and feelings. You do not want to venture forth into life, into experience, the | 167 FROZEN LIFE CENTER BECOMES ALIVE |
| Rather, they remain young because they continue to want to move. The person who does not want | 167 FROZEN LIFE CENTER BECOMES ALIVE |
| want to move. The person who does not want to move must understand why. The fear of | 167 FROZEN LIFE CENTER BECOMES ALIVE |
| feelings, which in turn creates frustration. Again I want to emphasize for the benefit of the new | 167 FROZEN LIFE CENTER BECOMES ALIVE |
| not fight against it or reject it. I want to truly dissolve it by letting it be | 167 FROZEN LIFE CENTER BECOMES ALIVE |
| path. You can decide whether or not you want to be fully alive and feeling and thereby | 167 FROZEN LIFE CENTER BECOMES ALIVE |
| way that leads to all you could ever want. In small ways you have experienced this many | 168 TWO BASIC WAYS OF LIFE: TOWARD AND AWAY FROM THE CENTER |
| and intrinsically different from the inner power you want to activate. Nevertheless, as you know, the ego | 168 TWO BASIC WAYS OF LIFE: TOWARD AND AWAY FROM THE CENTER |
| is within yourself. You have the possibility to want to be on the constructive road that leads | 168 TWO BASIC WAYS OF LIFE: TOWARD AND AWAY FROM THE CENTER |
| level. Each instant contains ultimate truth, if you want only to turn in the right direction. These | 168 TWO BASIC WAYS OF LIFE: TOWARD AND AWAY FROM THE CENTER |
| out, I do not trust the universe. I want it my way. I do not give myself | 168 TWO BASIC WAYS OF LIFE: TOWARD AND AWAY FROM THE CENTER |
| to face exactly what you fear, what you want, and where you ungenerously withhold from trusting and | 168 TWO BASIC WAYS OF LIFE: TOWARD AND AWAY FROM THE CENTER |
| the result of duality. You see, if you want so strongly, you must fear as strongly not | 168 TWO BASIC WAYS OF LIFE: TOWARD AND AWAY FROM THE CENTER |
| must fear as strongly not getting what you want. Conversely, if you fear so strongly, you must | 168 TWO BASIC WAYS OF LIFE: TOWARD AND AWAY FROM THE CENTER |
| you fear so strongly, you must unconsciously also want what you do not wish to experience. This | 168 TWO BASIC WAYS OF LIFE: TOWARD AND AWAY FROM THE CENTER |
| spirit of love is lacking, you will not want to contribute to life with and through your | 169 THE MASCULINE AND FEMININE PRINCIPLES IN THE CREATIVE PROCESS |
| deeper spiritual powers cannot manifest. If, however, you want to enrich life, you can safely enrich yourself | 169 THE MASCULINE AND FEMININE PRINCIPLES IN THE CREATIVE PROCESS |
| in motion within you which may make you want to activate more your search in the direction | 169 THE MASCULINE AND FEMININE PRINCIPLES IN THE CREATIVE PROCESS |
| unhappiness is frustration at not having what you want. Therefore each unhappiness implicitly holds out the promise | 170 FEAR OF BLISS VERSUS LONGING FOR IT -- THE ENERGY CENTERS |
| are totally unaware that they fear what they want most. The further away the object of the | 170 FEAR OF BLISS VERSUS LONGING FOR IT -- THE ENERGY CENTERS |
| that inwardly the yes is blocked off. I want to make clear, however, that the absence of | 170 FEAR OF BLISS VERSUS LONGING FOR IT -- THE ENERGY CENTERS |
| your own specific, personal no to what you want most. I must come back once more to | 170 FEAR OF BLISS VERSUS LONGING FOR IT -- THE ENERGY CENTERS |
| there is an area where he does not want to assume self-responsibility and thus uses others as | 171 SPIRITUAL LAWS |
| dependence, and destructiveness. Or we can decide to want to make the best of the experience, learn | 171 SPIRITUAL LAWS |
| Reality No matter what we consciously believe we want, our life situation, in its negative manifestations, reveals | 171 SPIRITUAL LAWS |
| integration will occur. You Must Lose What You Want to Gain This statement was made by the | 171 SPIRITUAL LAWS |
| session, the Guide said: If you do not want to be more than you are, you will | 171 SPIRITUAL LAWS |
| what governs you. The greatest sin, if we want to use this word, is ignoring your potential | 172 THE LIFE ENERGY CENTERS |
| result from its deep wisdom. You do not want to open up all these channels and centers | 172 THE LIFE ENERGY CENTERS |
| and makes love flow. To avoid confusion, I want to interject here that the centers have some | 172 THE LIFE ENERGY CENTERS |
| letting go imply, I must relinquish what I want. Beyond duality, this is not so. If you | 172 THE LIFE ENERGY CENTERS |
| attitudes that help to open the centers. I want to emphasize once more, however, that it may | 173 BASIC ATTITUDES AND PRACTICES TO OPEN THE CENTERS - RIGHT ATTITUDE TOWARD FRUSTRATION |
| away with the specialness that your immature desires want to arrogate to yourself. Such answers are the | 173 BASIC ATTITUDES AND PRACTICES TO OPEN THE CENTERS - RIGHT ATTITUDE TOWARD FRUSTRATION |
| must be overcome under all circumstances if you want at all to open up your life centers | 173 BASIC ATTITUDES AND PRACTICES TO OPEN THE CENTERS - RIGHT ATTITUDE TOWARD FRUSTRATION |
| of frustration always implies something that makes you want to fight unnecessarily against the frustration. This forces | 173 BASIC ATTITUDES AND PRACTICES TO OPEN THE CENTERS - RIGHT ATTITUDE TOWARD FRUSTRATION |
| feeling threatened by it. As long as you want to attain the ultimate unitive state because you | 173 BASIC ATTITUDES AND PRACTICES TO OPEN THE CENTERS - RIGHT ATTITUDE TOWARD FRUSTRATION |
| to attain the ultimate unitive state because you want to skip the stages that lead there, you | 173 BASIC ATTITUDES AND PRACTICES TO OPEN THE CENTERS - RIGHT ATTITUDE TOWARD FRUSTRATION |
| make this attitude more specific. If you really want to find it, you will do so, although | 174 SELF-ESTEEM |
| I talk about new ways of being, I want to make it quite clear that this does | 174 SELF-ESTEEM |
| robbed of your very life, how can you want to love? How can you let yourself love | 174 SELF-ESTEEM |
| attitudes, for otherwise you will block what you want. By building thought forms of creative unfoldment you | 175 CONSCIOUSNESS: FASCINATION WITH CREATION |
| this way, it can be another way. I want the other way. I would like to eliminate | 175 CONSCIOUSNESS: FASCINATION WITH CREATION |
| experience of negative manifestation for granted. Perhaps you want a positive result, and at the same time | 175 CONSCIOUSNESS: FASCINATION WITH CREATION |
| these utterly senseless desires? Why does the mind want to take this direction? Religion calls it sin | 175 CONSCIOUSNESS: FASCINATION WITH CREATION |
| Why do I do it? Why can't I want what feels good for me? This question has | 175 CONSCIOUSNESS: FASCINATION WITH CREATION |
| the state in which they do not yet want to really try. They still find fascination in | 175 CONSCIOUSNESS: FASCINATION WITH CREATION |
| will find it again the moment they really want to. It is well that all of you | 175 CONSCIOUSNESS: FASCINATION WITH CREATION |
| negative attitudes and feelings, which you do not want to give up, are a creation. To believe | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| caused by negative attitudes you actually enjoy and want to maintain. If you ascribe your frustrations, your | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| It must be admitted that you do not want to give this up. You must see what | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| connecting link is not established, you cannot really want to give up the negativity. You must see | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| price you pay to be truly motivated to want to give it up. It is not enough | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| your pretenses, you can then remind yourself to want to see what is underneath your particular facade | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| people and life experience -- enables you to want to be in deeper truth, to abandon those | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| and your self-creating. Many are the people who want to reach spiritual heights but who harbor the | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| cannot ever go in one direction when you want to be negative. There is always the real | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| of pleasure and not, as many authoritarian religions want to have it, denial and sacrifice of pleasure | 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE |
| and that is not easy. How can you want to give up the various ways in which | 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE |
| violate and impair your integrity, in which you want to secretly cheat life, in which you want | 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE |
| want to secretly cheat life, in which you want others to carry the burden of responsibility for | 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE |
| which goes like this: The less you truly want to give up all the subtle falsities and | 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE |
| you cannot believe in it; therefore you cannot want to give up that which obstructs you from | 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE |
| an authority figure one depends on. You will want selfhood, autonomy, in the truest sense of the | 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE |
| mention the fear of pleasure. Offhand, you all want pleasure and long for it, strive for it | 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE |
| for it, strive for it. You believe you want pleasure, but you ignore the fact that you | 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE |
| ignore the fact that you also do not want it, that you also fear it desperately. My | 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE |
| you fear pleasure do you inadvertently but logically want the opposite -- the unpleasure. Thus you fear | 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE |
| desire. Deep inside, you know that what you want will be so. The less conscious you are | 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE |
| The less conscious you are of what you want, the more you must fear the result. Hence | 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE |
| of this fear, so that you can finally want to give up the fear and obstruction to | 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE |
| your not knowing that you deny what you want, that you wish on the one hand and | 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE |
| your destructiveness and negativity without knowing that you want to be negative, so it is impossible to | 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE |
| up negativity, as I have suggested, is to want to have the positive attitude as opposed to | 178 THE UNIVERSAL PRINCIPLE OF GROWTH DYNAMICS |
| love be returned in the exact manner they want it. This brings us to the next link | 179 CHAIN REACTIONS IN THE DYNAMICS OF CREATIVE LIFE SUBSTANCE |
| suffer any disappointment. I must have what I want at all times, instantly, and in exactly my | 179 CHAIN REACTIONS IN THE DYNAMICS OF CREATIVE LIFE SUBSTANCE |
| about. Once you have ascertained that you actually want what you most fear and resist, there is | 179 CHAIN REACTIONS IN THE DYNAMICS OF CREATIVE LIFE SUBSTANCE |
| her illness. The Guide said to her: You want to be mentally ill. You have your own | 179 CHAIN REACTIONS IN THE DYNAMICS OF CREATIVE LIFE SUBSTANCE |
| them by destroying himself. However, he does not want to destroy himself completely, only up to the | 179 CHAIN REACTIONS IN THE DYNAMICS OF CREATIVE LIFE SUBSTANCE |
| personal fulfillment, pleasure, love, and joy. When you want to share only on the basis of receiving | 180 THE SPIRITUAL SIGNIFICANCE OF HUMAN RELATIONSHIP |
| modality to meet life, to finally decide, I want to risk my good feelings. I want to | 180 THE SPIRITUAL SIGNIFICANCE OF HUMAN RELATIONSHIP |
| I want to risk my good feelings. I want to seek the cause in me, rather than | 180 THE SPIRITUAL SIGNIFICANCE OF HUMAN RELATIONSHIP |
| work within you grossly contradicts what you consciously want and believe in. The deeper the disconnectedness, the | 181 THE MEANING OF THE HUMAN STRUGGLE |
| you desperately long for and think you really want. There is a good way of testing yourselves | 181 THE MEANING OF THE HUMAN STRUGGLE |
| conviction and determination, words such as these: I want to expand my life. I want to experience | 181 THE MEANING OF THE HUMAN STRUGGLE |
| these: I want to expand my life. I want to experience total love and pleasure supreme, without | 181 THE MEANING OF THE HUMAN STRUGGLE |
| and pleasure supreme, without negativities or blocks. I want to give myself completely in love. I want | 181 THE MEANING OF THE HUMAN STRUGGLE |
| want to give myself completely in love. I want to have health, fulfillment, and abundance in every | 181 THE MEANING OF THE HUMAN STRUGGLE |
| as I wish to obtain. I do not want to cheat life by secretly wanting more than | 181 THE MEANING OF THE HUMAN STRUGGLE |
| more than I am willing to give. I want to shed all falseness, all selfishness, self-centeredness, negativity | 181 THE MEANING OF THE HUMAN STRUGGLE |
| how hard this may at first seem. I want to shed all illusions I have about myself | 181 THE MEANING OF THE HUMAN STRUGGLE |