| big wish, any fulfillment you desire. If you feel inwardly tense and are unwilling to relax into | 149 COSMIC PULL TOWARD UNION -- FRUSTRATION |
| gratification says, I want to be happy and feel good without having to trust and give over | 149 COSMIC PULL TOWARD UNION -- FRUSTRATION |
| not feared and resisted. Try, my friends, to feel these things in your personal life and work | 149 COSMIC PULL TOWARD UNION -- FRUSTRATION |
| present condition or circumstances, no matter how you feel, if you face the now thoroughly and do | 150 SELF-LIKING: THE CONDITION FOR UNIVERSAL STATE OF BLISS |
| mood of the moment may be. If you feel alienated from your self, if you feel disconnected | 150 SELF-LIKING: THE CONDITION FOR UNIVERSAL STATE OF BLISS |
| you feel alienated from your self, if you feel disconnected, anxious, depressed, hopeless or bored, there is | 150 SELF-LIKING: THE CONDITION FOR UNIVERSAL STATE OF BLISS |
| to be special. But how about those who feel that they are not as good as others | 150 SELF-LIKING: THE CONDITION FOR UNIVERSAL STATE OF BLISS |
| sides of the same coin. People who genuinely feel their value never need to prove themselves better | 150 SELF-LIKING: THE CONDITION FOR UNIVERSAL STATE OF BLISS |
| and frightening experience I had lately. When I feel particularly liberated after certain clarifications and register a | 150 SELF-LIKING: THE CONDITION FOR UNIVERSAL STATE OF BLISS |
| though my genitals were lifted off me. I feel a new hope, but at the same time | 150 SELF-LIKING: THE CONDITION FOR UNIVERSAL STATE OF BLISS |
| fear is not as strong, but you also feel threatened by natural feelings in yourself and you | 150 SELF-LIKING: THE CONDITION FOR UNIVERSAL STATE OF BLISS |
| available to you. Be blessed, my dearest ones, feel the love and the truth as they are | 150 SELF-LIKING: THE CONDITION FOR UNIVERSAL STATE OF BLISS |
| able to let go of it. It will feel as though you are shedding a tightly constricting | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| into a new freedom that may, at first, feel fraught with dangers. You will feel exposed without | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| at first, feel fraught with dangers. You will feel exposed without it, only to learn that all | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| state is unindented. You will even come to feel this indentation, which is connected with too tightly | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| begin to sense the unnaturalness of it, to feel that this is foreign to your innermost nature | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| say, This is the way I ought to feel, but, unfortunately, I cannot genuinely do so. False | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| is feelingless as yet where one wishes to feel, that one is loveless as yet where one | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| to utter the desire to be able to feel and love. In sentimentality, one lives under the | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| which says, But I do not want to feel, I do not want to love. As long | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| reality, with universal power. For your resistance to feel and love is your present reality. Denying the | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| and fullness of experience. This intensity does not feel pleasant at all. It is problematic and leads | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| be as strong as you now make yourself feel. Are your feelings really that intense? Consider the | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| alone in their natural way, you might not feel that unpleasant intensity about this or that at | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| realization will become a gradual process, where you feel yourself flowing with the universe, in harmony with | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| yet theoretical process called self-realization that promises to feel good. If self-realization is arduously forced and looked | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| uncertainty and all conflict, the more you will feel a security and an ability to function that | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| dependency on the opinions of others and therefore feel ashamed of any genuine impulse to please others | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| any genuine impulse to please others. They therefore feel more themselves when they are hostile, aggressive, cruel | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| the way one really is. It makes one feel as though one were naked and exposed. This | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| more subtle. You may pretend things you actually feel. You may really feel love, but to show | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| pretend things you actually feel. You may really feel love, but to show this real love feels | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| you create a false love. You may really feel anger, as you are now. But this real | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| so you create false anger. You may really feel sadness, but you feel mortified to acknowledge this | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| anger. You may really feel sadness, but you feel mortified to acknowledge this sadness, even to yourself | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| your own being that you cannot stand and feel compelled to imitate, thereby counterfeiting your very existence | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| letting go, letting yourself be, and letting yourself feel, as well as wanting to be discerning about | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| you say, No, I do not want to feel. Whether this stems from childhood and personal traumatic | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| there must always be a resolve not to feel. This resolve is often totally unconscious, so that | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| fears feelings. The terror of being unable to feel cannot be compared to any other. It is | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| and ask, Where have I decided not to feel? The moment you become acutely aware of your | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| you become acutely aware of your fear to feel, you will cease to fear that you have | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| words given tonight, provided you truly and deeply feel and work them through, will prove indeed a | 153 THE SELF-REGULATING NATURE OF INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| of phases, or cycles, in their lives. They feel they have good times and bad times. They | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| to some extent at least, of what you feel at any given moment. You register when you | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| you are in harmony with yourself, when you feel that all is right between yourself and life | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| movement that is vibrant and pleasurable. You can feel yourself expand toward the outer world, your whole | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| turns into profound enlightenment, safety, well-being. You will feel your entire inner and outer organism vibrantly alive | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| practicable they are. Look at what you really feel. See what fear, pain, guilt and anger cause | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| the metaphysical and physical. You will learn to feel and observe the soul movements better than ever | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| remain unaware of how much more strongly they feel in a particular situation than is warranted. This | 155 FEAR OF SELF -- GIVING AND RECEIVING |
