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treacherous. Do not be dismayed that your unpurified emotions do not change merely because you have finally 45 THE CONFLICT BETWEEN CONSCIOUS AND UNCONSCIOUS DESIRES
consciousness, a change of inner concepts when your emotions really begin to be different. And that will 45 THE CONFLICT BETWEEN CONSCIOUS AND UNCONSCIOUS DESIRES
render the task impossible. Know that your hidden emotions have nothing to do with your outer common 45 THE CONFLICT BETWEEN CONSCIOUS AND UNCONSCIOUS DESIRES
on this path that many of your hidden emotions come to the surface. Remember that the more 45 THE CONFLICT BETWEEN CONSCIOUS AND UNCONSCIOUS DESIRES
surface. Remember that the more conscious your hidden emotions become, the more likely you are to be 45 THE CONFLICT BETWEEN CONSCIOUS AND UNCONSCIOUS DESIRES
you have on others. Recognize yourself, analyze your emotions, but do not discharge them on others. The 45 THE CONFLICT BETWEEN CONSCIOUS AND UNCONSCIOUS DESIRES
a certain joy, but along with it other emotions are also present, if you but listen into 45 THE CONFLICT BETWEEN CONSCIOUS AND UNCONSCIOUS DESIRES
be truly understood only when you uncover your emotions and find out their deeper meaning. And with 47 THE WALL WITHIN
conflict can only be resolved if the unconscious emotions in this respect are recognized and translated into 47 THE WALL WITHIN
merely by having recently recognized its faulty premise. Emotions cannot be controlled that way. I have said 47 THE WALL WITHIN
at the feeling level -- seeing how your emotions still deviate from the right concept, then this 47 THE WALL WITHIN
concept, then this process will gradually change your emotions. In this way you will slowly rectify the 47 THE WALL WITHIN
this way you will slowly rectify the wrong emotions. You lead them from the wrong channel into 47 THE WALL WITHIN
clarity only if you become aware of your emotions, desires, and motives. Then you can separate the 47 THE WALL WITHIN
hypocrisy, is distasteful, therefore you suppress your true emotions, because of the wrong conclusion that there is 47 THE WALL WITHIN
and that is the sorting out of your emotions, finding their meaning, facing all that you have 47 THE WALL WITHIN
before the core is reached. Wherever the conscious emotions, opinions, thoughts, conclusions, and desires are separated from 47 THE WALL WITHIN
by examining your feelings, by listening into your emotions can you get the answer. The fact that 47 THE WALL WITHIN
actually a result of your feelings, your thoughts, emotions, attitudes. It is the sum total of your 47 THE WALL WITHIN
What lies behind this reaction? What are the emotions that drive me to react in one instance 47 THE WALL WITHIN
answering these questions by learning to make your emotions conscious and articulate, you will understand deeper layers 47 THE WALL WITHIN
this process of questioning and observe how the emotions -- which work slower than the brain mechanism 47 THE WALL WITHIN
still adhere to their old patterns. Then these emotions will begin to change gradually, at first almost 47 THE WALL WITHIN
pray for guidance and recognition. Then, gradually, your emotions will find the right middle way. The person 47 THE WALL WITHIN
word or thought, at least in your unconscious emotions. Whenever such violation happens, you twist the life 48 THE LIFE FORCE IN THE UNIVERSE
in the future. Think of money, work, various emotions, human relationships, plus a number of other general 48 THE LIFE FORCE IN THE UNIVERSE
angle -- after you have found hitherto hidden emotions, reactions, and tendencies -- you will be able 49 OBSTACLES ON THE PATH: OLD STUFF, WRONG GUILT, AND WHO, ME?
deep below the surface of your consciousness, your emotions are self- oriented in a way that is 49 OBSTACLES ON THE PATH: OLD STUFF, WRONG GUILT, AND WHO, ME?
forcing of yourself -- and, as you know, emotions do not respond to compulsion -- but also 49 OBSTACLES ON THE PATH: OLD STUFF, WRONG GUILT, AND WHO, ME?
so destructive. You will not bury the selfish emotions and look away from them but rather uncover 49 OBSTACLES ON THE PATH: OLD STUFF, WRONG GUILT, AND WHO, ME?
influences, then certainly way down deep in your emotions. Guilt about the sexual drive is unjustified, absurd 49 OBSTACLES ON THE PATH: OLD STUFF, WRONG GUILT, AND WHO, ME?
maturity also means being unafraid of your own emotions: if you have negative emotions, fear of them 49 OBSTACLES ON THE PATH: OLD STUFF, WRONG GUILT, AND WHO, ME?
of your own emotions: if you have negative emotions, fear of them will not make them disappear 49 OBSTACLES ON THE PATH: OLD STUFF, WRONG GUILT, AND WHO, ME?
On the contrary, only by facing those negative emotions can you understand their origin, their reason. Only 49 OBSTACLES ON THE PATH: OLD STUFF, WRONG GUILT, AND WHO, ME?
unruly feelings. Discover the difference between suppressing these emotions and accepting them as a symptom of your 49 OBSTACLES ON THE PATH: OLD STUFF, WRONG GUILT, AND WHO, ME?
you peace. Accept that you cannot change your emotions in a hurry, which the wrong interpretation of 49 OBSTACLES ON THE PATH: OLD STUFF, WRONG GUILT, AND WHO, ME?
of positive thinking tries to do. Eventually your emotions will begin to change, but only after you 49 OBSTACLES ON THE PATH: OLD STUFF, WRONG GUILT, AND WHO, ME?
of your unconscious reactions. If you observe your emotions, you will finally break through into yourself and 49 OBSTACLES ON THE PATH: OLD STUFF, WRONG GUILT, AND WHO, ME?
your intellect, but to the level of your emotions where this vicious circle exists. Even if you 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
that the child feels ashamed of these negative emotions, and therefore it puts this conflict into the 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
sorts of unhealthy reactions, symptoms, endeavors, manipulations of emotions, and even to actions which indirectly create patterns 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
your decision turns out to be what your emotions desire for the moment. Here is the difficulty 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
of reason; you have to live through the emotions that led you to create it. Only then 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
reasoned out consciously; yet this is the way emotions argue below the surface. So the circle closes 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
various points of the vicious circle in your emotions, the existence of the chain reaction will just 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
knowledge you have absorbed, entirely separated from your emotions. Therefore, once you find this circle in your 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
to learn to be tolerant with your negative emotions. You have to understand them. You have to 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
with receiving. But all of you, in your emotions, still deviate from such intellectual knowledge. The discrepancy 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
thought about the irrationality of certain hitherto hidden emotions, will they begin to change, slowly, gradually, when 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
their childishness, then, and then only, will these emotions slowly begin to mature. So far you have 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
So far you have not realized that your emotions have often claimed that you wanted to receive 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
point, of the great vicious circle. After the emotions have come to the surface, you will be 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
a child has a so-called temper tantrum, these emotions do break out into the open. But invariably 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
feeling-body remains. In this body are all your emotions, impressions, attitudes and trends, in other words, your 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
of the soul currents and the thoughts and emotions are the same in essence. Sanity and emotional 51 IMPORTANCE OF FORMING INDEPENDENT OPINIONS
opinion that is not in harmony with your emotions and unconscious desires. Whether you consider these emotions 51 IMPORTANCE OF FORMING INDEPENDENT OPINIONS
emotions and unconscious desires. Whether you consider these emotions and unconscious wishes desirable or undesirable is not 51 IMPORTANCE OF FORMING INDEPENDENT OPINIONS
inner haste or anger at yourself that your emotions do not follow your thinking as quickly as 52 THE GOD-IMAGE
quickly as you would like: Realize that your emotions need time to adjust, while doing everything in 52 THE GOD-IMAGE
merely requires a little thinking through. The resisting emotions do not care whether the proper concept is 52 THE GOD-IMAGE
indirect result of your attitudes, deeds, thoughts and emotions. As far as the latter are concerned, they 52 THE GOD-IMAGE
force consists of all actions, thoughts, attitudes and emotions that deviate from divine truth, that are self-directed 52 THE GOD-IMAGE
that we involve ourselves in all kinds of emotions in a negative way, so I do not 52 THE GOD-IMAGE
although its existence is often hidden in the emotions and not displayed in outer deed and manifestation 53 SELF-LOVE
and inner conviction, and not sustained by similar emotions, is not only ineffective but even harmful for 53 SELF-LOVE
self-love. Until you discover all the hidden, subtle emotions you cannot go further. But after you become 53 SELF-LOVE
are purely positive. The borderline between the two emotions is very thin. The slightest deviation from the 53 SELF-LOVE
analyzing them, and trying to feel out your emotions, will furnish the answer as to where you 53 SELF-LOVE
suffice to understand what I mean. Only your emotions can do so. Don't ever feel guilty because 53 SELF-LOVE
than to your feelings. They should reach the emotions coming to the surface as you work, which 53 SELF-LOVE
the line only by asking yourself, checking your emotions, analyzing them for their meaning, for what they 53 SELF-LOVE
the deviations. The misinterpretation of these soul-forces causes emotions to deviate. We know that is so in 53 SELF-LOVE
occurred at random, according to the attitude and emotions governing the entity when it fell. Thus, in 53 SELF-LOVE
getting it -- put a strain on the emotions and create this conflict. More specifically, it creates 54 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
life force. This applies to all forces, all emotions, all principles, and everything in existence. Once humanity 54 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
the consequences of your wrong actions, thoughts, or emotions, without trying to find what in you has 54 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
thinking, your wrong trends and attitudes, your twisted emotions that have brought you nothing but misery, are 54 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
of believing that you can immediately change your emotions simply because now you can see and evaluate 56 CAPACITY TO WISH -- HEALTHY AND UNHEALTHY MOTIVES IN DESIRE
and cherish the recognition and wait for your emotions to mature. By using and cherishing your findings 56 CAPACITY TO WISH -- HEALTHY AND UNHEALTHY MOTIVES IN DESIRE
over the period of growth by forcing your emotions and being impatient with yourself. Remain aware of 56 CAPACITY TO WISH -- HEALTHY AND UNHEALTHY MOTIVES IN DESIRE
through, becoming aware of imperfect reactions or selfish emotions will not depress you. I assure you that 56 CAPACITY TO WISH -- HEALTHY AND UNHEALTHY MOTIVES IN DESIRE
the answers by observing your everyday reactions and emotions in the most mundane matters. You are so 56 CAPACITY TO WISH -- HEALTHY AND UNHEALTHY MOTIVES IN DESIRE
What do they imply? What lies behind the emotions you register in the most casual incidents of 56 CAPACITY TO WISH -- HEALTHY AND UNHEALTHY MOTIVES IN DESIRE
of the soul is a loud one. All emotions produce sounds, but the loud voice claiming self-importance 57 THE MASS IMAGE OF SELF-IMPORTANCE
But if you analyze the meaning of your emotions, this is what they amount to. Thus, you 57 THE MASS IMAGE OF SELF-IMPORTANCE
up louder than usual. You have to question emotions that you have never questioned before. What is 57 THE MASS IMAGE OF SELF-IMPORTANCE
the world is on the other. Many subtle emotions will, upon analysis, reveal to you that this 57 THE MASS IMAGE OF SELF-IMPORTANCE
when you feel such a temptation and such emotions that you cover it up quickly. You do 57 THE MASS IMAGE OF SELF-IMPORTANCE
should be concerned with is understanding yourself: your emotions, your motives, your desires and fears. All these 57 THE MASS IMAGE OF SELF-IMPORTANCE
in the intellect as well as in the emotions? ANSWER: On the contrary. Your intellect is more 57 THE MASS IMAGE OF SELF-IMPORTANCE
for any human being to remember these early emotions, for you have no memory of your first 58 THE DESIRE FOR HAPPINESS AND THE DESIRE FOR UNHAPPINESS
is a fact, and you can find these emotions by various ways in the work you are 58 THE DESIRE FOR HAPPINESS AND THE DESIRE FOR UNHAPPINESS
and not an object. Find out by what emotions, desires, and reactions you can discover this to 58 THE DESIRE FOR HAPPINESS AND THE DESIRE FOR UNHAPPINESS
entirely unconscious arguments. You can only trace the emotions and reactions by applying certain methods in your 58 THE DESIRE FOR HAPPINESS AND THE DESIRE FOR UNHAPPINESS
had brought it about. If you analyze your emotions in such, or similar incidents, you will discover 58 THE DESIRE FOR HAPPINESS AND THE DESIRE FOR UNHAPPINESS
to change your attitude, so that the healthy emotions could begin to grow, that finding is not 58 THE DESIRE FOR HAPPINESS AND THE DESIRE FOR UNHAPPINESS
this within yourself, when you truly experience these emotions and live them, your life will gradually begin 58 THE DESIRE FOR HAPPINESS AND THE DESIRE FOR UNHAPPINESS
the point where you really experience all these emotions, where their presence ceases to be a mere 58 THE DESIRE FOR HAPPINESS AND THE DESIRE FOR UNHAPPINESS
is not true. But what do your many emotions amount to? Do you not wish to be 58 THE DESIRE FOR HAPPINESS AND THE DESIRE FOR UNHAPPINESS
If you are honest with yourself about your emotions considered from this new slant, you will have 58 THE DESIRE FOR HAPPINESS AND THE DESIRE FOR UNHAPPINESS
really accept yourself -- in your most deeply-seated emotions, not merely in theory and with your intellect 58 THE DESIRE FOR HAPPINESS AND THE DESIRE FOR UNHAPPINESS
is to be feared. You know that these emotions exist, regardless of your conscious concept. This aspect 58 THE DESIRE FOR HAPPINESS AND THE DESIRE FOR UNHAPPINESS
crass terms. But by checking and analyzing your emotions as to their real content, you will find 58 THE DESIRE FOR HAPPINESS AND THE DESIRE FOR UNHAPPINESS
If you harbor truthful attitudes, opinions, convictions and emotions, these forms will exist in a world of 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY
nor can they ever be destroyed. Convictions and emotions of untruth or unreality have the opposite character 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY
The stronger these convictions and attitudes, thoughts, and emotions are, the greater is their impact, the more 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY
of your inner attitudes and convictions, thoughts and emotions. Many of these create obstacles through which you 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY
you could but understand that all thoughts and emotions are actual forms, objects, and things, you would 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY
understand. Such people need to re-experience the relevant emotions of their childhood. When they feel how much 61 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
the background, you are much less aware of emotions indicating wrong conclusions. Therefore you have less of 61 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
compulsion and haste, without pressure, simply observe your emotions and see what they mean. Translate them from 61 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
said. Subjective coloring, due to positive or negative emotions, will cease; in its stead you will possess 61 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
other side, that is, by analyzing your innermost emotions in each individual case; finding those desires that 61 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
and friction than any other relationship because personal emotions are more involved. Therefore objectivity and detachment are 62 MAN AND WOMAN
certainly connected with that. Man shies away from emotions. He is afraid of them, partly due to 62 MAN AND WOMAN
rather frequent misconception I mentioned before, namely, that emotions are dangerous and if one cannot avoid them 62 MAN AND WOMAN
they remind man of his wrong conclusion that emotions must be hidden. They are also due to 62 MAN AND WOMAN
and outer problems. If you find your hidden emotions, you will understand why other people respond negatively 62 MAN AND WOMAN
to truth. Also, one may have very distorted emotions and embrace a truth by coincidence, so to 63 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
you can resist an untruth out of unhealthy emotions, as well as accept a truth out of 63 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
well as accept a truth out of unhealthy emotions. The requirement always and foremost should be the 63 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
and foremost should be the purification of the emotions. The right intent is what matters, and not 63 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
your self- deception. Only by allowing your true emotions to come to the surface will you finally 64 OUTER WILL AND INNER WILL -- MISCONCEPTION ABOUT SELFISHNESS
such misconceptions which may lie only in your emotions and not in your thoughts at all. Then 65 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
I have? Sometimes there are hidden motives and emotions, other than the obvious, loving ones. If these 65 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
in the soul. In the child's vaguely felt emotions, love and acceptance from this particular parent becomes 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF
the rejecter seems cold, aloof, and free of emotions, this behavior pattern -- imagined or real -- 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF
process is not logical when analyzed and the emotions are translated into clear-cut thoughts, it has its 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF
in the psyche is utterly meaningless, although the emotions can be very limited and faulty when examined 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF
only after understanding the peculiar logic of confused emotions. With the confusion about parental rejection in the 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF
react in certain situations, or rather how your emotions react and behave. These reactions are often quite 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF
complicated by the subtlety and elusiveness of contradictory emotions in the parents as well as in yourself 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF
rejecting parent. Examine your most subtle and elusive emotions. Go behind the sometimes valid aspects which may 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF
truly desirous of examining your innermost reactions and emotions in this respect, no one can convince you 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF
seems weak to you. Once you find your emotions, reactions, and attitudes that correspond to this misconception 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF
in this direction. Find the part in your emotions where you ascribe weakness to acts of love 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF
you to assume a veneer of outgoingness, expressing emotions and love that are not quite real. You 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF

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