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faults and comparing the faulty reactions to the ideal state. Thus you learn humility. The moment you 31 SHAME
discover where your feelings still deviate from the ideal state. Find the echo within you to direct 31 SHAME
you about erotic love, its meaning, its perfect ideal, and its deviations. However, that is not my 37 ACCEPTANCE, RIGHT AND WRONG WAY -- DIGNITY IN HUMILITY
eventually result from such diversity throughout Creation. The ideal case would be that scientists, artists, or whoever 40 MORE ON IMAGE-FINDING: A SUMMARY
reactions of the child. That would be the ideal case, but as yet it happens very rarely 41 IMAGES: THE DAMAGE THEY DO
type is more difficult to detect. In the ideal personality, each of the three aspects has a 43 THREE BASIC PERSONALITY TYPES: REASON, WILL, EMOTION
the Angel of Courage. QUESTION: Wouldn't it be ideal to have all three in balance? ANSWER: The 43 THREE BASIC PERSONALITY TYPES: REASON, WILL, EMOTION
to have all three in balance? ANSWER: The ideal form is in balance, but that does not 43 THREE BASIC PERSONALITY TYPES: REASON, WILL, EMOTION
pure love, they are also incapable of attaining ideal marriage. Eros seems in many ways similar to 44 THE FORCES OF LOVE, EROS, AND SEX
and a semblance of love. Only in the ideal case do all three forces mingle harmoniously. The 44 THE FORCES OF LOVE, EROS, AND SEX
even if you cannot as yet attain the ideal. In the ideal partnership of love between two 44 THE FORCES OF LOVE, EROS, AND SEX
cannot as yet attain the ideal. In the ideal partnership of love between two people all three 44 THE FORCES OF LOVE, EROS, AND SEX
the whole, is very far away from this ideal, but that does not change the idea or 44 THE FORCES OF LOVE, EROS, AND SEX
that does not change the idea or the ideal. In the meantime you have to learn to 44 THE FORCES OF LOVE, EROS, AND SEX
the personality gets a taste of what the ideal love could be. As I said before, many 44 THE FORCES OF LOVE, EROS, AND SEX
best, even if the marriage is not the ideal experience that I discussed tonight. Few people are 44 THE FORCES OF LOVE, EROS, AND SEX
what comes of it, regardless of whether the ideal solution can be found immediately or not, it 45 THE CONFLICT BETWEEN CONSCIOUS AND UNCONSCIOUS DESIRES
it. The fact that the manifestation of the ideal principle cannot exist on earth yet will not 47 THE WALL WITHIN
yet will not confuse you any longer. The ideal, wise, good and understanding authority will remain a 47 THE WALL WITHIN
ignored because hate does not correspond to your ideal and makes you feel guilty, the self is 49 OBSTACLES ON THE PATH: OLD STUFF, WRONG GUILT, AND WHO, ME?
tendency toward self-destruction. Moreover, the desire for this ideal, unselfish love can easily be distorted by the 58 THE DESIRE FOR HAPPINESS AND THE DESIRE FOR UNHAPPINESS
make the best of them. That is the ideal time to find the wrong conclusions, and reactions 61 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
entity, ready to join another individual in an ideal union. As humanity stands today in its overall 62 MAN AND WOMAN
distorted or ignorant in the self. In the ideal marriage this would always be kept in view 62 MAN AND WOMAN
wrong. Ideologically, none of these two sides are ideal. But from the spiritual point of view, what 67 QUESTION AND ANSWERS
great eternal truth about love remains a lofty ideal you cannot possibly apply to your person or 72 THE FEAR OF LOVING
not done that at all. As already explained, ideal love often appears deceptively similar to the wrong 72 THE FEAR OF LOVING
fear and worry. This serenity sounds like an ideal impossible to attain on earth, and I do 77 SELF-CONFIDENCE: ITS TRUE ORIGIN AND WHAT PROHIBITS IT
entire psychic strength to live up to this ideal of yourself so as to force others to 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
that the person cannot live up to this ideal self. Such failure throws the person into fits 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
the defeat's negative impact. Beware of superimposing the ideal reaction that you are not yet ready for 85 DISTORTIONS OF THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION
idealized self-image pretends. Often, the goodwill to superimpose ideal standards is a mixture of the true good 85 DISTORTIONS OF THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION
measure of fulfillment, even if not to the ideal extent of your childish fantasies. However, the actual 92 REPRESSED NEEDS - RELINQUISHING BLIND NEEDS - PRIMARY AND SECONDARY REACTIONS
frustrations, unfulfillments, that things always go according to ideal plans. On the contrary, if you adopt the 95 SELF-ALIENATION AND THE WAY BACK TO THE REAL SELF
time goes on, she really grows into this ideal picture. Then, when one works on the path 96 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS; COMMENTS ON LAZINESS AS SYMPTOM OF SELF-ALIENATION
path, one no longer knows what is this ideal picture and what is the real self. There 96 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS; COMMENTS ON LAZINESS AS SYMPTOM OF SELF-ALIENATION
because part of oneself has grown into this ideal picture, so it is very hard to differentiate 96 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS; COMMENTS ON LAZINESS AS SYMPTOM OF SELF-ALIENATION
destructive effects? Ask yourself the motivations of this ideal picture, which might very well be your idealized 96 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS; COMMENTS ON LAZINESS AS SYMPTOM OF SELF-ALIENATION