| to budge from the negative position because you feel deprived. You must feel deprived because you make | 155 FEAR OF SELF -- GIVING AND RECEIVING |
| negative position because you feel deprived. You must feel deprived because you make it impossible to give | 155 FEAR OF SELF -- GIVING AND RECEIVING |
| with your images. That is, you begin to feel how you emotionally react according to them, you | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| have to feeling frustrated and rejected. If you feel unacceptable to girls, it is only because you | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| as that, it is blind. This makes you feel so guilty, so bad and unacceptable that you | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| women for not gratifying your need. You secretly feel an impulse to be so bad that you | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| exact ratio to facing the very impulses you feel most guilty and ashamed about. Then you will | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| being unacceptable, without quite understanding why. Unconsciously, you feel you have no redeeming feature, while on another | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| your misery. The ambivalence is that while you feel, I am so bad that if the truth | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| people have of themselves and of how they feel they should be, how they want to be | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| adopt the same attitude the parents had. You feel you cannot accept what they did not accept | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| turned destructive. Then you will be unable to feel so guilty and self-rejecting about it; nor will | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| guilty and self-rejecting about it; nor will you feel the urge to deny, to embellish, to justify | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| self to be what one is not, to feel what one does not feel, to act contrary | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| is not, to feel what one does not feel, to act contrary to one's own inner, momentary | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| many possibilities and reasons for self-respect. You will feel the transformation from anxiety to pleasure, as you | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| is in its essence. You will no longer feel obliged to submit to senseless rules of restriction | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| the problem areas of your life where you feel troubled, limited, handicapped, or trapped. Healthy unfoldment of | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| genuine need or a truly constructive aim. You feel as though something were holding you back, paralyzing | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| hide this weakness and dependency which makes you feel utterly helpless, unable to assert yourself, and even | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| this inner, fearful, weak spot which makes them feel impotent and compelled to sell out. You already | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| by manifesting it in your own life, you feel dependent on an outside force or authority for | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| to some degree. In this secret corner, you feel not only helpless and dependent, but also deeply | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| and you make demands on others to be, feel, and do what you need and desire. These | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| your life depends on getting the other to feel and do as you wish. Once you have | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| genuine, good defenses against abuse and you will feel good about them. Later you will discover your | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| embarking. The areas in your life where you feel so weak and so trapped will cease to | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| -- become tremendously frightened and insecure. They must feel inadequate, and their sense of life, of living | 158 THE EGO'S COOPERATION WITH OR OBSTRUCTION OF THE REAL SELF |
| But it is not the ego's function to feel, to experience deeply and to know deeply, which | 158 THE EGO'S COOPERATION WITH OR OBSTRUCTION OF THE REAL SELF |
| tell you that everyone, to the degree they feel unhappy, unfulfilled, and empty, fears happiness, fulfillment, and | 158 THE EGO'S COOPERATION WITH OR OBSTRUCTION OF THE REAL SELF |
| of you still overlook how many times you feel unhappy and only vaguely face your unhappiness. Therefore | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| partake of creating, to mold one's fate, to feel safe and at peace with the world. You | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| direct creation of all you think, all you feel, all you want. You may not want it | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| breathe in and out, by all you think, feel, will and desire. It is an expression of | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| are both selfish and pleasure-denying. The more you feel compelled to deny yourself pleasure, the more selfish | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| extremely frightened and ambivalent about this person and feel that I can't remain in control when in | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| than meaningless phrases. May you be able to feel into their deeper meaning, so as to be | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| If you are dull to it, you cannot feel it; it cannot penetrate you. The same principle | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| to the outer manifestations of life, you cannot feel at home within yourself and, therefore, in life | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| deliberate, yet relaxed attempt must be made to feel the underlying causes of the outer results in | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| frustration confuses you, frightens you, and makes you feel hopeless about life. It causes you to put | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| soul movements in two opposite directions make you feel literally torn apart. The pain of not understanding | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| you to find your home within yourself, to feel at home in life, if you do not | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| very quiet and listen into yourself, you will feel it. You will know what it is that | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| that is both relaxed and strong. You will feel floating, being carried, yet actively participating and self-determining | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| who has been near such an experience will feel what I mean. You will then comprehend the | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| will be as able as you are to feel, to receive and give good feelings. Or you | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| other end, as it were. Namely, whenever you feel yourself unable to let go, you can now | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| No one knows what I really think and feel, therefore it does not count. This is a | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| what I felt, only what I pretended to feel, and if I had felt as I pretended | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| trust in the universal intelligence? Therefore, whenever you feel insecure and shaky within yourself, anxious and frightened | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| are as yet unwilling to relinquish. When you feel anxious, ask yourself: Where am I destructive? Where | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| have good feelings when I meditate. I can feel, at times, the creative force about to flow | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| For this is what I want. If you feel yourself not wanting it, do not gloss over | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| want to like people. What is the answer? Feel into yourself. QUESTION: My mental processes tell me | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| me I need to like people, but I feel resistance. Where do I go from here? ANSWER | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| love and then complain about the results and feel yourself victimized. As long as you waste your | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| and ignorant about what you really think and feel. As a rule you look away from it | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| temporary reality -- it is what you actually feel, think and believe, whether true or false -- | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| that you do not even know why you feel this way and give yourself a quick and | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| particular form. This clear-cut knowing of why you feel the way you do makes a tremendous difference | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| interest in keeping these things secret because you feel vaguely that, once they are out in the | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| to acknowledge a stereotype explanation by saying you feel anxious. It is necessary first to acknowledge that | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| unearth that rejection is so threatening because you feel worthless and do not wish to admit this | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| my boss. At least on my part I feel very hostile to him. This is very real | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| yourself the relevant questions. What do you really feel about your father? What do you believe he | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| good, beautiful, and creative experience in which you feel at one with life and with yourself arises | 163 MIND ACTIVITY AND MIND RECEPTIVITY |
| yourself, Now, here is pain. I let myself feel this pain. Is it really as painful as | 163 MIND ACTIVITY AND MIND RECEPTIVITY |
| when they violate their integrity and may even feel a temporary, precarious sort of satisfaction when they | 164 FURTHER ASPECTS OF POLARITY -- SELFISHNESS |
| centuries and centuries of its psychic existence to feel one opposite as good and right, the other | 164 FURTHER ASPECTS OF POLARITY -- SELFISHNESS |
| recognizing their healthy and distorted versions. You will feel, rather than judge, which are which. In this | 164 FURTHER ASPECTS OF POLARITY -- SELFISHNESS |
| my false unselfishness, through enslavement, through making myself feel so unselfish because I abdicate my rights. You | 164 FURTHER ASPECTS OF POLARITY -- SELFISHNESS |
| self-responsible way of life, the more you will feel secure in yourself, because security is found in | 164 FURTHER ASPECTS OF POLARITY -- SELFISHNESS |
| you must become not to be influenced and feel falsely guilty for that which truly deserves no | 164 FURTHER ASPECTS OF POLARITY -- SELFISHNESS |
| obstructions and resistances before you can come to feel that the path of growth itself is the | 164 FURTHER ASPECTS OF POLARITY -- SELFISHNESS |
| and a deeper meaningfulness. Beliefs change, or they feel different. The scope of an opinion, conviction, or | 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL |
| is why you, and people in general, often feel as if you were going around in circles | 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL |
| aware of it. Even admitting to yourself, I feel half dead, I could feel more than I | 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL |
| to yourself, I feel half dead, I could feel more than I do, therefore the potential to | 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL |
| state of realization than confusing your desire to feel and love, because you believe in it only | 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL |
| humble self-confrontation, you can safely allow yourself to feel what you feel, without having to act on | 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL |
| can safely allow yourself to feel what you feel, without having to act on the feeling. You | 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL |
| will dissolve quickly, and you will come to feel the new aliveness and delight very soon. This | 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL |
| into pictures, to build theories about why you feel a certain way. The mind is so trained | 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL |
| that you think you need a reason to feel a certain way. Thus, your real motives and | 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL |
| are always full of explanations of why you feel a certain way, until no feeling remains -- | 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL |
| self-observation. Let us say, for example, that you feel hurt. In many instances, you completely deny the | 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL |
| the personality intact. If you can let yourself feel such a hurt, simply and without adornment, stating | 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL |
| into fixed images and theories. Let it be! Feel what you feel, without having either to act | 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL |
| and theories. Let it be! Feel what you feel, without having either to act on it or | 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL |
| meditations, I would like to know, experience, and feel what I really feel. Beware of either talking | 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL |