| that very much wants the feelings, wants the experience of feeling yourself alive and vibrant with the | 147 THE NATURE OF LIFE AND HUMAN NATURE |
| of such feelings, as only the most dynamic experience on this earth-plane can bring -- love between | 147 THE NATURE OF LIFE AND HUMAN NATURE |
| merely covered up. It is quite a different experience to find this layer, to feel it, and | 148 POSITIVITY AND NEGATIVITY: ONE ENERGY CURRENT |
| is developed, the fuller the pleasure it can experience from and through the pure life force, in | 148 POSITIVITY AND NEGATIVITY: ONE ENERGY CURRENT |
| into its original state. Each life manifestation you experience that is unpleasant, problematic, or anxiety-producing is the | 148 POSITIVITY AND NEGATIVITY: ONE ENERGY CURRENT |
| you continuous anguish? It is not a momentary experience caused by a one-time condition that then dissolves | 148 POSITIVITY AND NEGATIVITY: ONE ENERGY CURRENT |
| dichotomy produces an unconscious fixation of the pleasure experience on a negative situation. You then fight against | 148 POSITIVITY AND NEGATIVITY: ONE ENERGY CURRENT |
| between pleasure and unpleasure. You will understand and experience why and how destructiveness, in whatever shape or | 148 POSITIVITY AND NEGATIVITY: ONE ENERGY CURRENT |
| It makes you very hesitant to express and experience the best that is possible and makes you | 148 POSITIVITY AND NEGATIVITY: ONE ENERGY CURRENT |
| pleasure is the only way the entity can experience a modicum of pleasure at all. When you | 148 POSITIVITY AND NEGATIVITY: ONE ENERGY CURRENT |
| an extended cramp-like contraction. QUESTION: The way I experience fear of pleasure is by experiencing a fear | 148 POSITIVITY AND NEGATIVITY: ONE ENERGY CURRENT |
| must then create negative contact. All human beings experience some counter-pull, even relatively integrated, healthy individuals. But | 149 COSMIC PULL TOWARD UNION -- FRUSTRATION |
| childhood experiences. This makes fulfillment impossible because the experience of pleasure is always threatened by the attached | 149 COSMIC PULL TOWARD UNION -- FRUSTRATION |
| conscious being is therefore to deeply comprehend and experience this vicious circle without misjudging the negative connection | 149 COSMIC PULL TOWARD UNION -- FRUSTRATION |
| other words, everyone has to seek the inner experience of letting go and relaxing. This does not | 149 COSMIC PULL TOWARD UNION -- FRUSTRATION |
| then you can proceed to reach for the experience of letting go, relaxing into the pleasure of | 149 COSMIC PULL TOWARD UNION -- FRUSTRATION |
| fulfillment of the cosmic stream, you must inevitably experience the fear of nonfulfillment. Inability to tolerate frustration | 149 COSMIC PULL TOWARD UNION -- FRUSTRATION |
| even more obvious. Those who deny themselves the experience of spontaneously discovering independent, self- responsible concepts by | 150 SELF-LIKING: THE CONDITION FOR UNIVERSAL STATE OF BLISS |
| nucleus, your now. If you face this now, experience this mood, whatever it is, and transcend it | 150 SELF-LIKING: THE CONDITION FOR UNIVERSAL STATE OF BLISS |
| for the answers you transcend the now and experience the truth of the universe, which is that | 150 SELF-LIKING: THE CONDITION FOR UNIVERSAL STATE OF BLISS |
| particularly at moments of discontent and disconnection, will experience amazing results. What is it now that I | 150 SELF-LIKING: THE CONDITION FOR UNIVERSAL STATE OF BLISS |
| want to ask about a strange and frightening experience I had lately. When I feel particularly liberated | 150 SELF-LIKING: THE CONDITION FOR UNIVERSAL STATE OF BLISS |
| can you tell me about this? ANSWER: This experience is an expression of greater progress than you | 150 SELF-LIKING: THE CONDITION FOR UNIVERSAL STATE OF BLISS |
| before you felt hopeless, that you might someday experience aliveness and pleasure and exhilaration. At the same | 150 SELF-LIKING: THE CONDITION FOR UNIVERSAL STATE OF BLISS |
| experienced. Therefore, to bridge the gap between previous experience and the available power, it is necessary to | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| outlook that seems to contradict previous convictions and experience. This obstacle of denying a fact that is | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| opinions, often based not on actual and personal experience but merely on hearsay -- is always a | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| invested; to be whole in motive and in experience. This must not be confused with the numbness | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| Denying the present reality makes it impossible to experience a greater reality. If you can ask at | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| relaxed and natural attention, concentration, and fullness of experience. This intensity does not feel pleasant at all | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| different ways in order to help you finally experience the truth of these words. Let us try | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| is never any fear in this new life experience. Yet it cannot be pushed and forced. It | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| senses it and gropingly tries to convey this experience to those whose ego is still in conflict | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| out, expanding and contracting, finding new areas of experience and branching into new territories. Creative life is | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| different. Thus it finds forever new ways to experience itself. As an individual consciousness separates itself further | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| functions. Some of my friends have begun to experience the immediacy of this greater life more and | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| this greater life more and more frequently. They experience a renewal of energy and find, paradoxically, that | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| By the same token, those who begin to experience these powers and energies also begin to notice | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| yourself. Moreover, you develop an increased ability to experience pleasure, as you are meant to. To the | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| as though one were naked and exposed. This experience can be registered by everyone -- and it | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| can easily display to others. You may really experience pleasure, but this, too, is humiliating to expose | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| from the false -- only the flavor of experience and the quality of being are different. The | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| whatever this may mean now. But before this experience is possible, you need to encounter the phenomenon | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| far from perfect. This is not a dramatic experience -- yet it is crucial. For what you | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| of your involuntary processes lead you into negative experience, due to the presence of unconscious false ideas | 153 THE SELF-REGULATING NATURE OF INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| wishes and emotions -- can you begin to experience the likewise ever-present, but still deeply hidden constructive | 153 THE SELF-REGULATING NATURE OF INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| fear it. Precisely because of this conflicting state, experience accrues which seems to warrant the fear of | 153 THE SELF-REGULATING NATURE OF INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| of involuntary processes, of spontaneous feelings. The difficult experience should never be taken as proof that feelings | 153 THE SELF-REGULATING NATURE OF INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| a theory but a directly available and accessible experience deep within yourself, once you reestablish the balance | 153 THE SELF-REGULATING NATURE OF INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| life expand, so does the inner sense and experience of it. We shall talk about this another | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| of the self to realize these laws, to experience them. At first a sensing and intuitive knowing | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| it eventually becomes as definite and factual an experience as any outer fact of life. When consciousness | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| at the price of neglecting other areas. The experience of each individual is, as you already know | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| beliefs, concepts, attitudes, feelings, and actions. How each experience is met also determines the rhythm of pulsation | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| movement becomes impossible. All outer, or apparently outer, experience coming to humans is, as we know, in | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| and can therefore identify and connect with it, experience what I say here as undisputable fact. When | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| say here as undisputable fact. When negative outer experience comes to those who have not connected with | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| self that has produced it, they reject the experience, withdraw and cringe from it. The organism cramps | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| with it. Since in reality the undesirable outer experience is an aspect of an existing condition within | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| of consciousness by hardening up and refusing the experience is therefore completely opposed to the law of | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| to react meaningfully and adequately to a negative experience in a moment. This apparently theoretical discussion, my | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| fearlessly and pleasurably -- even when the outer experience is doubtful and not necessarily desirable. This fearless | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| meeting of it enables you to transcend the experience, to truly assimilate it. In that way, the | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| the misconceptions that have brought the outer unwelcome experience about. By not cringing away from it on | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| pulsebeat is stopped through hardening, refusal of the experience, and unnatural restriction. The better you are attuned | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| your spiritual organism from its afflictions. Fleeing the experience that seems painful, undesirable, dangerous, is fleeing from | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| yourself. Giving in to the fear of the experience makes you refuse the experience. Since the experience | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| fear of the experience makes you refuse the experience. Since the experience is a result of yourself | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| experience makes you refuse the experience. Since the experience is a result of yourself, your refusal of | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| you still shy away from going through the experience. Jesus expressed the same principle with the words | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| against your own self than to flee from experience which is apparently disconnected from yourself. The only | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| course of action is to go into the experience. In terms of pulsation of consciousness, the following | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| up. By remaining open and relaxed to the experience, no matter how painful or frightening it may | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| words. They are, I do not want this experience. This presupposes that the experience has nothing to | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| not want this experience. This presupposes that the experience has nothing to do with causes within yourself | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| presupposes that others, circumstances, chance have brought this experience to you. Therefore, whenever you detect the shrinking | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| -- and all illusion breeds pain. The painful experience you wish to avoid by interrupting your natural | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| -- your mentality denies self-responsibility for the unwelcome experience, and your emotions disturb the natural rhythm of | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| the next organic expanding movement. You will distinctly experience how what was painful on the first pulsebeat | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| say. By shrinking from the undesirable condition or experience, the entity hopes to avoid and refuse it | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| futile. When you openly meet the condition or experience in the manner discussed, there will be pain | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| the pain its natural healthy rhythm, you allowed experience caused by error, illusion and unhealth to take | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| this path, some of you will begin to experience what might be summed up briefly as a | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| questions regarding this topic? QUESTION: What kind of experience do you mean? What if someone offers me | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| with it just for the sake of the experience? ANSWER: No, certainly not. Nothing of the sort | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| now. What I am referring to is the experience of events, conditions, and emotions one cannot choose | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| three-dimensional level that you cannot and will not experience by a further expansion of consciousness into different | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| when you do not cramp up against fearful experience, but allow your innermost soul movement to continue | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| soul movement to continue to pulsate into the experience you want to deny. As you all know | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| know from our work together, this fear of experience does not only exist regarding negative, painful experience | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| experience does not only exist regarding negative, painful experience. There is as much fear, and often more | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| trust and it then becomes a joyful, growing experience. It is easily observable that the healthier a | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| joy, though the majority of individuals do not experience it at all. The truly healthy and fulfilled | 155 FEAR OF SELF -- GIVING AND RECEIVING |
| the extent to which you are able to experience pleasure. This again depends on several factors, some | 155 FEAR OF SELF -- GIVING AND RECEIVING |
| how you emotionally react according to them, you experience their reality, you connect with them, as opposed | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| It is more a question of the qualitative experience of what you already know in principle. It | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| feelings, without the threat and terror you still experience about them -- although not as strongly as | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| an intellectual, theoretical understanding but an actual emotional experience, when you are truly affected by the causal | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| you -- to help you truly understand and experience how what was best became distorted, then facing | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| itself, creative. Once you have the courage to experience the power in its negative aspect -- so | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| then you will know, as a personally felt experience, that this very same power, or force, turns | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| do not fear to follow through, you will experience shortly something new evolving out of you whose | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| and which the created entity is destined to experience, if it is not interfered with and is | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| earth from heaven, body from spirit, you cannot experience the true bliss of unity. The blissful state | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| the truth of all these teachings a profound experience that cannot be denied or thought to be | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| out to make the compression fluid again. This experience makes you one with the universe. It is | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| perceive in an entirely new way. Whatever you experience will have a new tone and a new | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| friends. Be in God. 157. INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY Greetings, my dearest friends | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| meaning. There is no state of being, no experience, no situation, no concept, no feeling, no object | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| possibilities of unfoldment and entirely new ranges of experience in your personal life, you must first learn | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| psychic energies to defend yourself against possible negative experience, your motivation is negative. Negative motivation does not | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| you cannot really envisage the infinite vistas of experience, of expansion, of stimulation, of all sorts of | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| that you do not permit your body to experience the pleasure it is destined to experience. All | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| to experience the pleasure it is destined to experience. All these are limitations which you artificially and | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| still need another person to permit you to experience pleasure, you are still in the position of | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| real feelings of any sort about any vital experience can find their home within you. Because fear | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| create an expansive, unfolding life filled with positive experience and pleasure. You aim to avoid the threat | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| afraid, so weak, so unable to be yourself. Experience this leash which can be given up only | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| paralyze yourself. When you let go, you will experience a new, resilient strength coming out of you | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| and giving up your inner forcing-current, you will experience the beauty of free, unforced relationships. When you | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| precept, but this is completely different from the experience -- the living, dynamic experience -- of its | 158 THE EGO'S COOPERATION WITH OR OBSTRUCTION OF THE REAL SELF |
| different from the experience -- the living, dynamic experience -- of its existence. If people were educated | 158 THE EGO'S COOPERATION WITH OR OBSTRUCTION OF THE REAL SELF |
| is not the ego's function to feel, to experience deeply and to know deeply, which is to | 158 THE EGO'S COOPERATION WITH OR OBSTRUCTION OF THE REAL SELF |
| reality of the ego, one cannot, of course, experience the higher faculties and the greater reality of | 158 THE EGO'S COOPERATION WITH OR OBSTRUCTION OF THE REAL SELF |
| of the inner eternal being, which you will experience as eternal whenever you en counter it. Therefore | 158 THE EGO'S COOPERATION WITH OR OBSTRUCTION OF THE REAL SELF |
| cannot give a sense of reality and true experience of the real self. This requires more. It | 158 THE EGO'S COOPERATION WITH OR OBSTRUCTION OF THE REAL SELF |
| what the problem is; it always makes any experience, regardless of how unnecessary and futile it may | 158 THE EGO'S COOPERATION WITH OR OBSTRUCTION OF THE REAL SELF |
| stepping stone toward further expansion. It increases the experience of life and the realization of one's inherent | 158 THE EGO'S COOPERATION WITH OR OBSTRUCTION OF THE REAL SELF |
| can only understand this when you perceive and experience the inner life processes and the laws of | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| perpetual change in movement only worsens the subjective experience. However, the fight and fright exist also in | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| a journey, a change of domicile. People invariably experience depression when they terminate one phase of existence | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| misconceptions and destructiveness. You all know that and experience it again and again on your path. No | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| desire, each hidden fear, each shrinking away from experience is using it. A path such as this | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| you come to the point where you deeply experience the original unity of life in this respect | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| as they really are, in the ability to experience pleasure supreme. My friends, you may be surprised | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| levels the intense pleasure you are meant to experience -- out of false fears and ideas -- | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| convince yourself how preposterous this fear is. That experience can be made into a further stepping stone | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| is essentially the same. This is a new experience for you. It is a good experience in | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| new experience for you. It is a good experience in that it shows you have mastered a | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| though there were a film between you and experience, a thick, glazed film, like a plastic wall | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| you from the ability to be touched by experience. This does not apply only to you, of | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| eventual dissolution of this film, so that you experience directly. The meaning of this is profound, for | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| long as you shrink back from direct, naked experience, you must be in trouble with yourself. You | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| glazed wall, and through it, outside, I see experience, but it does not touch me. Whenever experience | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| experience, but it does not touch me. Whenever experience does touch you, you shrink back from it | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |