| Delayed.....................7 | |
| will occur. In other instances, birth may be delayed a little. At this point I would like | 34 PREPARATION FOR REINCARNATION |
| all know by now. Often there is a delayed reaction. Generally speaking, however, cause and effect work | 69 THE FOLLY OF WATCHING FOR RESULTS WHILE ON THE PATH; THE VALID DESIRE TO BE LOVED |
| It may sometimes happen that one encounters a delayed reaction from the past full force, at the | 69 THE FOLLY OF WATCHING FOR RESULTS WHILE ON THE PATH; THE VALID DESIRE TO BE LOVED |
| might have passed it by in utter blindness. Delayed reaction is certainly progress compared with no conscious | 97 PERFECTIONISM OBSTRUCTS HAPPINESS -- MANIPULATION OF EMOTIONS |
| affected first. The secondary reaction is then a delayed one. Psychology has used certain terms to describe | 99 FALSIFIED IMPRESSIONS OF PARENTS: THEIR CAUSE AND CURE |
| energy is blocked, the great evolutionary plan is delayed. In the case where a person can open | 185 MUTUALITY: A COSMIC PRINCIPLE AND LAW |
| The whole process of growing up is hindered, delayed, with unnecessary suffering created along the way. You | 247 THE MASS IMAGES OF JUDAISM AND CHRISTIANITY |
| Delays......................4 | |
| this way leads only to a self-deception that delays your coming out of your darkness. Jesus illustrated | 82 THE CONQUEST OF DUALITY SYMBOLIZED IN THE LIFE AND DEATH OF JESUS |
| error, like all errors, is costly. It actually delays reaching the goal. Only when you are fully | 132 THE FUNCTION OF THE EGO IN RELATIONSHIP TO THE REAL SELF |
| the most tragic errors of humanity, because nothing delays the evolutionary plan as much as this misconception | 149 COSMIC PULL TOWARD UNION -- FRUSTRATION |
| my way. There must be no obstacles, no delays, regardless of the cost to others. I must | 234 PERFECTION, IMMORTALITY, OMNIPOTENCE |
| Deliberate..................123 | |
| This change can only be accomplished through her deliberate decision to go this way. She has the | 10 MALE AND FEMALE INCARNATIONS: THEIR RHYTHMS AND CAUSES |
| have not quite digested and still need to deliberate on. You yourself will know when this is | 26 FINDING ONE'S FAULTS |
| or small. Take your faults and weigh them; deliberate on them. What could be directly or indirectly | 27 ESCAPE POSSIBLE ALSO ON THE PATH |
| To make a mature decision means therefore to deliberate each alternative thoroughly; to face not only the | 32 DECISION-MAKING |
| or she knows how. And the group should deliberate on it, each giving an opinion from the | 35 TURNING TO GOD |
| generosity and courage. Those who listen, advise, and deliberate will gain strength not only from what they | 35 TURNING TO GOD |
| disappointed and hurt you, but your own past deliberate blindness. In such a crisis, the blindness is | 42 CHRISTMAS BLESSINGS -- OBJECTIVITY AND SUBJECTIVITY |
| You can change an opinion only if you deliberate and weigh it, discriminate, and select. During this | 45 THE CONFLICT BETWEEN CONSCIOUS AND UNCONSCIOUS DESIRES |
| could take a hold on you without any deliberate intention on your part of being bad. Evil | 49 OBSTACLES ON THE PATH: OLD STUFF, WRONG GUILT, AND WHO, ME? |
| your former ignorance. In such instances you must deliberate and weigh carefully, asking God for enlightenment about | 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE |
| found the right middle way without having to deliberate and choose: not too much and not too | 57 THE MASS IMAGE OF SELF-IMPORTANCE |
| Secondly, these mass images have resulted in a deliberate overemphasis on the allowed trends fitting the sex | 62 MAN AND WOMAN |
| limitations that are unconsciously set up in a deliberate effort to prevent real insight. You allow yourself | 69 THE FOLLY OF WATCHING FOR RESULTS WHILE ON THE PATH; THE VALID DESIRE TO BE LOVED |
| It is easier then to think constructively with deliberate and valuable foreground thoughts. As you proceed on | 71 REALITY AND ILLUSION CONCENTRATION EXERCISES |
| untruth, even though you do not commit a deliberate lie. Nevertheless, an untrue thought, as innocent and | 76 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS (Compiled from Private Sessions and Earlier Lectures) |
| the illusion becomes unbearable. All this produces further deliberate escapes, such as drug addiction, or alcoholism, or | 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS |
| new reaction. It is never a forced and deliberate thing. If it is, it is not genuine | 92 REPRESSED NEEDS - RELINQUISHING BLIND NEEDS - PRIMARY AND SECONDARY REACTIONS |
| necessitated hiding it. Such unawareness, that once was deliberate, really amounts to self-deception. You want something, yet | 103 HARM OF TOO MUCH LOVE GIVING -- CONSTRUCTIVE AND DESTRUCTIVE WILL FORCES |
| repercussions: one is a deep-seated guilt for this deliberate prohibition to loving, and another is a subsequent | 107 THREE ASPECTS THAT PREVENT LOVING |
| through the following sequence: The misunderstanding causes the deliberate cutting off of naturally arising feelings; this in | 107 THREE ASPECTS THAT PREVENT LOVING |
| substitutes for the inner lack of awareness, the deliberate numbing of feelings, just as the superimposed faith | 110 HOPE AND FAITH AND OTHER KEY CONCEPTS DISCUSSED IN ANSWERS TO QUESTIONS |
| and resiliency is always an artificial and unconsciously deliberate process. Once you understand this you have won | 110 HOPE AND FAITH AND OTHER KEY CONCEPTS DISCUSSED IN ANSWERS TO QUESTIONS |
| will certainly come to the nucleus of your deliberate self-denial, which causes so much unnecessary hardship. You | 113 IDENTIFICATION WITH THE SELF |
| are. Because the psychic forces have tended toward deliberate helplessness, the ego has remained weak and therefore | 114 STRUGGLE: HEALTHY AND UNHEALTHY |
| not yet grown up, but is also a deliberate invalid. On the one hand, you are afraid | 114 STRUGGLE: HEALTHY AND UNHEALTHY |
| through the unavoidable life circumstances and partly through deliberate processes in the pathwork. To observe productively what | 124 THE LANGUAGE OF THE UNCONSCIOUS |
| other reorients and rebuilds the inner personality by deliberate formulation and profound understanding of truth, as opposed | 131 INTERACTION BETWEEN EXPRESSION AND IMPRESSION |
| will. They work in perfect order without any deliberate or determined action of your will. They cease | 134 THE CONCEPT OF EVIL |
| the latter, it responds only to a direct, deliberate effort of the outer mind. It is this | 134 THE CONCEPT OF EVIL |
| the inner being with giving up the unconscious deliberate numbness. The way to approach the relationship between | 134 THE CONCEPT OF EVIL |
| possibilities of the inner being, to establish a deliberate contact with the inner center. The outer self | 137 BALANCE OF INNER AND OUTER CONTROL |
| the center you call into manifestation by a deliberate thought process. It will no longer seem as | 137 BALANCE OF INNER AND OUTER CONTROL |
| this awareness. The more the awareness of a deliberate desire for the negative exists, the more you | 140 CONFLICT OF POSITIVE VERSUS NEGATIVE ORIENTED PLEASURE AS THE ORIGIN OF PAIN |
| When an entity is not aware of its deliberate desire for the negative, the suffering must be | 140 CONFLICT OF POSITIVE VERSUS NEGATIVE ORIENTED PLEASURE AS THE ORIGIN OF PAIN |
| on this path continues with becoming aware of deliberate negative desires, or of the avoidance of positive | 140 CONFLICT OF POSITIVE VERSUS NEGATIVE ORIENTED PLEASURE AS THE ORIGIN OF PAIN |
| not even have to spend energy on any deliberate kind of meditation. By themselves, your positive thoughts | 140 CONFLICT OF POSITIVE VERSUS NEGATIVE ORIENTED PLEASURE AS THE ORIGIN OF PAIN |
| this instance, can be changed only by this deliberate process which sets something new in motion. Such | 140 CONFLICT OF POSITIVE VERSUS NEGATIVE ORIENTED PLEASURE AS THE ORIGIN OF PAIN |
| you observe them -- whether through ignorance or deliberate self-destructiveness -- the more you move away from | 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION |
| of the self is directly connected with a deliberate misconception about one's personal life. People often want | 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION |
| now beginning, little by little, to discover your deliberate destructiveness; how you want to be destructive, how | 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION |
| majority of my friends have already found this deliberate destructiveness. Those who have not still have to | 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION |
| After having clearly defined the nature of your deliberate destructiveness, issue the following instruction into your psyche | 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION |
| work through to become acutely aware of the deliberate destructiveness and avoidance of productive, positive unfoldment. Does | 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION |
| you must become more acutely aware of your deliberate destructiveness. For there is, of course, a direct | 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION |
| I have already indicated. To the extent that deliberate destructiveness is unconscious, and therefore cannot be given | 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION |
| happiness cannot be embraced. When you comprehend your deliberate destructiveness in all its forms -- not necessarily | 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION |
| session. The fear cannot be understood when the deliberate destructiveness is not conscious. This is what I | 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION |
| in certain areas -- out of fear, alienation, deliberate and false defense mechanisms -- then, as always | 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION |
| it occasionally as totally separate from their conscious, deliberate selves; and finally they integrate these two parts | 142 THE LONGING FOR AND THE FEAR OF HAPPINESS -- THE FEAR OF RELEASING THE LITTLE EGO |
| yourself and life. All this rests upon the deliberate, precise and direct activation of your innermost being | 146 POSITIVE CONCEPT OF LIFE-FEARLESSNESS TO LOVE-BALANCE BETWEEN ACTIVITY AND PASSIVITY |
| indeed proceeded very well on your path. The deliberate numbing occurs because you believe life is your | 147 THE NATURE OF LIFE AND HUMAN NATURE |
| than they really are. Being aware of the deliberate intent to numb feelings, and of the poverty-range | 147 THE NATURE OF LIFE AND HUMAN NATURE |
| all emotional imbalance is a result of a deliberate intensification of soul movement. This is a very | 151 INTENSITY: AN OBSTACLE TO SELF-REALIZATION |
| of your entire organism. It amounts to a deliberate stopping of breathing and pulsebeat through some artificial | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| of the inner reality of human life. A deliberate tuning into deeper, more sensitive layers of experience | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| to cultivate and increase this awareness. A very deliberate, yet relaxed attempt must be made to feel | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| for one's unhappiness, and even some form of deliberate self-destruction as a way of punishing them. This | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| and inevitable must not be confused with masochism, deliberate self-destruction, or hopeless resignation. It requires an unexaggerated | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| be negative and destructive. This will is quite deliberate, once you become aware of it. There is | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| may best be described as follows: the outer, deliberate, conscious ego and its willpower must be poised | 163 MIND ACTIVITY AND MIND RECEPTIVITY |
| tight knot formed of pressure against the self. Deliberate receptivity toward the inner processes, receiving into consciousness | 163 MIND ACTIVITY AND MIND RECEPTIVITY |
| and pain and rage, and also to the deliberate, although possibly unconscious, mean refusal to give of | 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING |
| path. If you have not yet made a deliberate decision to develop and to find your true | 167 FROZEN LIFE CENTER BECOMES ALIVE |
| involuntary movement, while the movement of activation is deliberate and self-determining. Words are insufficient to explain these | 169 THE MASCULINE AND FEMININE PRINCIPLES IN THE CREATIVE PROCESS |
| man and activate the creative force in a deliberate and purposeful way when his unconscious is still | 169 THE MASCULINE AND FEMININE PRINCIPLES IN THE CREATIVE PROCESS |
| to put it the other way, through the deliberate activation of the creative power to its highest | 169 THE MASCULINE AND FEMININE PRINCIPLES IN THE CREATIVE PROCESS |
| his strength. When the letting go means a deliberate choice of forgoing the active principle because the | 169 THE MASCULINE AND FEMININE PRINCIPLES IN THE CREATIVE PROCESS |
| possible. You activate the universal spirit by your deliberate attempt to listen to it. You must become | 175 CONSCIOUSNESS: FASCINATION WITH CREATION |
| spirit by using your conscious thoughts in a deliberate, constructive way. You can do this in two | 175 CONSCIOUSNESS: FASCINATION WITH CREATION |
| the point where you can finally admit the deliberate desire to choose destructive attitudes. You can see | 175 CONSCIOUSNESS: FASCINATION WITH CREATION |
| its spell until consciousness steps in with its deliberate counterforce. Even if what is created is painful | 175 CONSCIOUSNESS: FASCINATION WITH CREATION |
| streaming forth, and increase it by your conscious, deliberate, willing expressions and formulations. Express your willingness to | 175 CONSCIOUSNESS: FASCINATION WITH CREATION |
| you can even acknowledge that your negativity is deliberate and see how you hang on to it | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| friends, every one of you creates negatively. Your deliberate negative attitudes and feelings, which you do not | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| growth have come in some contact with this deliberate negative production. But it is important that you | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| reactions to this negative production, and your own deliberate and chosen intent. You will then see that | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| adopt in the illusion that it eliminates your deliberate destructiveness is the first layer that must be | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| substance. By your meditation, by prayer, by formulating deliberate thoughts of truth about this entire matter and | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| to see their failures as anything but a deliberate act of hate against you. When you then | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| face your deepest negativities and hypocrisies, and your deliberate intent to be negative and destructive, spiteful and | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| to some degree a growth process, either quite deliberate and committed or haphazard and unconscious, obstructed by | 178 THE UNIVERSAL PRINCIPLE OF GROWTH DYNAMICS |
| course, this cannot be done alone. Your hidden deliberate negativity must be recognized and paid attention to | 181 THE MEANING OF THE HUMAN STRUGGLE |
| indirect manifestations and see this destructiveness as quite deliberate in the secret regions of your inner self | 181 THE MEANING OF THE HUMAN STRUGGLE |
| if it had nothing to do with your deliberate efforts. This happens when you are reconciled to | 181 THE MEANING OF THE HUMAN STRUGGLE |
| continual inspiration from the higher forces within and deliberate requests for help in awakening and maintaining awareness | 184 THE MEANING OF EVIL AND ITS TRANSCENDENCE |
| make it easier for you to make a deliberate, conscious choice: to let the latter influence the | 186 VENTURE IN MUTUALITY: HEALING FORCE TO CHANGE NEGATIVE INNER WILL |
| circle, the conscious volitional self must make a deliberate effort to remove the blindness that makes you | 187 (THE WAY TO HANDLE) ALTERNATION OF EXPANSIVE AND CONTRACTING STATES |
| people are involved in the struggle, and their deliberate perpetuation of that blindness. To the degree that | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| momentary limitations can only be a conscious and deliberate effort toward the goal of transcending dualistic thinking | 193 RÉSUMÉ OF THE BASIC PRINCIPLES OF THE PATHWORK: ITS AIM AND PROCESS |
| put meditation into practice. Meditation is conscious and deliberate creating. It is one of the most dynamic | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| attitude toward life can then result in the deliberate creation of one's life. And that is meaningful | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| to see and perceive. It would require a deliberate insistence to blind oneself not to be aware | 195 IDENTIFICATION WITH THE SPIRITUAL SELF TO OVERCOME NEGATIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| the self is in charge, and makes a deliberate choice, intending to do, act, and to be | 195 IDENTIFICATION WITH THE SPIRITUAL SELF TO OVERCOME NEGATIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| have begun to admit some negative intentions, some deliberate withholding and spiteful attitudes, at least to some | 196 COMMITMENT: CAUSE AND EFFECT |
| of some negative intentionality, my friends, that is deliberate on a level that must be totally brought | 196 COMMITMENT: CAUSE AND EFFECT |
| of exploring. Admitting your negative intentions, your spiteful, deliberate withholding. Then make the next connection. Investigate what | 196 COMMITMENT: CAUSE AND EFFECT |
| do so, by your very admission of your deliberate ill will, you will be more in truth | 197 ENERGY AND CONSCIOUSNESS IN DISTORTION: EVIL |
| Those who are conscious of and admit their deliberate choice of a negative attitude are indeed significantly | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| have finally forgotten that it is there. Sustained, deliberate looking away from something eventually results in really | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| past made them available for yourself through a deliberate effort. For there was a state in which | 199 THE MEANING OF THE EGO AND ITS TRANSCENDENCE |
| still exist and then reversing it in a deliberate, creative act of expressing positive intentionality. How can | 200 THE COSMIC FEELING |
| that seems apparently insurmountable. As long as a deliberate negativity or negative intentionality exists in you, your | 201 DEMAGNETIZING NEGATIVE FORCE FIELDS -- PAIN OF GUILT |
| recognition will be effortless and quite natural, without deliberate focusing and concentrating. This new emphasis doesn't imply | 206 DESIRE: CREATIVE OR DESTRUCTIVE |
| of this can exist on a quite conscious, deliberate level, or on very subtle, subliminal, and involuntary | 210 VISUALIZATION PROCESS FOR GROWING INTO THE UNITIVE STATE |
| in the parent, is an indication that a deliberate negative identification took place -- an aping which | 210 VISUALIZATION PROCESS FOR GROWING INTO THE UNITIVE STATE |
| They are gauges you can use to create deliberate inner visualization about any and all of these | 210 VISUALIZATION PROCESS FOR GROWING INTO THE UNITIVE STATE |
| is amiss. The conscious mind should start a deliberate search. This longing also occasionally besets those who | 216 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE INCARNATORY PROCESS AND THE LIFE TASK |
| First the disconnected, conscious mind must make a deliberate effort to be ready for other possibilities. The | 216 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE INCARNATORY PROCESS AND THE LIFE TASK |
| nucleus -- a statement made by consciousness, by deliberate choice and disposition. This statement brings forth an | 217 THE PHENOMENON OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| you are in. To the degree you make deliberate efforts to do so, you will succeed, though | 218 THE EVOLUTIONARY PROCESS |
| Such an understanding will help you make the deliberate choice of finding out what your outer life | 218 THE EVOLUTIONARY PROCESS |
| you deliberately focused away from it. Focusing is deliberate, both in a positive and in a negative | 220 REAWAKENING FROM PRE-INCARNATORY ANESTHESIA |
| for the incarnatory process. In the negative sense, deliberate focusing away from the divine voice is due | 220 REAWAKENING FROM PRE-INCARNATORY ANESTHESIA |
| on this path can perhaps begin to take deliberate steps toward distinctly hearing both voices. What is | 220 REAWAKENING FROM PRE-INCARNATORY ANESTHESIA |
| forgetting is not really forgetting. It is a deliberate intent of that other will and consciousness that | 222 TRANSFORMATION OF THE LOWER SELF |
| obstructions. This is a game, a kind of deliberate but destructive playfulness, which is based on nothing | 236 THE SUPERSTITION OF PESSIMISM |
| of learning to transcend frustration is the active, deliberate and renewed search for the meaning of any | 237 LEADERSHIP -- THE ART OF TRANSCENDING FRUSTRATION |
| are obviously unloving and unfree. They are not deliberate choices, but blind, automatic reactions, and they bear | 240 ASPECTS OF THE ANATOMY OF LOVE: SELF-LOVE, STRUCTURE, FREEDOM |
| very much depends on his or her conscious, deliberate choice of where he or she wants to | 248 THREE PRINCIPLES OF THE FORCES OF EVIL -- PERSONIFICATION OF EVIL |
| them and savor their passing gratification; through the deliberate overcoming of this temptation. The great Christ light | 248 THREE PRINCIPLES OF THE FORCES OF EVIL -- PERSONIFICATION OF EVIL |
| long to establish cleanliness, order, truth voluntarily, through deliberate choices, by working things out in controlled circumstances | 250 INNER AWARENESS OF GRACE -- EXPOSING THE DEFICIT |
| be up to a degree, does not the deliberate negation of the desirable lead to a similar | 253 CONTINUE YOUR STRUGGLE AND CEASE ALL STRUGGLE |
| situation. But it requires a great deal of deliberate awareness and groping while you grow into this | 254 SURRENDER |