| you had so often and consistently acknowledged your fear made you lose it eventually. You acknowledged it | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| When you understood the true nature of this fear, it lessened. This is what you now experience | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| can I now completely get rid of the fear, because sometimes I seem to shift the fear | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| fear, because sometimes I seem to shift the fear to something else? ANSWER: The moment you shift | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| reality of your feelings. Also, you often substitute fear for another emotion, so that when you are | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| another emotion, so that when you are in fear you do not have to face your real | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| unhappiness. If you can acknowledge all that, your fear will vanish. And gradually these emotional attitudes themselves | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| back. There is something she has a great fear of. Can you find and pinpoint that? ANSWER | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| It is an outer symbol of the inner fear mentioned in this very lecture. There is a | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| afflicted area causes even greater self-rejection, increasing the fear of finding these areas, and therefore triggering the | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| ANSWER: It is intermingled. The immediate feeling is fear of rejection. This started very early in your | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| grossly misleading and would hinder insight. But when fear of rejection is analyzed, one always finds that | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| rejection is analyzed, one always finds that childish fear which precludes love, regardless of how much love | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| on this level, acknowledge where you are in fear. Before coming to the level of not loving | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| entirely free from misconception, underestimation of self, illusion, fear, and other destructive conditions. Hence in these areas | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| being would be free, there would be no fear of the unknown, and thus no blockage of | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| their forces together, afraid of this expansion. They fear it will pull them apart. In truth the | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| goodness. It is a false belief born of fear and obedience that occasional anger never exists in | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| this takeover to happen is weakness, not love; fear, not goodness; appeasing and encouraging abuse, not constructive | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| self. It is not, as you say in fear, I cannot look at myself in candor because | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| is a very good question. Where there is fear of expressing a justified anger, to that degree | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| justified anger, to that degree there must be fear of loving. Behind both fears is confusion, misconception | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| trying to love lies a non-love born of fear, hurt, and illusion, then in the way of | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| is actively inflicted cruelty. This stage arises from fear of others who seem to expect such acts | 134 THE CONCEPT OF EVIL |
| one way or another are always connected with fear. The borderline between passive numbness and active cruelty | 134 THE CONCEPT OF EVIL |
| of spontaneous positive feelings but also wards off fear and guilt. The act of inflicting pain on | 134 THE CONCEPT OF EVIL |
| a power you do not understand and therefore fear. From this idea that a strange, independent power | 134 THE CONCEPT OF EVIL |
| emotions in the inner makeup, such as rage, fear, anger, from arising. These emotions cannot be numbed | 134 THE CONCEPT OF EVIL |
| due to their insensitivity to me. In my fear of this injustice, this insensitivity, indifference, cruelty and | 134 THE CONCEPT OF EVIL |
| a fully functioning human being. Wherever there is fear and misconception, I wish to understand them so | 134 THE CONCEPT OF EVIL |
| awareness, even in fantasy, exists. This comes from fear, guilt, and shame, and the belief that one | 135 MOBILITY IN RELAXATION-SUFFERING THROUGH ATTACHMENT OF LIFE FORCE TO NEGATIVE SITUATIONS |
| giving up this fantasy life exists out of fear that the pleasure will be lost altogether. It | 135 MOBILITY IN RELAXATION-SUFFERING THROUGH ATTACHMENT OF LIFE FORCE TO NEGATIVE SITUATIONS |
| the clinging to the entire complex, out of fear of having to do without any pleasure? Both | 135 MOBILITY IN RELAXATION-SUFFERING THROUGH ATTACHMENT OF LIFE FORCE TO NEGATIVE SITUATIONS |
| from what is now -- hence effort, tension, fear -- or not wanting to change, out of | 135 MOBILITY IN RELAXATION-SUFFERING THROUGH ATTACHMENT OF LIFE FORCE TO NEGATIVE SITUATIONS |
| -- or not wanting to change, out of fear of losing out in the process -- hence | 135 MOBILITY IN RELAXATION-SUFFERING THROUGH ATTACHMENT OF LIFE FORCE TO NEGATIVE SITUATIONS |
| in peace, be in God. 136. THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF Greetings, my dearest, dearest friends | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| a pattern of compounded pain, stems from your fear of your innermost being -- the part of | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| needless lie that you live because of false fear of yourself. Some individuals meet that private, hidden | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| private, hidden part comparatively quickly, and despite their fear overcome it and evolve as free creatures. Many | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| fully exposing every last bit of themselves. The fear of the self is the basic fear behind | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| The fear of the self is the basic fear behind the fear of life and even the | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| the self is the basic fear behind the fear of life and even the fear of death | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| behind the fear of life and even the fear of death. Neither could the fear of others | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| even the fear of death. Neither could the fear of others possibly exist without the fear of | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| the fear of others possibly exist without the fear of oneself. A number of my friends are | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| is exceedingly important now to discuss where your fear of self comes from and what it does | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| you if it is coddled instead of overcome. Fear of self can end only in self-alienation. It | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| at it again in this context. When you fear yourself, it is because in some way you | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| you are crushed by what you are, or fear what you are, you have no realistic perception | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| therefore cannot be feared. In the distortion, you fear desire no matter what happens: you fear it | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| you fear desire no matter what happens: you fear it when it remains unfulfilled because the frustration | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| because the frustration hurts the soul. And you fear it when it is fulfilled, for the psyche | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| not know what to do with it. You fear and reject both desire and fulfillment to the | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| desire and fulfillment to the degree that you fear your own hidden self. My dearest friends, I | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| of you can become aware of how you fear fulfillment because fulfillment is distorted into satiation and | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| attitudes, and even thoughts or actions. When you fear that your negative emotions are going to control | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| find hate or hostility in yourself, and you fear its effect on you and your actions. Simply | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| commit yourself wholeheartedly to exposing that which you fear, you cannot convince yourself of your innermost being | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| you find out that there is nothing to fear. Your fear, first of all, is your suspicion | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| out that there is nothing to fear. Your fear, first of all, is your suspicion that there | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| nourished, from which you can draw. Therefore, you fear that the ultimate in you is the part | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| undesirable facets you may find in yourself, your fear of them is based on illusion. And the | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| of them is based on illusion. And the fear of them builds up more fear, more guilt | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| And the fear of them builds up more fear, more guilt, more pretense, more neurosis, and therefore | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| -- they cannot be different -- you can fear life only to the exact extent that you | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| life only to the exact extent that you fear yourself. You can fear others only to the | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| exact extent that you fear yourself. You can fear others only to the extent that you fear | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| fear others only to the extent that you fear yourself. You can fear nothing if you do | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| the extent that you fear yourself. You can fear nothing if you do not fear the part | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| You can fear nothing if you do not fear the part of you that you keep secret | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| doubt your vital energy than to admit your fear of your secret and give up the lie | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| be controlled by your negativity and thereby compounding fear, guilt, and helplessness. When you let your destructiveness | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| your vigorous intent to not let cowardice and fear defeat you will set those powers in motion | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| fog in the sun. My dearest friends, the fear of your negativity and destructiveness is so heavy | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| hard object made of an unchangeable substance. This fear is justified in a way, but differently from | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| of it. The negative and destructive substance you fear in yourself is unchangeable only as long as | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| will experience that there is absolutely nothing to fear. You must finally come face to face with | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| all good can be had. There is no fear of fulfillment because it supposedly becomes stale. That | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| suggested. Mean it! And when you discover your fear, work on it. Expose it for what it | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| will you discover that there is nothing to fear, that all your distortions and contortions are useless | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| negativity, limitation, and isolation because of your misguided fear of yourself. Once this limitation is given up | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| this direction. Realize that the area you most fear and are unwilling to see is the one | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| first ascribe negative events to fate, and you fear the world and life. Then, when you uncover | 137 BALANCE OF INNER AND OUTER CONTROL |
| you uncover your unconscious destructiveness, you begin to fear your own unconscious, over which you seem to | 137 BALANCE OF INNER AND OUTER CONTROL |
| with your conscious mind. As long as you fear the destructive in you, you must also fear | 137 BALANCE OF INNER AND OUTER CONTROL |
| fear the destructive in you, you must also fear the divine in you. You will cease to | 137 BALANCE OF INNER AND OUTER CONTROL |
| the divine in you. You will cease to fear the destructive only if and when you are | 137 BALANCE OF INNER AND OUTER CONTROL |
| succeed. You must run into confusion and difficulties, fear and pain. You inevitably struggle in a most | 137 BALANCE OF INNER AND OUTER CONTROL |
| causes more tension, anxiety, sense of failure and fear of defeat. But the exhaustion of this futile | 137 BALANCE OF INNER AND OUTER CONTROL |
| and act in a way that produces hopelessness, fear, frustration, feelings of doubt. I will now deliberately | 137 BALANCE OF INNER AND OUTER CONTROL |
| owned or controlled either. Hence, you need not fear to love and to be loved. You must | 137 BALANCE OF INNER AND OUTER CONTROL |
| is yours because you do not block it, fear or resist it. Love is a floating continuum | 137 BALANCE OF INNER AND OUTER CONTROL |
| the best sense, is yours, without tightness or fear. In distortion, in false control, you are again | 137 BALANCE OF INNER AND OUTER CONTROL |
| and control the loved one completely. Hence the fear that to love means possession, submission and martyrdom | 137 BALANCE OF INNER AND OUTER CONTROL |
| person to the extent you believe it necessary. Fear of being controlled -- to love -- and | 137 BALANCE OF INNER AND OUTER CONTROL |
| of being controlled -- to love -- and fear of not being able to control -- being | 137 BALANCE OF INNER AND OUTER CONTROL |
| you want to give of yourself freely, without fear of being controlled. Express your desire to feel | 137 BALANCE OF INNER AND OUTER CONTROL |
| 138. THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS Greetings, my dearest friends. I bring | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| to overcome isolation and loneliness and their simultaneous fear of close, intimate contact with another being. Often | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| with another being. Often the desire and the fear are equally strong, so that people are pulled | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| it. When such attempts look like succeeding, the fear of closeness induces them to pull back again | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| to the struggle between the desire and the fear of closeness as the simple common denominator. Your | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| necessary for responding from within. Why is the fear of self and the fear of contacting others | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| Why is the fear of self and the fear of contacting others so great? Basically the fear | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| fear of contacting others so great? Basically the fear is due to people's destructive aims, and specifically | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| takes place which you have no reason to fear, for it must all happen in beautiful order | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| times you desire more: at other times you fear more. The outcome will be problematic, painful, and | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| do you experience that there is nothing to fear from life except your own destructiveness. When this | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| they already set up new barriers because the fear of closeness overwhelms them. This fear comes from | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| because the fear of closeness overwhelms them. This fear comes from the false negative conviction that they | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| self -- no more and no less. The fear of uniting, of meeting, of reaching, of having | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| you are to life, then you will not fear loss of control because loss of ego-control will | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| You demand the most from others and simultaneously fear that others will not only not comply with | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| give the best I am to life, without fear. Any fear that still lurks within me is | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| best I am to life, without fear. Any fear that still lurks within me is error, and | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| this case is a tight wall consisting of fear and the dualistic belief wherein human beings must | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| others; it always includes others. Hence, when you fear to be included with and by others, you | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| no conflict of control. If you do not fear giving, you can fully receive; you can never | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| receive; you can never be shortchanged. When you fear giving, you cannot be open to receive. It | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| determine this fact. To the exact measure you fear giving of yourself, you must be uncomfortable when | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| proportion to your facing in yourself what you fear most -- and that is usually cruelty. You | 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY |
| still unrecognized cruelty within is the amount of fear you have left. Consider your fear of other | 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY |
| amount of fear you have left. Consider your fear of other people -- generally or specifically -- | 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY |
| of other people -- generally or specifically -- fear of life, fear of death, fear of the | 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY |
| -- generally or specifically -- fear of life, fear of death, fear of the unknown. The more | 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY |
| specifically -- fear of life, fear of death, fear of the unknown. The more you are afraid | 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY |
| represent the main reasons for all resistance and fear of self- facing. Often, these cruel aspects can | 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY |
| can be found only when one acknowledges one's fear. Do not forget the important correlation between fear | 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY |
| fear. Do not forget the important correlation between fear of others, or any outer facet of life | 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY |
| or any outer facet of life, and the fear of your unrecognized cruelty. If you are free | 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY |
| you are free from cruelty, you cannot ever fear others. Point 4: Establish in what moments the | 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY |
| free world in which you can live without fear, a world of light in which you need | 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY |
| love and the direction of hate, isolation and fear, or the positive and negative directions. The outer | 140 CONFLICT OF POSITIVE VERSUS NEGATIVE ORIENTED PLEASURE AS THE ORIGIN OF PAIN |
| is no need for struggle, for doubt, for fear, or for deprivation. In these areas you will | 140 CONFLICT OF POSITIVE VERSUS NEGATIVE ORIENTED PLEASURE AS THE ORIGIN OF PAIN |
| problem, the area in your psyche where the fear of the positive, hence its negation, exists. Consequently | 140 CONFLICT OF POSITIVE VERSUS NEGATIVE ORIENTED PLEASURE AS THE ORIGIN OF PAIN |
| and they must be unearthed. QUESTION: Irrationally, I fear that I may be taken advantage of and | 140 CONFLICT OF POSITIVE VERSUS NEGATIVE ORIENTED PLEASURE AS THE ORIGIN OF PAIN |
| you would not refuse it. There is this fear that you may be inadequate to fulfill this | 140 CONFLICT OF POSITIVE VERSUS NEGATIVE ORIENTED PLEASURE AS THE ORIGIN OF PAIN |
| inadequate to fulfill this role; there is the fear that demands will be made upon you when | 140 CONFLICT OF POSITIVE VERSUS NEGATIVE ORIENTED PLEASURE AS THE ORIGIN OF PAIN |
| the passive resistance against your male role. You fear it, deny it, do not want it, and | 140 CONFLICT OF POSITIVE VERSUS NEGATIVE ORIENTED PLEASURE AS THE ORIGIN OF PAIN |
| chain reaction fills people with dread. They unreasonably fear this process because it seems to exact from | 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION |
| pleasure from complaining and unhappiness. Partly you truly fear these powers. You fear the possibility of happiness | 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION |
| unhappiness. Partly you truly fear these powers. You fear the possibility of happiness. You fear that you | 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION |
| powers. You fear the possibility of happiness. You fear that you may not be able to handle | 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION |
| may not be able to handle it. You fear the ecstasy of a perfectly lived life, as | 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION |
| ecstasy of a perfectly lived life, as you fear death, as you fear all great experiences that | 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION |
| lived life, as you fear death, as you fear all great experiences that take you out of | 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION |
| that take you out of yourself. This vague fear makes people deliberately embrace negativity, and -- unconsciously | 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION |
| battle within you. You will find a greater fear of constructive unfoldment, of happiness and fullness, than | 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION |
| so. You will, at that moment, find a fear. This tiny, little nucleus of fear -- still | 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION |
| find a fear. This tiny, little nucleus of fear -- still vague, hazy, unpronounced -- is what | 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION |