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ascend spiritually. Such a task may sometimes be demanded from a person, but this is an exception 8 MEDIUMSHIP -- HOW TO CONTACT GOD'S SPIRIT WORLD
-- adopted merely because it was expected and demanded. It is the same with love. You cannot 63 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
to love as if it were a duty demanded by conscience and obedience, the less does it 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF
message that if life does not yield the demanded result, it is bad and unfair, which you 206 DESIRE: CREATIVE OR DESTRUCTIVE
grudgingly and unwillingly because you pretend it is demanded of you, it cannot be called giving. In 237 LEADERSHIP -- THE ART OF TRANSCENDING FRUSTRATION
called giving. In another sense true giving is demanded of you, for if you want the privileges 237 LEADERSHIP -- THE ART OF TRANSCENDING FRUSTRATION
of rebelliously executed duty, resenting anything that is demanded by life. Being full of resentment, he will 242 THE SPIRITUAL MEANING OF POLITICAL SYSTEMS
 
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to God's Plan of Salvation? You are always demanding something, not necessarily in direct prayer for the 1 THE SEA OF LIFE
miracle that will procure happiness for you without demanding from you all you have in honesty, willpower 25 THE PATH: INITIAL STEPS, PREPARATION, AND DECISIONS
knowledge creates fear, since the self-will is still demanding its gratification. If you meditate on these words 30 SELF-WILL, PRIDE AND FEAR
life only by going with it, by not demanding that life follow their wishes, but following life 41 IMAGES: THE DAMAGE THEY DO
So when, with your insistent inner crying and demanding, you get the supposed advantage, you also get 41 IMAGES: THE DAMAGE THEY DO
putting yourself on another plane, separated from others, demanding more than you give, unconsciously, emotionally, psychologically. You 53 SELF-LOVE
actually hear the inner voice shrieking for and demanding approval. You have to observe the occasions when 57 THE MASS IMAGE OF SELF-IMPORTANCE
are wonderful, they are a hardship on you, demanding a saintly life that is not to your 65 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
is as unreasonable, as void of understanding, as demanding and one-sided as all immature creatures are. Its 72 THE FEAR OF LOVING
maturity you really need and want. In not demanding to be loved as a child, you will 73 COMPULSION TO RECREATE AND OVERCOME CHILDHOOD HURTS
the more stringently you will moralize. The more demanding the standards of your idealized self-image, the more 90 MORALIZING -- DISPROPORTIONATE REACTIONS -- NEEDS
you have already evolved from the state of demanding happiness from life and others, resenting it when 91 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
further assume that this same mother was quite demanding as far as work in school was concerned 93 THE LINK BETWEEN THE MAIN IMAGE, REPRESSED NEEDS, AND DEFENSES
little. We speak here of a personal love, demanding love in return, not of a detached love 103 HARM OF TOO MUCH LOVE GIVING -- CONSTRUCTIVE AND DESTRUCTIVE WILL FORCES
their affection is unwilling to receive the powerful, demanding force that they emanate. If you were less 103 HARM OF TOO MUCH LOVE GIVING -- CONSTRUCTIVE AND DESTRUCTIVE WILL FORCES
Rather, see yourself as you extend this strong, demanding force and observe your reaction when it is 103 HARM OF TOO MUCH LOVE GIVING -- CONSTRUCTIVE AND DESTRUCTIVE WILL FORCES
does not meet a love-power that is so demanding and so forceful. Only too often both distortions 103 HARM OF TOO MUCH LOVE GIVING -- CONSTRUCTIVE AND DESTRUCTIVE WILL FORCES
about eighteen years old, he became even more demanding and the parents could not gratify these demands 117 SHAME: A LEGACY OF CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES, EVEN FAVORABLE ONES
from the childish voice within you that keeps demanding more, angrily and endlessly? Only when you know 122 SELF-FULFILLMENT THROUGH SELF-REALIZATION AS MAN OR WOMAN
extremes: either to remain the greedy, selfish child, demanding to receive exclusively and not being disposed to 155 FEAR OF SELF -- GIVING AND RECEIVING
conscious mind ignores the fact that a crying, demanding, angry, and helpless child still exists within you 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY
If you are at war with yourself by demanding to be other than you are now, you 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING
perfection. Perfectionistic ideals are, as you know, extremely demanding and rigid. Adhering to them stems not from 170 FEAR OF BLISS VERSUS LONGING FOR IT -- THE ENERGY CENTERS
perhaps in a concealed way, she is too demanding. She may never openly express these silent demands 171 SPIRITUAL LAWS
rigid insistence on one's own way, arrogance in demanding special treatment from life, and the exaggeration that 179 CHAIN REACTIONS IN THE DYNAMICS OF CREATIVE LIFE SUBSTANCE
the self-esteem they could not feel when remaining demanding, resentful children. This is yet another step toward 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS
everyone from doing this with ease. The destructive, demanding, punishing, and spiteful child usually manifests in a 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS
needs that are by now false needs, on demanding that conditions be different, and that life now 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS
face your incommensurate attitude -- your hatred, your demanding love -- and truly give it up, you 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION)
are unjustified; another part feels so deprived and demanding that it reacts as though the world ought 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY
and you simply wish to be a greedy, demanding, and unreasonable child. On the other hand, you 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY
is misinterpreted by the negative, greedy, ungiving and demanding personality, confusion sets in. The longing is then 204 WHAT IS THE PATH?
