Next Section   Home   

Previous Section

 
 Self-confident..............2
that the more egocentric you are, the less self-confident you can be. The idealized self believes just 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
does exist, you are liberated, free, strong, and self-confident. So what I am saying here sounds indeed 254 SURRENDER
 
 Self-confrontation..........50
the inner source. Apart from this path of self-confrontation, is there an additional way to help you 107 THREE ASPECTS THAT PREVENT LOVING
by their actions and by their work of self-confrontation. May this be the case now. May you 112 HUMANITYS RELATIONSHIP TO TIME
the peaceful experience as a yardstick. Whenever a self-confrontation does not, in the end, produce an uplifting 112 HUMANITYS RELATIONSHIP TO TIME
own efforts: this is the conscious process of self-confrontation. Waiting until nature takes its course means that 114 STRUGGLE: HEALTHY AND UNHEALTHY
around in circles. Undirected or misdirected methods of self-confrontation often bring this about. In such a case 115 PERCEPTION, DETERMINATION, LOVE AS ASPECTS OF CONSCIOUSNESS
If this is the effect, the work of self-confrontation is somehow off. Then the person needs guidance 115 PERCEPTION, DETERMINATION, LOVE AS ASPECTS OF CONSCIOUSNESS
you tackle the issue? Take it into your self-confrontation, by yourself, and probe deeply, bringing out the 117 SHAME: A LEGACY OF CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES, EVEN FAVORABLE ONES
of you who make such valiant efforts in self-confrontation realize how meaningful and significant these efforts are 117 SHAME: A LEGACY OF CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES, EVEN FAVORABLE ONES
insight which comes as a result of relentless self-confrontation truly sets you free. It liberates you from 120 THE INDIVIDUAL AND HUMANITY
already experienced this phenomenon. After thorough exploration and self-confrontation about a problem in which you are involved 120 THE INDIVIDUAL AND HUMANITY
to the individual who finds the pathwork and self-confrontation becoming easier as more of his or her 120 THE INDIVIDUAL AND HUMANITY
are already deeply involved in this path of self-confrontation I say: may your progress continue. And may 121 DISPLACEMENT, SUBSTITUTION, SUPERIMPOSITION
the outside life what seems like a terrifying self-confrontation. Hence the projection cannot yield peace and liberation 123 LIBERATION AND PEACE BY OVERCOMING FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN
very quiet and relaxed during the periods of self-confrontation is, as you know, essential. But if you 124 THE LANGUAGE OF THE UNCONSCIOUS
your illusion is further illusion. The work of self-confrontation gradually leads to this attitude. If you take 126 CONTACT WITH THE LIFE FORCE
expression, happening as an organic, natural result of self-confrontation. QUESTION: In that case, would you permit physical 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF
for their fulfillment or frustration. This is why self-confrontation and seeing what one actually thinks, feels, and 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS
areas cannot be changed without deep and honest self-confrontation. First the realization must be made that a 142 THE LONGING FOR AND THE FEAR OF HAPPINESS -- THE FEAR OF RELEASING THE LITTLE EGO
circumstances, be glossed over or neglected in your self-confrontation. It is necessary that you put precisely into 146 POSITIVE CONCEPT OF LIFE-FEARLESSNESS TO LOVE-BALANCE BETWEEN ACTIVITY AND PASSIVITY
and why. People who follow a path of self-confrontation are bound to discover their ingrained, heretofore unconscious 153 THE SELF-REGULATING NATURE OF INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES
who goes deeply enough in their path of self-confrontation cannot help but find this truth, no matter 153 THE SELF-REGULATING NATURE OF INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES
in an utterly truthful way, by self-revelation and self-confrontation. Nothing dangerous can ever happen, provided all illusions 153 THE SELF-REGULATING NATURE OF INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES
Before one embarks on any intensive path of self-confrontation, one does not know that one really fears 155 FEAR OF SELF -- GIVING AND RECEIVING
fear of being, as such. It takes considerable self-confrontation, as you all know, to be aware of 158 THE EGO'S COOPERATION WITH OR OBSTRUCTION OF THE REAL SELF
you are on a meaningful path of honest self-confrontation. Now, using your will and reason for honest 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL
your will and reason for honest and humble self-confrontation, you can safely allow yourself to feel what 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL
you find false guilt in the course of self-confrontation, you must never let it go at that 171 SPIRITUAL LAWS
more aware of yourself in the course of self-confrontation, you also begin to detect those subtle little 172 THE LIFE ENERGY CENTERS
once you have practiced a certain degree of self-confrontation without clinging to the old patterns of self-delusion 173 BASIC ATTITUDES AND PRACTICES TO OPEN THE CENTERS - RIGHT ATTITUDE TOWARD FRUSTRATION
is no longer confused with self-indulgence, and honest self-confrontation need not bring self- loathing. You can find 174 SELF-ESTEEM
of seclusion are necessary for inner concentration and self-confrontation, however. But these periods should always alternate with 180 THE SPIRITUAL SIGNIFICANCE OF HUMAN RELATIONSHIP
are very actively engaged in your work of self-confrontation, every so often overlook how and where your 181 THE MEANING OF THE HUMAN STRUGGLE
involved in your own intensive work of self-development, self-confrontation, and growth -- in short, the path. I 190 IMPORTANCE OF EXPERIENCING ALL FEELINGS, INCLUDING FEAR - DYNAMIC STATE OF LAZINESS
essential this is on any path of self-knowledge, self-confrontation, and purification. The majority of humankind is totally 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY
a path such as this, in which deepest self-confrontation on all levels takes place, can possibly do 201 DEMAGNETIZING NEGATIVE FORCE FIELDS -- PAIN OF GUILT
in addition to or in conjunction with the self-confrontation which you want to avoid at all costs 204 WHAT IS THE PATH?
you could only gain as a result of self-confrontation and deep honesty, then you will risk, and 207 THE SPIRITUAL SYMBOLISM AND SIGNIFICANCE OF SEXUALITY
is an important aspect of personal development and self-confrontation. The greatest pain and dissonance in the human 207 THE SPIRITUAL SYMBOLISM AND SIGNIFICANCE OF SEXUALITY
with all its apparent hardship of self-revelation and self-confrontation will make you increasingly aware of the spiritual 208 THE INNATE HUMAN CAPACITY TO CREATE
others and yourself, sincerely wanting to change through self-confrontation, is entirely different from self-devastating guilt or shame 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD
ready to follow such a demanding path of self-confrontation and growth, but resist your experiences and states 218 THE EVOLUTIONARY PROCESS
deny the value of a spiritual path of self-confrontation, although possibly not the existence of God, this 221 FAITH AND DOUBT IN TRUTH OR DISTORTION
suspicions, in order to avoid the discomfort of self-confrontation, you create a greater split between you and 221 FAITH AND DOUBT IN TRUTH OR DISTORTION
independently found through the process of self-search and self-confrontation, but lazily accepted on the surface in order 222 TRANSFORMATION OF THE LOWER SELF
through, in the well-practiced attitude of self-observation and self-confrontation, your limited beliefs and to truly think about 224 CREATIVE EMPTINESS
applied to your personal development, your growth, your self-confrontation, and your immediate microcosm. If you use great 226 APPROACH TO SELF -- SELF-FORGIVENESS WITHOUT CONDONING THE LOWER SELF
to learn self-forgiveness on the one hand and self-confrontation on the other. Yet the connection is extremely 226 APPROACH TO SELF -- SELF-FORGIVENESS WITHOUT CONDONING THE LOWER SELF
that approach, that attitude of total dedication to self-confrontation and self-respect, self-love and self-forgiveness in true proportion 226 APPROACH TO SELF -- SELF-FORGIVENESS WITHOUT CONDONING THE LOWER SELF
level, possibly without your knowing it. Only deep self-confrontation can yield the answer. By contrast, appearance values 232 BEING VALUES VERSUS APPEARANCE VALUES -- SELF-IDENTIFICATION
of laborious inner work -- the work of self-confrontation and purification -- which leads to finding deeper 253 CONTINUE YOUR STRUGGLE AND CEASE ALL STRUGGLE
 
 Self-consciousness..........8
in a state of being without awareness, without self-consciousness. Primitive man was only little removed from this 104 INTELLECT AND WILL AS TOOLS OR HINDRANCES OF SELF-REALIZATION
in the upward scale of life that possesses self-consciousness, awareness of itself in varying degrees. People such 119 MOVEMENT, CONSCIOUSNESS, EXPERIENCE: PLEASURE, THE ESSENCE OF LIFE
infancy. An infant lacks ego-consciousness. There is no self-consciousness, no sense of self. All a baby experiences 120 THE INDIVIDUAL AND HUMANITY
lost consciousness gradually works toward a state of self-consciousness. This state needs structure to protect it from 175 CONSCIOUSNESS: FASCINATION WITH CREATION
identify. To the degree the personality awakens and self-consciousness is gained, such decisions and choices of attitude 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS
are states of consciousness, but not states of self-consciousness. Take for example the life of a plant 217 THE PHENOMENON OF CONSCIOUSNESS
may have some awakening power of thinking, but self-consciousness, in the sense I have described, is completely 217 THE PHENOMENON OF CONSCIOUSNESS
timeless state of being, but they are without self-consciousness, self-determination, a self-propelling initiative. The human state of 217 THE PHENOMENON OF CONSCIOUSNESS
 
 Self-consideration..........1
point mentioned before. Those who were taught that self-consideration is selfishness are completely confused. They assume that 53 SELF-LOVE
 
 Self-constructed............1
have of the situation. It may spoil your self-constructed idea, or it may not correspond to your 73 COMPULSION TO RECREATE AND OVERCOME CHILDHOOD HURTS
 
 Self-contained..............1
of the inability to be by oneself. Being self-contained is the other side of the coin. In 171 SPIRITUAL LAWS
 
 Self-containment............3
real companionship. If you fear companionship, you prevent self-containment. So it goes on and on. The great 130 FINDING TRUE ABUNDANCE BY GOING THROUGH YOUR FEAR
be different? ANSWER: The divine original aspect is self-containment, self-sufficiency, impartiality, serenity. In every healthy life there 219 CHRISTMAS MESSAGE -- MESSAGE TO THE CHILDREN
and outer nature. Then the fruits of this self-containment can be given out again. That would be 219 CHRISTMAS MESSAGE -- MESSAGE TO THE CHILDREN
 
 Self-contempt...............30
you must be lacking as long as your self-contempt is hidden will automatically vanish, at least to 41 IMAGES: THE DAMAGE THEY DO
he covers up a very different emotion of self-contempt; perhaps what I mentioned at the beginning of 41 IMAGES: THE DAMAGE THEY DO
for an imagined personal advantage, which increases your self-contempt, though this is usually quite unconscious. I might 51 IMPORTANCE OF FORMING INDEPENDENT OPINIONS
must ultimately be at the root of your self-contempt, of your feelings of inferiority. Nothing else really 53 SELF-LOVE
in the last analysis only contributes to your self-contempt. The act of giving up the intention to 53 SELF-LOVE
rebel against your own lack of self-love, your self-contempt, and choose the sick overcompensation. Actually, your rebellion 53 SELF-LOVE
did not use the word self-hate, I used self-contempt. I explicitly said that to the measure that 53 SELF-LOVE
the self-respect which reduces the very inadequacy and self-contempt that make you weak and fearful toward others 64 OUTER WILL AND INNER WILL -- MISCONCEPTION ABOUT SELFISHNESS
longer fear self-responsibility, because you have lost your self-contempt and mistrust in yourself, you will no longer 72 THE FEAR OF LOVING
limitations, by others, or by life. Recognize the self-contempt that underlies the anxiety or depression. When you 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
on the individual by such self-denial results in self-contempt and self-dislike. Since this is painful, aside from 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
symptoms of all sorts. Anger, fury, shame, frustration, self-contempt, and self-hate exist for two reasons. They exist 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
a feeling of inadequacy, and therefore frustration and self-contempt. Let us now consider the third divine attribute 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
demand, the person is outraged. The fury and self-contempt are so strong that they have to be 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
exists, it reacts to such self-effacing submissiveness with self-contempt and guilt of a different nature. On the 87 THE NEXT PHASE ON THE PATH; QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
This has the additional crippling effect of causing self-contempt and shame, which in turn often has to 88 RELIGION: TRUE AND FALSE
and responsibility, you cannot help feeling self-hate and self-contempt, and you become weaker and more helpless. Such 88 RELIGION: TRUE AND FALSE
will become capable of observing such emotions without self-contempt and therefore without repression and without self-moralizing. The 90 MORALIZING -- DISPROPORTIONATE REACTIONS -- NEEDS
you are not disliking yourself for them. Such self-contempt is connected with expecting too much and therefore 90 MORALIZING -- DISPROPORTIONATE REACTIONS -- NEEDS
yourself, you will also become aware of your self-contempt. Unconsciously you had shifted this self-contempt to the 92 REPRESSED NEEDS - RELINQUISHING BLIND NEEDS - PRIMARY AND SECONDARY REACTIONS
of your self-contempt. Unconsciously you had shifted this self-contempt to the existence of the needs. But you 92 REPRESSED NEEDS - RELINQUISHING BLIND NEEDS - PRIMARY AND SECONDARY REACTIONS
You will see that the real reason for self-contempt is your inner unwillingness to relinquish. And as 92 REPRESSED NEEDS - RELINQUISHING BLIND NEEDS - PRIMARY AND SECONDARY REACTIONS
repression, discontent, anxiety, a sense of failure, and self-contempt. This is often projected onto others. As long 92 REPRESSED NEEDS - RELINQUISHING BLIND NEEDS - PRIMARY AND SECONDARY REACTIONS
The stronger your tendency to submit, the more self-contempt you beget, and therefore the stronger is the 93 THE LINK BETWEEN THE MAIN IMAGE, REPRESSED NEEDS, AND DEFENSES
to letting go is the strongest cause of self-contempt, guilt, weakness, unfulfillment, and many outer frictions and 94 SIN AND NEUROSIS -- UNIFYING THE INNER SPLIT
your personality. All it can do is create self-contempt and guilt, which must rob you of the 107 THREE ASPECTS THAT PREVENT LOVING
wrong. Consequently, he emasculates himself. His weakness causes self-contempt and resentment toward others, whom he blames for 121 DISPLACEMENT, SUBSTITUTION, SUPERIMPOSITION
the results of both are loneliness, resentment, self-pity, self-contempt, and frustration. When two people involved in a 129 WINNER VERSUS LOSER: INTERPLAY BETWEEN THE SELF AND CREATIVE FORCES
guilt, or with hostile aggression to assuage your self-contempt for your uncertainty. Whatever you did, however you 140 CONFLICT OF POSITIVE VERSUS NEGATIVE ORIENTED PLEASURE AS THE ORIGIN OF PAIN
into the danger of destructive guilt, self-rejection, and self-contempt? This is a deep-rooted conflict, and most human 174 SELF-ESTEEM

Next Section   Home   

Top of Section