or condemn, because you have given up the ideal, and therefore the outer standards. If someone wants 104 INTELLECT AND WILL AS TOOLS OR HINDRANCES OF SELF-REALIZATION
and healthily resistant softness. This combination produces the ideal conditions that enable you to go through life 111 SOUL-SUBSTANCE -- COPING WITH DEMANDS
self-development, but the pursuit of an idea or ideal, it falls under the category of love for 115 PERCEPTION, DETERMINATION, LOVE AS ASPECTS OF CONSCIOUSNESS
must create shame. This tendency completely contradicts the ideal which is superimposed and is presented to the 117 SHAME: A LEGACY OF CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES, EVEN FAVORABLE ONES
-- human, universe, plant, or leaf. In their ideal creation and state, these energies and forces work 124 THE LANGUAGE OF THE UNCONSCIOUS
feel that life should furnish you with the ideal fulfillment without necessitating change, adjustment, and relinquishing on 124 THE LANGUAGE OF THE UNCONSCIOUS
right direction. People are always tempted into the ideal state they have not yet reached, so that 124 THE LANGUAGE OF THE UNCONSCIOUS
be. What you want to be is an ideal, which you pretend to be or to become 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF
pretend to be or to become. But this ideal is unrealistic and unrealizable because it is outside 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF
unrealizable because it is outside of yourself. The ideal is the apparently good alternative; the bad alternative 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF
the so- called goodness is problematic. Since the ideal has always been unrealistic, it becomes unattainable - 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF
nature is so much more wonderful than any ideal and false presentation of it could be. The 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
-- as you all know so well. The ideal approach is to use both alternately: instruct firmly 163 MIND ACTIVITY AND MIND RECEPTIVITY
solution may appear. It may not be the ideal result; that may require you to overcome more 179 CHAIN REACTIONS IN THE DYNAMICS OF CREATIVE LIFE SUBSTANCE
perfect, as evolved, as good, as rational, as ideal, as one wants to be and even pretends 182 PROCESS OF MEDITATION (MEDITATION FOR THREE VOICES: EGO, LOWER SELF, HIGHER SELF)
personality cannot be put into words. You want ideal solutions, so you always agonize on the threshold 183 THE SPIRITUAL MEANING OF CRISIS
threshold of this total commitment. But what are ideal solutions? They mean nothing if they are not 183 THE SPIRITUAL MEANING OF CRISIS
and be loved -- not as a mere ideal, or an illusion, but as an everyday reality 188 AFFECTING AND BEING AFFECTED
for an adult to finally obtain substitute parents, ideal and perfect according to the notions of the 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS
assume self-responsibility, or to deal with less than ideal circumstances. The origin of this negation of life 195 IDENTIFICATION WITH THE SPIRITUAL SELF TO OVERCOME NEGATIVE INTENTIONALITY
this potential always exists in you. The false ideal of a highly developed spiritual state is that 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES
it. The power of sexuality in its most ideal form can convey more fully than any other 207 THE SPIRITUAL SYMBOLISM AND SIGNIFICANCE OF SEXUALITY
full being. I repeat: This applies to the ideal instances of total task fulfillment. I hope that 216 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE INCARNATORY PROCESS AND THE LIFE TASK
the process of dying. In addition to the ideal case described above, other possibilities occur when the 216 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE INCARNATORY PROCESS AND THE LIFE TASK
of your humanness you cannot immediately be the ideal, totally fused individual. You know that it takes 251 THE EVOLUTION AND SPIRITUAL MEANING OF MARRIAGE -- NEW AGE MARRIAGE
destructive and erroneous. The attempt to enforce an ideal standard that individuals cannot possibly live up to 251 THE EVOLUTION AND SPIRITUAL MEANING OF MARRIAGE -- NEW AGE MARRIAGE
But when this is seen as the final ideal, it becomes as damaging as the suppressed and 251 THE EVOLUTION AND SPIRITUAL MEANING OF MARRIAGE -- NEW AGE MARRIAGE
relinquishing your passivity, your irresponsibility in wanting an ideal authority to do it all for you. You 254 SURRENDER
possibilities of these capacities. Focused emptiness is the ideal state to be filled by the Holy Spirit 256 INNER SPACE, FOCUSED EMPTINESS
 
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well to deceiving yourself into believing that your idealization is love and tolerance. You try to convince 42 CHRISTMAS BLESSINGS -- OBJECTIVITY AND SUBJECTIVITY
great spirit doubt and fear? Human illusion and idealization would have preferred that Jesus died in a 82 THE CONQUEST OF DUALITY SYMBOLIZED IN THE LIFE AND DEATH OF JESUS
have no realistic perception of yourself. Similarly, your idealization of yourself, when investigated closely, often proves less 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF
and self-idealization must be the consequence. Self-glorification and idealization seems, from this point of view, the apparent 143 UNITY AND DUALITY
and deals merely with theoretical speculation or alienated idealization and not real live experience. Since you are 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY
 
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feel a compulsion to live up to the idealized image. All human beings are starved for love 32 DECISION-MAKING
forces the subject to struggle to maintain the idealized image, fearing that if they fail to do 32 DECISION-MAKING
she really is and not just as an idealized picture. Furthermore, realize your deeper and hidden reasons 32 DECISION-MAKING
own ability to love that you need an idealized version of the loved person. Your love is 42 CHRISTMAS BLESSINGS -- OBJECTIVITY AND SUBJECTIVITY
are compelled to see this person in an idealized form. No, it is a weakness and often 42 CHRISTMAS BLESSINGS -- OBJECTIVITY AND SUBJECTIVITY
also referred in some private sessions to the idealized self. You will now understand the meaning of 58 THE DESIRE FOR HAPPINESS AND THE DESIRE FOR UNHAPPINESS
meaning of that term. Learn to analyze your idealized self, what your unconscious wants it to be 58 THE DESIRE FOR HAPPINESS AND THE DESIRE FOR UNHAPPINESS
Why? It would destroy the picture of your idealized self. Your life seems at stake, for all 58 THE DESIRE FOR HAPPINESS AND THE DESIRE FOR UNHAPPINESS
if you cannot maintain the picture of your idealized self. This behavior is the infant reacting in 58 THE DESIRE FOR HAPPINESS AND THE DESIRE FOR UNHAPPINESS
infantile concept of happiness, rulership, and perfection. The idealized self is always an expression of this basic 58 THE DESIRE FOR HAPPINESS AND THE DESIRE FOR UNHAPPINESS
Be in peace, be in God! 83. THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE Greetings. God bless all of you, my 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
unpleasure, and death, is the creation of the idealized self-image as a universal pseudo-protection. They never realize 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
understand the creation and the function of the idealized self-image. I have occasionally used the term mask 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
in the past. The mask self and the idealized self- image are really one and the same 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
image are really one and the same. The idealized self masks the real self. It pretends to 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
pretends to be something you are not. The idealized self-image is supposed to be a means of 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
in oneself are interconnected. The creation of the idealized self-image serves to supply the missing self-confidence and 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
interdependence. But since the self-confidence established through the idealized self is artificial, the result cannot possibly be 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
discover the links between your unhappiness and your idealized self-image. You need to grasp the significance, the 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
damages that follow in the wake of the idealized self-image and to fully recognize its existence, in 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
preceding work was necessary. The dissolution of the idealized self is the only possible way to find 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
and harder to become this false self, this idealized self. You were, and unconsciously still are, convinced 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
In fact, you are desperately hiding it. The idealized self-image may assume many forms. It does not 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
of recognized perfection. Oh yes, much of the idealized self-image dictates highly moral standards, making it all 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
imposed upon you by the dictates of your idealized self. You will discover the deeply hidden fear 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
And you will also discover what your particular idealized self demands. There are also facets of the 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
self demands. There are also facets of the idealized self, depending on personality, life conditions and early 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
Aggressive, hostile, proud, overambitious trends are glorified, or idealized. It is true that these negative tendencies exist 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
true that these negative tendencies exist behind all idealized self-images. But they are hidden, and since they 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
contradict the morally high standards of the particular idealized self, they cause additional anxiety, in that the 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
self, they cause additional anxiety, in that the idealized self will be exposed for the fraud it 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
be deeply ashamed of the goodness another person's idealized self insists on and would consider it as 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
the general effects of the existence of the idealized self and some of the implications. Since the 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
implications. Since the standards and dictates of the idealized self are impossible to realize, and yet you 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
the impossibility of being as perfect as your idealized self demands, and never give up whipping yourself 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
The more you try to identify with your idealized self-image, the harder the disillusionment whenever life brings 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
proof to you that you are not your idealized self, and this robs you of the false 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
tried to establish with the creation of the idealized self. There are other personality types who know 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
perfectly well that they cannot identify with their idealized self. But they do not know this in 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
culminate in showing up the phantom of the idealized self for what it really is -- an 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
consequences upon yourself. When you act out your idealized self, you dread nothing more than that, for 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
is tantamount to saying, I am not my idealized self. A sense of failure, frustration, and compulsion 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
shame, are the most outstanding indications that your idealized self is at work. These are the consciously 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
of all those that lie hidden underneath. The idealized self has been called into existence in order 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
the superstructure which is this merciless tyrant, your idealized self. Yes, you could have self-confidence if the 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
self. Yes, you could have self-confidence if the idealized self were really you; and if you could 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
supposedly whisked away by the establishment of the idealized self, steadily increases. It snowballs, and becomes worse 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
more stringent the demands of the superstructure or idealized self, the less you are able to live 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
the devious, subtle, unconscious ways in which this idealized self-image exists in your particular case. Ask yourself 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
constantly increasing estrangement from the real self. The idealized self is a falsity. It is a rigid 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
death struggle. You still believe you need the idealized self in order to live and be happy 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
that makes the maintenance and cultivation of the idealized self seem necessary. Once you understand that the 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
self seem necessary. Once you understand that the idealized self was supposed to solve the particular problems 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
step still further and recognize the damage the idealized self has brought into your life, you will 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
anxiety and depression, consider the fact that your idealized self may feel questioned and threatened, either by 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
between your capacities and the standards of your idealized self and how you deal with this conflict 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
come to understand the exact nature of your idealized self: its demands, its requirements of self and 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
enables you to weaken the impact of the idealized self. Then, and then only, will you realize 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
the very first steps toward giving up the idealized self, you will feel a sense of liberation 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
fringes that may have been free of the idealized self's dictatorship, but wholly and fully free in 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
different attitude will have new effects. Overcoming your idealized self means overcoming an important aspect of the 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
not even aware of the pressure of your idealized self, of the shame, humiliation, exposure you fear 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
connect them with the fantastic demands of your idealized self. Only after fully seeing these fantastic expectations 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
longer have to hold on frantically to the idealized self. The mere inner activity of holding on 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
will know exactly when you have weakened your idealized self by fully understanding its function, its causes 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
word: The difference between the real and the idealized self is often not a question of quantity 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
Another important consideration is the time element. The idealized self wants to be perfect, according to its 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
are, the less self-confident you can be. The idealized self believes just the opposite. Its claims for 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
though it would seem much less than the idealized self, you will find out that it is 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
be interpreted to mean the duality between the idealized and the real self. The lack of peace 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE

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