itself inefficient: you become more forceful, more possessive, demanding, jealous, and domineering. Thus the energy system closes 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD
are, for example, ready to follow such a demanding path of self-confrontation and growth, but resist your 218 THE EVOLUTIONARY PROCESS
you hear occasionally the voice of the childish, demanding, negative self. Then, of course, you are convinced 220 REAWAKENING FROM PRE-INCARNATORY ANESTHESIA
on which the old attitude of taking, wanting, demanding and not giving is transformed into an attitude 232 BEING VALUES VERSUS APPEARANCE VALUES -- SELF-IDENTIFICATION
enough to be capable of pursuing such a demanding path as this is also capable of immense 237 LEADERSHIP -- THE ART OF TRANSCENDING FRUSTRATION
figure should give you all the privileges without demanding from you love, giving, a sense of responsibility 237 LEADERSHIP -- THE ART OF TRANSCENDING FRUSTRATION
and change conditions. Instead, you are mostly busy demanding from others that they present you with the 240 ASPECTS OF THE ANATOMY OF LOVE: SELF-LOVE, STRUCTURE, FREEDOM
abused, those who are unwilling to assume the demanding task of leadership are not right to rebel 242 THE SPIRITUAL MEANING OF POLITICAL SYSTEMS
other end of the scale, that the lazy, demanding personality wants to be taken care of, be 242 THE SPIRITUAL MEANING OF POLITICAL SYSTEMS
and His plan, and on the other as demanding a self-defeating denial of intrinsic human values, energies 247 THE MASS IMAGES OF JUDAISM AND CHRISTIANITY
 
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They go to God and make wishes and demands, but they are not willing to give anything 1 THE SEA OF LIFE
of a less highly evolved being. Blind, impossible demands may rub him sore, so to speak. They 5 HAPPINESS FOR YOURSELF OR HAPPINESS AS A LINK IN THE CHAIN OF LIFE
you to follow only that which your spirit demands and which your higher self longs for. The 19 JESUS CHRIST
in the future. To compute all these data demands trained experts, working with unceasing effort, foresight, and 20 GOD: THE CREATION
resistance to a person. To fulfill a task demands a great severity with the self and by 27 ESCAPE POSSIBLE ALSO ON THE PATH
if you would test your emotions, examine their demands as to what they actually mean and express 31 SHAME
to live according to the spiritual law that demands that you direct your efforts where they can 33 OCCUPATION WITH SELF -- RIGHT AND WRONG FAITH
Only a perfect being could rightfully make the demands you so often make more or less unconsciously 37 ACCEPTANCE, RIGHT AND WRONG WAY -- DIGNITY IN HUMILITY
into the depth of your soul. This work demands your best, my friends, for that is the 40 MORE ON IMAGE-FINDING: A SUMMARY
and you throw a temper-tantrum inside when your demands are not met. These demands are made on 41 IMAGES: THE DAMAGE THEY DO
inside when your demands are not met. These demands are made on very faulty premises. Therefore, you 41 IMAGES: THE DAMAGE THEY DO
passing the threshold into true love. True love demands much more of people in a spiritual sense 44 THE FORCES OF LOVE, EROS, AND SEX
this force up into the volitional love that demands overcoming and working in order to pass the 44 THE FORCES OF LOVE, EROS, AND SEX
I mentioned earlier. The compulsive second conscience makes demands that are impossible to fulfill. Each time you 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
not dare to look. This right middle way demands a certain objectivity. But do not forget, you 52 THE GOD-IMAGE
or sister who thereby suffers a disadvantage ultimately demands a much higher price from you than what 53 SELF-LOVE
as on the part of the spirits. It demands an entirely different kind of mediumship than ordinary 54 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
will eventually find that part in you that demands to be elevated to first place, that desires 57 THE MASS IMAGE OF SELF-IMPORTANCE
to which a person goes to meet the demands of the image is usually completely unconscious until 57 THE MASS IMAGE OF SELF-IMPORTANCE
His position was better suited to satisfy the demands of the universal rulership principle of the infant 62 MAN AND WOMAN
knowledge, then it can be constructive. All this demands understanding and discrimination, judgment -- and certainly a 67 QUESTION AND ANSWERS
to guard against. The solution of this problem demands therefore that you recognize 1) your substitute emotions 70 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
with all its selfishness, egocentricity, one-sidedness and unfair demands. Thus you are in a vicious circle. Disapproval 71 REALITY AND ILLUSION CONCENTRATION EXERCISES
be able to sense or recognize the childish demands of the other person. You will then be 72 THE FEAR OF LOVING
discover and experience the existence of the unfair demands of the child in you, you can reason 72 THE FEAR OF LOVING
fear it. If you do not make childish demands and are therefore able, gradually and little by 72 THE FEAR OF LOVING
One part of your psyche sabotages the rightful demands of the other part. Since you are unable 72 THE FEAR OF LOVING
deviate from it by your unspoken expectations and demands. If you are truly honest with yourself, you 72 THE FEAR OF LOVING
parent who has come closer to meeting your demands. Important as it is to find both parents 73 COMPULSION TO RECREATE AND OVERCOME CHILDHOOD HURTS
the procedure, not by outwardly submitting to unjustified demands out of weakness and fear, but by constructive 74 CONFUSIONS AND HAZY MOTIVATIONS
at other times. And it is necessary. It demands a battle on your part to attain victory 76 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS (Compiled from Private Sessions and Earlier Lectures)
only takes knowledge and experience, but it also demands a great deal of intuition, understanding, and talent 80 COOPERATION, COMMUNICATION, UNION
will also discover what your particular idealized self demands. There are also facets of the idealized self 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
of being as perfect as your idealized self demands, and never give up whipping yourself, castigating yourself 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
proven that you cannot live up to its demands. A sense of abject worthlessness comes over you 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
you whenever you fall short of these fantastic demands and engulfs you in misery. This misery may 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
more insecure you feel, the more stringent the demands of the superstructure or idealized self, the less 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
most particularly and in detail what your specific demands and standards are, and, further, you have to 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
the exact nature of your idealized self: its demands, its requirements of self and others in order 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
not as yet connect them with the fantastic demands of your idealized self. Only after fully seeing 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
easy to see, but as you recognize the demands, the contradictions, the cause-and- effect sequences, the difference 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
wants to be perfect, according to its specific demands, right now. The real self knows this cannot 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
annihilation, they comply with the real or imagined demands of others, cringing and crawling to the point 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
the goody-goody type is. Since this idealized self-image demands such power and independence from feelings and human 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
has this effect. When one closely analyzes the demands of any idealized self-image, one finds that omnipotence 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
this light. You will then find what impossible demands your idealized self-image makes on you. You will 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
also begin to see that, because of these demands of the self, you need other people to 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
other people to help you cope with these demands. Unconsciously, you put pressure on others to give 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
feel they exist, either because they contradict the demands of your idealized self, or because everything that 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
of the intensity of the anger, the childish demands and claims, which are the real reason for 85 DISTORTIONS OF THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION
become utterly clear how outrageous and childish your demands are on others and on yourself; how you 85 DISTORTIONS OF THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION
I pointed out, an externalization of your own demands on yourself. You reason that if others were 85 DISTORTIONS OF THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION
mixture of the true good intentions and the demands of the idealized self. Therefore the pretense is 85 DISTORTIONS OF THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION
need to triumph over others, competitiveness, and excessive demands. The idealized self-image will be set up according 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT
of a quest for power, with all its demands, aggressiveness, and power drive. The psyche thinks: If 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT
but deeply hidden, you will also find excessive demands, no less than those in the aggressive, power-driven 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT
person. You will find that just because these demands exist -- for love, protection, and nurturing -- 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT
that this will make others comply with your demands. Yet the conscious acknowledgement of such demands crassly 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT
your demands. Yet the conscious acknowledgement of such demands crassly contradicts the general character of such people 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT
the general character of such people. Therefore the demands have to be kept under cover, causing additional 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT
under cover, causing additional guilt. The greater the demands, the more you feel you must hide them 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT
double guilt: one over the existence of your demands, the other over the insincerity of your modesty 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT
a ruthless selfishness, self-centered pride and superiority, excessive demands and often even cruel impulses toward others. The 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT
not be as striking nor as incongruent. The demands and standards of the idealized self will be 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT
guilt feelings. It would also strengthen the exaggerated demands and standards of your idealized self-image. It would 87 THE NEXT PHASE ON THE PATH; QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
you cannot live up to these goals and demands, your pride collapses. You are crushed and feel 87 THE NEXT PHASE ON THE PATH; QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
se. In other words, the rigid standards and demands of the idealized self-image not only serve the 87 THE NEXT PHASE ON THE PATH; QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
as good and obedient as the submissive attitude demands; the false guilt of daring to rebel and 87 THE NEXT PHASE ON THE PATH; QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
your own endeavors. You will understand what this demands of you, and it will be up to 88 RELIGION: TRUE AND FALSE
be up to you either to fulfill these demands because you decide they are worthwhile or abstain 88 RELIGION: TRUE AND FALSE
humor yourself because you will see the preposterous demands of the child in you. This is the 89 EMOTIONAL GROWTH AND ITS FUNCTION
with the idealized self-image, and with the excessive demands and expectations you have of yourself -- and 90 MORALIZING -- DISPROPORTIONATE REACTIONS -- NEEDS
well as on your own stringent standards and demands of yourself, which develop out of your nonacceptance 90 MORALIZING -- DISPROPORTIONATE REACTIONS -- NEEDS
find what prohibits your true growth. This work demands that you discard the outer mask of appearance 90 MORALIZING -- DISPROPORTIONATE REACTIONS -- NEEDS
do you tend to be irresponsible? Every issue demands a different attitude, a new accounting, and a 91 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
manner that cannot do justice to their real demands. The driving force to still the hunger is 92 REPRESSED NEEDS - RELINQUISHING BLIND NEEDS - PRIMARY AND SECONDARY REACTIONS
should, by chance, appear similar to the world's demands, you are further hindered in your movement by 94 SIN AND NEUROSIS -- UNIFYING THE INNER SPLIT
your own individuality. This is so because your demands are incompatible with reality as you know it 97 PERFECTIONISM OBSTRUCTS HAPPINESS -- MANIPULATION OF EMOTIONS
in your soul, that becoming aware of them demands your full attention and focused inner will. Yet 97 PERFECTIONISM OBSTRUCTS HAPPINESS -- MANIPULATION OF EMOTIONS
your great idealized self-image, with all its tyrannical demands upon you, with all the shoulds and musts 97 PERFECTIONISM OBSTRUCTS HAPPINESS -- MANIPULATION OF EMOTIONS
never be approached in a spirit of God demands it of me. Then it would be compulsive 97 PERFECTIONISM OBSTRUCTS HAPPINESS -- MANIPULATION OF EMOTIONS
self-indulgent, lazy self-pity of the weak makes stringent demands on their fellow-creatures. This becomes evident if the 100 MEETING THE PAIN OF DESTRUCTIVE PATTERNS
There is a vast difference between the perfectionistic demands of your idealized self, and the productive life 102 THE SEVEN CARDINAL SINS
He no longer acts because he feels God demands or expects it of him. He lives in 105 HUMANITY'S RELATIONSHIP TO GOD IN VARIOUS STAGES OF DEVELOPMENT
I may add that unconscious expectations, claims and demands cause havoc in relationships. This is not because 106 SADNESS VERSUS DEPRESSION -- RELATIONSHIP
a mutual strain as they clash with the demands of the other person. Apart from the fact 106 SADNESS VERSUS DEPRESSION -- RELATIONSHIP
other person. Apart from the fact that some demands are really unjustified and unreasonable, and they can 106 SADNESS VERSUS DEPRESSION -- RELATIONSHIP
cannot reach out without grabbing and without urgent demands. You cannot give without fear. When you are 107 THREE ASPECTS THAT PREVENT LOVING
yourself against the excessive, and perhaps even childish demands of others is by curbing your natural feelings 107 THREE ASPECTS THAT PREVENT LOVING
on those around you. For instance, their excessive demands may immediately diminish when they sense a love 107 THREE ASPECTS THAT PREVENT LOVING

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