| Hospital....................5 | |
| also without being paid, for instance in a hospital while still in training, until he or she | 9 PRAYER AND MEDITATION -- THE LORD'S PRAYER |
| you might call, in your earth language, a hospital. Spiritual physicians are working there. Many physicians on | 34 PREPARATION FOR REINCARNATION |
| the earth plane have been incarnated from such hospital spheres existing on various levels. They learn in | 34 PREPARATION FOR REINCARNATION |
| more responsible tasks. Others learn under them. The hospital sphere consists of several parts. To mention just | 34 PREPARATION FOR REINCARNATION |
| She had also received shock treatments. Out of hospital, she proved unusually intelligent, even quite brilliant, as | 179 CHAIN REACTIONS IN THE DYNAMICS OF CREATIVE LIFE SUBSTANCE |
| Hospitals...................3 | |
| many kinds of schools and universities. There are hospitals, my dear ones, where ailing souls are taken | 12 THE ORDER AND DIVERSITY OF THE SPIRITUAL WORLDS-THE PROCESS OF REINCARNATION |
| specific places where the incarnations are prepared. In hospitals of a very specific kind spirits entities who | 12 THE ORDER AND DIVERSITY OF THE SPIRITUAL WORLDS-THE PROCESS OF REINCARNATION |
| am attempting to describe. All these spheres and hospitals and physicians and higher placed authorities and assistants | 34 PREPARATION FOR REINCARNATION |
| Host........................7 | |
| what is so necessary will first experience a host of negative feelings. But after these are dealt | 89 EMOTIONAL GROWTH AND ITS FUNCTION |
| condition prevails in the psyche leading to a host of further conflicts which finally manifest in an | 92 REPRESSED NEEDS - RELINQUISHING BLIND NEEDS - PRIMARY AND SECONDARY REACTIONS |
| words, illusion. Illusion produces confusion along with a host of negative emotions such as fear, hostility, separateness | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| mutual forcing-currents. This weakens you and creates a host of negative emotions which cause you to lose | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| or fatigued, you are content to call a host of feelings, impressions and beliefs by any one | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| world. Each primary wrong assumption snowballs into a host of untenable, painful, destructive beliefs and defense measures | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| only the most common denominators that designate a host of other feelings and attitudes. In your fear | 253 CONTINUE YOUR STRUGGLE AND CEASE ALL STRUGGLE |
| Hostile.....................66 | |
| child many a wish fulfillment. Therefore, authority seems hostile. No matter how much love, warmth and affection | 47 THE WALL WITHIN |
| authority. The child feels the authority as a hostile force, an enemy that locks it behind prison | 47 THE WALL WITHIN |
| Self- deception amounts to untruth, and untruth is hostile to the life force. Suppression is always self- | 49 OBSTACLES ON THE PATH: OLD STUFF, WRONG GUILT, AND WHO, ME? |
| what they enjoy most, they experience authority as hostile. When parental authority indulges a child, authority will | 52 THE GOD-IMAGE |
| factors also play a role. For instance, when hostile authority in the person of a domineering parent | 52 THE GOD-IMAGE |
| a masquerade. It is true that aggressive and hostile strength and activity in a woman will diminish | 62 MAN AND WOMAN |
| learn to give up your demand without feeling hostile; you will reach a point where you can | 72 THE FEAR OF LOVING |
| of a hurt without anger and without feeling hostile. You may feel sad, but feeling sad seems | 73 COMPULSION TO RECREATE AND OVERCOME CHILDHOOD HURTS |
| that they prefer to be angry and therefore hostile. That is a particular kind of childishness existing | 73 COMPULSION TO RECREATE AND OVERCOME CHILDHOOD HURTS |
| think it is superior to be angry and hostile than to be sad, so you suppress the | 73 COMPULSION TO RECREATE AND OVERCOME CHILDHOOD HURTS |
| between masochistic submissiveness on the one hand and hostile resentment on the other. Underneath both sets of | 74 CONFUSIONS AND HAZY MOTIVATIONS |
| and respected, that life and the world is hostile to you and prohibit you from unfolding the | 77 SELF-CONFIDENCE: ITS TRUE ORIGIN AND WHAT PROHIBITS IT |
| who always stands in their way. They become hostile because they think the entire world is hostile | 77 SELF-CONFIDENCE: ITS TRUE ORIGIN AND WHAT PROHIBITS IT |
| hostile because they think the entire world is hostile and aggression is the only means of getting | 77 SELF-CONFIDENCE: ITS TRUE ORIGIN AND WHAT PROHIBITS IT |
| antagonize people so that these actually do become hostile to them. This only strengthens their wrong conclusions | 77 SELF-CONFIDENCE: ITS TRUE ORIGIN AND WHAT PROHIBITS IT |
| to trace. In fact, often the stronger the hostile attitude is, the more it is covered up | 77 SELF-CONFIDENCE: ITS TRUE ORIGIN AND WHAT PROHIBITS IT |
| person is obviously dependent, the one with a hostile attitude deceives himself or herself into believing that | 77 SELF-CONFIDENCE: ITS TRUE ORIGIN AND WHAT PROHIBITS IT |
| distrusting them and standing alone in a seemingly hostile world. You will judge in reality, seeing what | 77 SELF-CONFIDENCE: ITS TRUE ORIGIN AND WHAT PROHIBITS IT |
| imagined advantage is when you are aggressive and hostile. QUESTION: An armor, so as not to be | 77 SELF-CONFIDENCE: ITS TRUE ORIGIN AND WHAT PROHIBITS IT |
| cannot be considered good, ethical, or moral. Aggressive, hostile, proud, overambitious trends are glorified, or idealized. It | 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE |
| not be threatened by the dangers of a hostile world, which does not understand me. In contrast | 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT |
| child, seeking solutions to cope with a seemingly hostile and frightening world is not equipped to find | 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT |
| only serve the purpose of coping with a hostile, dangerous world, but also cover up the helplessness | 87 THE NEXT PHASE ON THE PATH; QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| encounter in a human being overemphasis on independence, hostile domineering tendencies, toughness, and denial of all laws | 88 RELIGION: TRUE AND FALSE |
| that God is neither a benign nor a hostile authority, that God has freed us and it | 88 RELIGION: TRUE AND FALSE |
| unconsciously so, and in your disappointment, you become hostile -- perhaps again unconsciously. When you are aggressively | 100 MEETING THE PAIN OF DESTRUCTIVE PATTERNS |
| those he loves, all his loved ones, are hostile toward each other. And if he loves one | 103 HARM OF TOO MUCH LOVE GIVING -- CONSTRUCTIVE AND DESTRUCTIVE WILL FORCES |
| challenge in a good sense, not in a hostile one, that life puts to us. Find this | 108 FUNDAMENTAL GUILT FOR NOT LOVING -- OBLIGATIONS |
| his healthy, masculine aggressiveness, confusing it with unhealthy, hostile aggressiveness. He finds himself in the following predicament | 121 DISPLACEMENT, SUBSTITUTION, SUPERIMPOSITION |
| exist, you will have no reason to feel hostile, so expressing aggression will not create guilt. You | 121 DISPLACEMENT, SUBSTITUTION, SUPERIMPOSITION |
| the missing mate, you must become overintense, anxious, hostile, insecure. Every little slight, or apparent slight, will | 121 DISPLACEMENT, SUBSTITUTION, SUPERIMPOSITION |
| distorted and discolored. Both come to represent elements hostile to you personally. Therefore your underestimation of yourself | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| your underestimation of yourself forces you into a hostile role, no matter how this is camouflaged by | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| responded submissively to assuage your guilt, or with hostile aggression to assuage your self-contempt for your uncertainty | 140 CONFLICT OF POSITIVE VERSUS NEGATIVE ORIENTED PLEASURE AS THE ORIGIN OF PAIN |
| self is master, not in a tight, tense, hostile way, but in the sense that life can | 143 UNITY AND DUALITY |
| from truth, you must experience life as a hostile force, as something to defend yourself against. When | 146 POSITIVE CONCEPT OF LIFE-FEARLESSNESS TO LOVE-BALANCE BETWEEN ACTIVITY AND PASSIVITY |
| For if it were true that life is hostile and depriving, then love would indeed be dangerous | 146 POSITIVE CONCEPT OF LIFE-FEARLESSNESS TO LOVE-BALANCE BETWEEN ACTIVITY AND PASSIVITY |
| Therefore the individual believes life to be dangerous, hostile, a force against which one needs to defend | 146 POSITIVE CONCEPT OF LIFE-FEARLESSNESS TO LOVE-BALANCE BETWEEN ACTIVITY AND PASSIVITY |
| Is life essentially favorable? Or is it a hostile force, working against you, from which you need | 147 THE NATURE OF LIFE AND HUMAN NATURE |
| itself: that life, as well as feelings, are hostile forces you need to guard yourself against. The | 147 THE NATURE OF LIFE AND HUMAN NATURE |
| most divine power and not in the least hostile to spiritual growth. This is one of the | 149 COSMIC PULL TOWARD UNION -- FRUSTRATION |
| it, they cannot materialize. The tension itself is hostile to the necessary harmony that has the potential | 149 COSMIC PULL TOWARD UNION -- FRUSTRATION |
| real self is impossible as long as conditions hostile to truth prevail in the psyche. Wherever ready-made | 150 SELF-LIKING: THE CONDITION FOR UNIVERSAL STATE OF BLISS |
| They therefore feel more themselves when they are hostile, aggressive, cruel. All human beings have a similar | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| yourself as an isolated particle in an essentially hostile or, at best, indifferent universe that has nothing | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| At least on my part I feel very hostile to him. This is very real to me | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| when one suddenly understands that it was not hostile fate but one's own doing that brought it | 169 THE MASCULINE AND FEMININE PRINCIPLES IN THE CREATIVE PROCESS |
| let them out, but the activating forces remain hostile and antisocial? In that case you will inevitably | 169 THE MASCULINE AND FEMININE PRINCIPLES IN THE CREATIVE PROCESS |
| to the equally destructive opposite extreme of rebellious, hostile defiance. She will be able to change effortlessly | 171 SPIRITUAL LAWS |
| which compounds the justified guilt feelings. The loveless, hostile sex makes the taboo against it seem justified | 171 SPIRITUAL LAWS |
| expression of healthy autonomy or of rebellion and hostile opposition. Flexible adaptability can be the manifestation of | 171 SPIRITUAL LAWS |
| forward movement that turns an alien and apparently hostile world into your home. It is exceedingly important | 178 THE UNIVERSAL PRINCIPLE OF GROWTH DYNAMICS |
| to perceive and conceive life a priori as hostile and mean, it will unfold to you exactly | 179 CHAIN REACTIONS IN THE DYNAMICS OF CREATIVE LIFE SUBSTANCE |
| to find an outlet for itself, for legitimate hostile feelings and activities. This is why you often | 181 THE MEANING OF THE HUMAN STRUGGLE |
| understand and experience how this or that specific hostile impulse was originally a good force. When you | 184 THE MEANING OF EVIL AND ITS TRANSCENDENCE |
| a position to acknowledge your destructive, negative, cruel, hostile, and selfish feelings and attitudes. You are able | 190 IMPORTANCE OF EXPERIENCING ALL FEELINGS, INCLUDING FEAR - DYNAMIC STATE OF LAZINESS |
| that you cannot change, that the universe is hostile, that your ultimate fate is tragedy, then indeed | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| what you see -- and consequently militant and hostile. Again, emotional fusion can exist only to the | 207 THE SPIRITUAL SYMBOLISM AND SIGNIFICANCE OF SEXUALITY |
| distortion and negativity the masculine principle manifests as hostile aggressions, hitting rather than giving and reaching. The | 207 THE SPIRITUAL SYMBOLISM AND SIGNIFICANCE OF SEXUALITY |
| are therefore resisted as if they were a hostile force. All regressive and reactionary attitudes, as well | 227 CHANGE FROM OUTER TO INNER LAWS IN THE NEW AGE |
| say that you would not be hurt by hostile judgments, unfairness and the intent to put you | 232 BEING VALUES VERSUS APPEARANCE VALUES -- SELF-IDENTIFICATION |
| When expansion manifests as negative aggression, as a hostile, conquering force that disregards others, it creates more | 235 THE ANATOMY OF CONTRACTION |
| any structure which you interpret as a manifestation hostile to you is an expression peculiar to humanity | 240 ASPECTS OF THE ANATOMY OF LOVE: SELF-LOVE, STRUCTURE, FREEDOM |
| and the same. Jews considered both inferior and hostile. The hostility existed, but instead of asking themselves | 247 THE MASS IMAGES OF JUDAISM AND CHRISTIANITY |
| deficit. When you assume the universe to be hostile to you and you protect yourself against this | 250 INNER AWARENESS OF GRACE -- EXPOSING THE DEFICIT |
| opposite of secrecy. They may merely mean that hostile and aggressive motives supersede secrecy. The new man | 252 PRIVACY AND SECRECY |