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of view. You, whoever you are, may feel ashamed of something. Whether it be big or small 31 SHAME
be without that something of which you are ashamed. This is the wall that separates you from 31 SHAME
because of the things of which I am ashamed. Though you are wrong in that too, for 31 SHAME
questions. I have already mentioned that you are ashamed of your faults. Most of them you wish 31 SHAME
favor from someone more powerful. How many feel ashamed to do so and are even proud to 36 PRAYER
do so and are even proud to feel ashamed? Isn't that a sign of pride? In prayer 36 PRAYER
that is infinitely worse than what you are ashamed about, but since you discovered it a long 39 IMAGE-FINDING
it by now; therefore, you do not feel ashamed of it anymore. You may even be able 39 IMAGE-FINDING
something that is in itself nothing to be ashamed of. Until now you ignored how much and 39 IMAGE-FINDING
what you unconsciously believe when you feel so ashamed. You have created separateness for yourself with all 39 IMAGE-FINDING
of rational logic, and also because you were ashamed that your parents were not what you thought 41 IMAGES: THE DAMAGE THEY DO
or hideous. No! You may be much more ashamed of something that is merely silly. When you 41 IMAGES: THE DAMAGE THEY DO
formed this image, the reasoning that makes you ashamed now was in your childhood in accord with 41 IMAGES: THE DAMAGE THEY DO
this talent. There is certainly nothing to be ashamed of if one does not have it. Not 48 THE LIFE FORCE IN THE UNIVERSE
psyche. It is self-evident that the child feels ashamed of these negative emotions, and therefore it puts 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
alone do not, you feel completely isolated and ashamed, with your guilty secret of not only hating 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
their ignorance, selfishness, and immaturity -- without being ashamed, and apply your conscious knowledge to them, catching 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
to be like other children and feel deeply ashamed about their imagined difference. The maturing of the 51 IMPORTANCE OF FORMING INDEPENDENT OPINIONS
Whenever it manifests, the person feels guilty and ashamed, trying, erroneously, to tear out the sex force 54 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
self-honesty. Therefore, you do not have to be ashamed that this battle is going on in you 57 THE MASS IMAGE OF SELF-IMPORTANCE
not self-produced. You do not have to be ashamed of it. You can make the out-picturing of 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY
you mentioned guilt and shame. Could one be ashamed of something without guilt feelings? ANSWER: Yes, of 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY
an acute guilt feeling and is not necessarily ashamed. QUESTION: Many times you stated that our psyche 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY
on are valid qualities that you are often ashamed of. You can all find this element within 65 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
feel guilty for being selfish, and guilty and ashamed for being unselfish. QUESTION: You said: To succeed 65 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
clearly face it. There is nothing to be ashamed of. Only by facing such doubts directly can 65 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
their true light, you will no longer be ashamed of them. They exist in most human beings 65 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
listen carefully. Strangely enough, people are just as ashamed of their faculties of love, humility, generosity -- 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF
wanting to love is stopped because you are ashamed of it. Thus you feel guilty for not 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF
Thus you feel guilty for not loving and ashamed to love. Consider also that the child feels 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF
Such subtleties are at work when you are ashamed to ask for something, or when you detect 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF
Or, for instance, you find that you are ashamed to pray. Does not that which you are 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF
to pray. Does not that which you are ashamed of -- the need of your heart, the 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF
to fear, you do not have to be ashamed. The fear comes mostly as a consequence of 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF
thought erroneously that you must be guilty and ashamed of it. That you did suppress it so 68 SUPPRESSION OF POSITIVE AND CREATIVE TENDENCIES - THOUGHT PROCESSES
longing for being loved is something to be ashamed of. Thus the longing is buried. Because it 69 THE FOLLY OF WATCHING FOR RESULTS WHILE ON THE PATH; THE VALID DESIRE TO BE LOVED
is endearing, but people, in their distortion, are ashamed as much of these endearing and touching struggles 70 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
and touching struggles in themselves as they are ashamed of their faults -- and often even more 70 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
often even more so. Just as you are ashamed to show love or devotion, you feel more 70 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
Something in you senses the exaggeration and is ashamed of it. You know that something is wrong 80 COOPERATION, COMMUNICATION, UNION
admit moments of fear and doubt, would feel ashamed and afraid of losing face with the disciples 82 THE CONQUEST OF DUALITY SYMBOLIZED IN THE LIFE AND DEATH OF JESUS
and independence, superiority and aloofness, would be deeply ashamed of the goodness another person's idealized self insists 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
come to the fore, the child feels deeply ashamed and considers any emotion as weakness, whether it 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
is suspected, the aggressive type feels as deeply ashamed as the submissive type is ashamed of the 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
as deeply ashamed as the submissive type is ashamed of the resentment and self-assertive qualities that smolder 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
to be covered up. Even if you are ashamed of something positive and constructive, the very fact 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT
and constructive, the very fact that you are ashamed and therefore hide it produces strain, anxiety, pretense 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT
the predominantly fearful and appeasing type, but are ashamed of this weakness, as well as of the 88 RELIGION: TRUE AND FALSE
another person, and vice versa. You may be ashamed of not always winning in certain areas of 97 PERFECTIONISM OBSTRUCTS HAPPINESS -- MANIPULATION OF EMOTIONS
may subjectively constitute imperfection of which you are ashamed -- and where there is such shame, there 97 PERFECTIONISM OBSTRUCTS HAPPINESS -- MANIPULATION OF EMOTIONS
and unreasonably as it exists. Do not be ashamed of it. Pronounce it to yourself, write it 108 FUNDAMENTAL GUILT FOR NOT LOVING -- OBLIGATIONS
discover certain areas in yourself that you are ashamed to acknowledge, even to yourself. What you may 117 SHAME: A LEGACY OF CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES, EVEN FAVORABLE ONES
acknowledge, even to yourself. What you may be ashamed of may be faults, but not always and 117 SHAME: A LEGACY OF CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES, EVEN FAVORABLE ONES
always and not necessarily. You may be as ashamed of very legitimate needs as you are of 117 SHAME: A LEGACY OF CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES, EVEN FAVORABLE ONES
of those facets within yourself you are deeply ashamed to face. You cover these facets with a 117 SHAME: A LEGACY OF CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES, EVEN FAVORABLE ONES
path. Are you aware of what you are ashamed? If not, you will need to find it 117 SHAME: A LEGACY OF CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES, EVEN FAVORABLE ONES
and why you feel you need to be ashamed. The usual answer is that your are afraid 117 SHAME: A LEGACY OF CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES, EVEN FAVORABLE ONES
forthcoming. At the same time, he will be ashamed for using sickness to get love. GUIDE: This 117 SHAME: A LEGACY OF CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES, EVEN FAVORABLE ONES
good example, too. PARTICIPANT: You may also be ashamed when you are told you are loved as 117 SHAME: A LEGACY OF CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES, EVEN FAVORABLE ONES
gratify these demands. I think the child was ashamed of not having his real parents. GUIDE: This 117 SHAME: A LEGACY OF CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES, EVEN FAVORABLE ONES
any other human reactions. When a person is ashamed of hate and hostility, of envy and vindictiveness 119 MOVEMENT, CONSCIOUSNESS, EXPERIENCE: PLEASURE, THE ESSENCE OF LIFE
particular needs cause you to feel guilty and ashamed. Ascertain which needs must remain unfulfilled due to 121 DISPLACEMENT, SUBSTITUTION, SUPERIMPOSITION
that you cannot really have it. You are ashamed to admit this, so you pretend you possess 128 LIMITATIONS CREATED THROUGH ILLUSORY ALTERNATIVES
come into being of which one will feel ashamed and guilty. One of the severest forms is 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY
of a frequent phenomenon, that you are often ashamed of your higher self -- of the best 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER
on the opinions of others and therefore feel ashamed of any genuine impulse to please others. They 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER
less frightened of annihilation or danger, but more ashamed. The element of danger comes in when the 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER
the very impulses you feel most guilty and ashamed about. Then you will no longer be frightened 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
not only helpless and dependent, but also deeply ashamed. The shame is due to the methods you 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY
have explained it away because you were too ashamed to admit it. You erroneously thought that there 185 MUTUALITY: A COSMIC PRINCIPLE AND LAW
from within my own being? Do not feel ashamed of saying, No, I am not ready. I 186 VENTURE IN MUTUALITY: HEALING FORCE TO CHANGE NEGATIVE INNER WILL
of personal inadequacy which the individual is too ashamed to expose. Crossing the barrier of embarrassment, humiliation 190 IMPORTANCE OF EXPERIENCING ALL FEELINGS, INCLUDING FEAR - DYNAMIC STATE OF LAZINESS
do your bidding. You rebel because you are ashamed of and hate yourself for your submission, and 191 INNER AND OUTER EXPERIENCE
you are unaware of your mask, you feel ashamed and uncomfortable but you don't face this fact 193 RÉSUMÉ OF THE BASIC PRINCIPLES OF THE PATHWORK: ITS AIM AND PROCESS
do not become something that you need be ashamed of. Try to believe this. Those who are 195 IDENTIFICATION WITH THE SPIRITUAL SELF TO OVERCOME NEGATIVE INTENTIONALITY
when you hide that which you are most ashamed and afraid of. It is precisely because of 211 OUTER EVENTS REFLECT SELF-CREATION -- THREE STAGES
comes to your real greatness, you become inhibited, ashamed, afraid -- you hold back what you could 212 CLAIMING THE TOTAL CAPACITY FOR GREATNESS
to be appreciated. You will no longer be ashamed of being the best you can be. Holding 212 CLAIMING THE TOTAL CAPACITY FOR GREATNESS
concerned with vanity and appearance. Perhaps you are ashamed to expose something in front of others because 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD
learn to take responsibility for and not be ashamed of your higher self. Admit where you have 223 THE ERA OF THE NEW AGE AND NEW CONSCIOUSNESS

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