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was, and still is, your world. Then your conscious desire to leave the old world behind will 75 THE GREAT TRANSITION IN HUMAN DEVELOPMENT FROM ISOLATION TO UNION
of confused and faulty thinking, which can be conscious or unconscious. By deeply analyzing such negative emotions 75 THE GREAT TRANSITION IN HUMAN DEVELOPMENT FROM ISOLATION TO UNION
have existed all along. You merely become more conscious of them now. This battle has been going 75 THE GREAT TRANSITION IN HUMAN DEVELOPMENT FROM ISOLATION TO UNION
beings always fear that because they are more conscious of a negative condition, they are more endangered 75 THE GREAT TRANSITION IN HUMAN DEVELOPMENT FROM ISOLATION TO UNION
is just the opposite. The more you are conscious of this or any other fear, the less 75 THE GREAT TRANSITION IN HUMAN DEVELOPMENT FROM ISOLATION TO UNION
wishes to advance and become more aware and conscious, or memories from the Spirit World that wish 76 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS (Compiled from Private Sessions and Earlier Lectures)
happiness. You emerge from childhood with the rarely conscious conviction: In order to be happy, my will 77 SELF-CONFIDENCE: ITS TRUE ORIGIN AND WHAT PROHIBITS IT
means terror, darkness, and unhappiness. Simultaneously, the evolving conscious part has realized that you cannot always get 77 SELF-CONFIDENCE: ITS TRUE ORIGIN AND WHAT PROHIBITS IT
life. I need hardly emphasize again that one's conscious attitude is not necessarily the real inner and 78 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
end, you must inwardly be torn apart. Only conscious awareness of this conflict will show you the 78 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
you are going. Seek another way out. Your conscious feeling only knows futility and this gives you 78 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
examined with a maximum of self-honesty. The outer, conscious motivations may be true, but keep in mind 79 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
far as valid desires are concerned, one is conscious only of their constructive purpose, while ignoring the 79 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
immature and distorted motivations, in addition to the conscious valid ones. These unrecognized motivations are not bad 79 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
will come from motives that are positive and conscious. Try to visualize this strong, forward-surging motion, with 80 COOPERATION, COMMUNICATION, UNION
are levels of unconscious reactions that should become conscious in you so as to be handled properly 80 COOPERATION, COMMUNICATION, UNION
a dream, or from the observation of their conscious daily reactions. May you all derive some benefit 80 COOPERATION, COMMUNICATION, UNION
how to die. Not only can your occasional conscious fear of anything that connotes death help you 81 CONFLICTS IN THE WORLD OF DUALITY
therefore you have to go through it. Remain conscious of your intellectual knowledge all the while, without 82 THE CONQUEST OF DUALITY SYMBOLIZED IN THE LIFE AND DEATH OF JESUS
hardship for the psyche. Needless to say, the conscious awareness of this contradiction is missing until this 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
in misery. This misery may at times be conscious but most of the time it is not 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
the former type experiences it only on more conscious levels when outer and inner conditions culminate in 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
on life, and on fate, will become a conscious experience you absolutely need. At first sight, this 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
for all these hitherto hidden emotions to become conscious, so that you can really use them for 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
should be. Of course, none of this is conscious. It is not understood in the unconscious that 85 DISTORTIONS OF THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION
be rationalized in many ways, but whatever the conscious reason for such resistance, deep down you all 85 DISTORTIONS OF THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION
from the other two false solutions. On the conscious, more superficial level of personality, this third attempt 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT
obtained, rebellion and self-pity set in, with no conscious awareness of the cause. This entire process is 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT
unfulfilled and why. All this has to become conscious in this work. Whenever an unsuccessful, half-hearted attempt 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT
different way, still feel have to be become conscious. Then you will see the contradictions, the arbitrariness 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT
make others comply with your demands. Yet the conscious acknowledgement of such demands crassly contradicts the general 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT
welling up of resentments that you were never conscious of and that are connected with guilt and 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT
direction and produces just the reverse of your conscious aim. Again, this is symbolized in the story 87 THE NEXT PHASE ON THE PATH; QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
personality can be discovered only when it becomes conscious. But unconsciously you battle against this very awareness 88 RELIGION: TRUE AND FALSE
show you how you inwardly deviate from your conscious beliefs. So where there is outer religious faith 88 RELIGION: TRUE AND FALSE
childish tendencies to refuse to grow up. Your conscious right opinions are worth very little when they 88 RELIGION: TRUE AND FALSE
how much you unconsciously deviate from your correct conscious opinions. While you may know perfectly well that 88 RELIGION: TRUE AND FALSE
how preposterous they are; how incompatible with your conscious belief; how contrary to your own best interests 88 RELIGION: TRUE AND FALSE
false religious attitude. They are filled with their conscious right beliefs, while their unconscious concepts are still 88 RELIGION: TRUE AND FALSE
another -- and you may never remember the conscious declaration of intent -- your solution was to 89 EMOTIONAL GROWTH AND ITS FUNCTION
you disadvantages. But your error lies in the conscious or unconscious thought that to be aware of 89 EMOTIONAL GROWTH AND ITS FUNCTION
will comprehend how preposterous this attitude is. Your conscious or unconscious rationalizations in still denying the awareness 89 EMOTIONAL GROWTH AND ITS FUNCTION
often do, even though you may not be conscious of it. As long as your right conduct 90 MORALIZING -- DISPROPORTIONATE REACTIONS -- NEEDS
experience of yourself. This is not an intellectual, conscious judgement, but an emotional reaction. This extreme, negative 90 MORALIZING -- DISPROPORTIONATE REACTIONS -- NEEDS
slave to your needs, because you are now conscious of them. Furthermore, you can go about finding 92 REPRESSED NEEDS - RELINQUISHING BLIND NEEDS - PRIMARY AND SECONDARY REACTIONS
become ill before you are aware on a conscious level. You escape into not facing that thing 92 REPRESSED NEEDS - RELINQUISHING BLIND NEEDS - PRIMARY AND SECONDARY REACTIONS
unconscious, until you have succeeded in making it conscious. This predicament results in further negative chain reactions 93 THE LINK BETWEEN THE MAIN IMAGE, REPRESSED NEEDS, AND DEFENSES
the confusion and the belief in your unworthiness conscious, you will be relieved to find that it 93 THE LINK BETWEEN THE MAIN IMAGE, REPRESSED NEEDS, AND DEFENSES
you would somehow be threatened or annihilated. Make conscious what it is you fear would happen to 93 THE LINK BETWEEN THE MAIN IMAGE, REPRESSED NEEDS, AND DEFENSES
path of this sort. He will first become conscious of the tremendous drive for success, surpassing his 93 THE LINK BETWEEN THE MAIN IMAGE, REPRESSED NEEDS, AND DEFENSES
neither is constructive. This conflict may not be conscious at all, but it accounts for much resistance 94 SIN AND NEUROSIS -- UNIFYING THE INNER SPLIT
not happen overnight. After a certain period of conscious unfulfillment of real needs -- as opposed to 95 SELF-ALIENATION AND THE WAY BACK TO THE REAL SELF
to previous unconscious unfulfillment of real needs and conscious unfulfillment of false needs -- while you search 95 SELF-ALIENATION AND THE WAY BACK TO THE REAL SELF
joyful living in a very imperfect world? People's conscious or unconscious concepts of a joyful life are 97 PERFECTIONISM OBSTRUCTS HAPPINESS -- MANIPULATION OF EMOTIONS
love, and perfect relationships. This attitude is never conscious, never formulated with such clarity; nevertheless, if your 97 PERFECTIONISM OBSTRUCTS HAPPINESS -- MANIPULATION OF EMOTIONS
further self-alienation. The productive approach is to make conscious what you feel, desire, fear, and then to 97 PERFECTIONISM OBSTRUCTS HAPPINESS -- MANIPULATION OF EMOTIONS
do this. Since you recognize many of your conscious feelings as imperfect, you try to forcefully superimpose 97 PERFECTIONISM OBSTRUCTS HAPPINESS -- MANIPULATION OF EMOTIONS
Delayed reaction is certainly progress compared with no conscious reaction. In this respect, too, only if you 97 PERFECTIONISM OBSTRUCTS HAPPINESS -- MANIPULATION OF EMOTIONS
is meaningless, whether or not such thoughts are conscious. In addition to successful self-discovery, there is another 98 WISHFUL DAYDREAMS
aware of your needs, or if you are conscious of them, you do not evaluate them. You 98 WISHFUL DAYDREAMS
perfectly well from your recent findings that your conscious fears are not your real fears. They are 98 WISHFUL DAYDREAMS
that your creative faculties are inhibited. Not having conscious daydreams may also indicate resignation or stagnation. This 98 WISHFUL DAYDREAMS
daydreaming as well as other considerations. Loss of conscious desires, wishes and goals, or hopelessness about them 98 WISHFUL DAYDREAMS
Both sides of your nature can be partly conscious and partly unconscious. For instance, you may be 98 WISHFUL DAYDREAMS
and partly unconscious. For instance, you may be conscious of certain aspects in yourself, or about general 98 WISHFUL DAYDREAMS
or about general concepts, but you are not conscious of their entire significance. Your awareness is neither 98 WISHFUL DAYDREAMS
confused about, then such answers cannot come. Hence conscious effort has to be made most of the 98 WISHFUL DAYDREAMS
for -- a craving you were not even conscious of when you first began this path. The 100 MEETING THE PAIN OF DESTRUCTIVE PATTERNS
aware of all the emotions you were not conscious of. Only then can we go into the 101 THE DEFENSE
need, which you may or may not be conscious of, is disconnected from the causes that brought 102 THE SEVEN CARDINAL SINS
by bringing it out into the open. A conscious need can mature into a mutual state where 102 THE SEVEN CARDINAL SINS
-- pain or hurt -- is no longer conscious, or if it is intermingled with the secondary 102 THE SEVEN CARDINAL SINS
the will that can be activated by your conscious determination. Hence, the primary step is always self-understanding 103 HARM OF TOO MUCH LOVE GIVING -- CONSTRUCTIVE AND DESTRUCTIVE WILL FORCES
will enslave you whether or not it is conscious. The inner cultivation of your will -- be 103 HARM OF TOO MUCH LOVE GIVING -- CONSTRUCTIVE AND DESTRUCTIVE WILL FORCES
guilt. Also, this guilt has to become fully conscious. Such awareness will bring into clear focus the 103 HARM OF TOO MUCH LOVE GIVING -- CONSTRUCTIVE AND DESTRUCTIVE WILL FORCES
past experiences which are deeply imprinted on your conscious or unconscious mind, and to free yourself of 104 INTELLECT AND WILL AS TOOLS OR HINDRANCES OF SELF-REALIZATION
to wonder. This first wonderment represents the first conscious steps towards relating to the Creator. Who created 105 HUMANITY'S RELATIONSHIP TO GOD IN VARIOUS STAGES OF DEVELOPMENT
to certain concepts he clings to, in his conscious mind, while inwardly he is already beyond it 105 HUMANITY'S RELATIONSHIP TO GOD IN VARIOUS STAGES OF DEVELOPMENT
you cause less suffering for yourself. But your conscious or unconscious expectation that life should be perfect 105 HUMANITY'S RELATIONSHIP TO GOD IN VARIOUS STAGES OF DEVELOPMENT
lecture itself. Prayer will be adapted to the conscious attitude and concept of any given phase. In 105 HUMANITY'S RELATIONSHIP TO GOD IN VARIOUS STAGES OF DEVELOPMENT
any reservation; to remove all pretenses between your conscious mind and that which is in you; and 105 HUMANITY'S RELATIONSHIP TO GOD IN VARIOUS STAGES OF DEVELOPMENT
up this well to be penetrated by your conscious understanding. When such profound communication with others, based 107 THREE ASPECTS THAT PREVENT LOVING
artificially producing toughness. Again, all this is not conscious. You may not be at all aware of 107 THREE ASPECTS THAT PREVENT LOVING
of their self-search. Chances are that underneath the conscious urgent need, they will find a reason for 107 THREE ASPECTS THAT PREVENT LOVING
prohibited from developing and this must be made conscious. Repeated unfulfillment hurts so much more than it 107 THREE ASPECTS THAT PREVENT LOVING
solution, but the message is misunderstood by the conscious mind. The psyche says, Give up your defenses 108 FUNDAMENTAL GUILT FOR NOT LOVING -- OBLIGATIONS
for it, change, become a loving person. The conscious mind does not translate this message properly and 108 FUNDAMENTAL GUILT FOR NOT LOVING -- OBLIGATIONS
have burning questions. Some of these are quite conscious, others are unformulated, vague, out of laziness and 108 FUNDAMENTAL GUILT FOR NOT LOVING -- OBLIGATIONS
movement. Needless to say, this may not be conscious, but when you attend to your inner reactions 111 SOUL-SUBSTANCE -- COPING WITH DEMANDS
healthily into resilient elasticity. Over-tender soul-stuff causes both conscious and unconscious pain. Since the effect is bound 111 SOUL-SUBSTANCE -- COPING WITH DEMANDS
find out how incompatible they were with your conscious concept of yourself. If you have not reached 111 SOUL-SUBSTANCE -- COPING WITH DEMANDS
be clear that you may be no more conscious of demands on you than you are conscious 111 SOUL-SUBSTANCE -- COPING WITH DEMANDS
conscious of demands on you than you are conscious of your making demands on others. The fact 111 SOUL-SUBSTANCE -- COPING WITH DEMANDS
defiance, and hostility. None of it may be conscious in you at the moment, or these feelings 111 SOUL-SUBSTANCE -- COPING WITH DEMANDS
part of the soul, much of it is conscious. QUESTION: We claim that attitudes determine the happenings 111 SOUL-SUBSTANCE -- COPING WITH DEMANDS
destructive motivations, even though they may be quite conscious, will not bring the desired result. On the 111 SOUL-SUBSTANCE -- COPING WITH DEMANDS
the other hand, constructive motives, no matter how conscious, will not bring the good results either if 111 SOUL-SUBSTANCE -- COPING WITH DEMANDS
his being, prohibits an unsplit will. Therefore, a conscious determination to be ruthless will have no effect 111 SOUL-SUBSTANCE -- COPING WITH DEMANDS
that part of them which one is not conscious of -- that hinder the will and subsequently 111 SOUL-SUBSTANCE -- COPING WITH DEMANDS
it by your own efforts: this is the conscious process of self-confrontation. Waiting until nature takes its 114 STRUGGLE: HEALTHY AND UNHEALTHY
protect you. When you start the work, the conscious self does not realize that this forbidden area 114 STRUGGLE: HEALTHY AND UNHEALTHY
allowing the flow of all feelings into your conscious mind is due to, first, fear of imperfection 114 STRUGGLE: HEALTHY AND UNHEALTHY
thoughts can never replace utter self-facing and making conscious what heretofore slumbered in the hidden recesses of 115 PERCEPTION, DETERMINATION, LOVE AS ASPECTS OF CONSCIOUSNESS
in, after all. Such thoughts may not be conscious, but affect the psyche when sufficient insight has 116 REACHING THE SPIRITUAL CENTER-STRUGGLE BETWEEN LOWER SELF AND SUPERIMPOSED CONSCIENCE
take on various forms. You may through a conscious or unconscious insistence expect that others bend to 116 REACHING THE SPIRITUAL CENTER-STRUGGLE BETWEEN LOWER SELF AND SUPERIMPOSED CONSCIENCE
self-pity. However, none of these emotions may be conscious. Another form of outside search may be looking 116 REACHING THE SPIRITUAL CENTER-STRUGGLE BETWEEN LOWER SELF AND SUPERIMPOSED CONSCIENCE
moment. My friends, you are not yet sufficiently conscious of what really bothers you. If you realize 117 SHAME: A LEGACY OF CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES, EVEN FAVORABLE ONES
True liberation cannot come in half-measures. Making the conscious recognition half-conscious again is due to the specific 117 SHAME: A LEGACY OF CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES, EVEN FAVORABLE ONES
is presented to the world and to the conscious self. As you know, the idealized self-image denies 117 SHAME: A LEGACY OF CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES, EVEN FAVORABLE ONES
to open to the real situation. The more conscious you become of your blind automatism, your stereotyped 118 DUALITY THROUGH ILLUSION -- TRANSFERENCE
that to the degree that an entity is conscious, so is it alive. There are many degrees 119 MOVEMENT, CONSCIOUSNESS, EXPERIENCE: PLEASURE, THE ESSENCE OF LIFE
because they permeate the atmosphere and the adults' conscious and unconscious thinking. The result of these labels 119 MOVEMENT, CONSCIOUSNESS, EXPERIENCE: PLEASURE, THE ESSENCE OF LIFE
you find areas within which completely contradict your conscious convictions. Emotional reactions either contradict conscious views, or 120 THE INDIVIDUAL AND HUMANITY
contradict your conscious convictions. Emotional reactions either contradict conscious views, or are split within themselves. When you 120 THE INDIVIDUAL AND HUMANITY
the entity humankind will be comparable to the conscious concepts an individual has gained through absorbing good 120 THE INDIVIDUAL AND HUMANITY
thoroughly explore and understand all levels: the outer conscious, the semi-conscious and the unconscious. The moment you 120 THE INDIVIDUAL AND HUMANITY
before that if the original fault were fully conscious, there would be comparatively little disturbance. Let us 121 DISPLACEMENT, SUBSTITUTION, SUPERIMPOSITION
levels of your being. Nor are you quite conscious of your needs and their rightful place in 121 DISPLACEMENT, SUBSTITUTION, SUPERIMPOSITION
all human beings. There are some people whose conscious concepts are quite reasonable and truthful, but unconsciously 122 SELF-FULFILLMENT THROUGH SELF-REALIZATION AS MAN OR WOMAN
to hold back. If you look at your conscious and unconscious attitudes toward the passage of time 123 LIBERATION AND PEACE BY OVERCOMING FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN
innermost, hidden attitudes toward love, regardless of your conscious, healthy desires. You will find that the fear 123 LIBERATION AND PEACE BY OVERCOMING FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN
life, love, and death. I showed that the conscious conviction and feeling about these three great forces 123 LIBERATION AND PEACE BY OVERCOMING FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN
factors. The unconscious is much stronger than the conscious mind because the absurdity of conscious misconceptions and 124 THE LANGUAGE OF THE UNCONSCIOUS
than the conscious mind because the absurdity of conscious misconceptions and unrealistic outlooks is more easily detectable 124 THE LANGUAGE OF THE UNCONSCIOUS
noticeable of the two because it is mostly conscious. Whenever you find yourself disturbed because of a 124 THE LANGUAGE OF THE UNCONSCIOUS
concomitant misconceptions, which call it into existence become conscious, and your reason and intelligence can examine their 124 THE LANGUAGE OF THE UNCONSCIOUS
disguise, what they are governed by behind their conscious attitudes and facades. You will know what their 124 THE LANGUAGE OF THE UNCONSCIOUS
inhibitions -- the no-current -- must become fully conscious in most of its aspects. Then only can 124 THE LANGUAGE OF THE UNCONSCIOUS
No toward life in general. While on a conscious level an urgent, frantic, hopeless Yes -- not 125 TRANSITION FROM THE NO-CURRENT TO THE YES-CURRENT
even if the positive attitude is stronger and conscious, while the negative one remains hidden. It is 125 TRANSITION FROM THE NO-CURRENT TO THE YES-CURRENT
my friends, although their confusion is not always conscious. It is the fact that the pathwork, at 125 TRANSITION FROM THE NO-CURRENT TO THE YES-CURRENT
one that hitherto unconscious material has now become conscious. This is temporarily bothersome. But there is another 125 TRANSITION FROM THE NO-CURRENT TO THE YES-CURRENT
of coping can no longer be used. The conscious self now sees their preposterousness and they can 125 TRANSITION FROM THE NO-CURRENT TO THE YES-CURRENT
potent force, determining the outcome regardless of the conscious will. The latter is of immeasurable importance, but 125 TRANSITION FROM THE NO-CURRENT TO THE YES-CURRENT
it must be geared to make the unconscious conscious in order to remove all obstacles and division 125 TRANSITION FROM THE NO-CURRENT TO THE YES-CURRENT
the now. But when the confusion is not conscious, when it can be denied and unpleasant feelings 126 CONTACT WITH THE LIFE FORCE
Whether or not you have made such confusions conscious, they often exist, and it is important to 126 CONTACT WITH THE LIFE FORCE
are. The stage of awareness essentially means becoming conscious of error, of deviation from truth. The moment 127 EVOLUTION'S FOUR STAGES: AUTOMATIC REFLEXES, AWARENESS, UNDERSTANDING, KNOWING
is the monster; that once the unconscious is conscious, you are not a slave to it, but 128 LIMITATIONS CREATED THROUGH ILLUSORY ALTERNATIVES
are a free creature even before you become conscious of your own strength and freedom. It is 128 LIMITATIONS CREATED THROUGH ILLUSORY ALTERNATIVES
of dying in full consciousness. In addition, the conscious intellect ignores the true facts of dying, but 130 FINDING TRUE ABUNDANCE BY GOING THROUGH YOUR FEAR
the struggle, a no- current works against your conscious wishes. It is essential to become specifically aware 131 INTERACTION BETWEEN EXPRESSION AND IMPRESSION
long as you are only aware of your conscious desire and do not see the unconscious withholding 131 INTERACTION BETWEEN EXPRESSION AND IMPRESSION
exists. The two can meld when the outer, conscious one deliberately reaches toward the inner, still hidden 131 INTERACTION BETWEEN EXPRESSION AND IMPRESSION
what to do? Give up struggling on a conscious level to force yourself to adopt truths your 131 INTERACTION BETWEEN EXPRESSION AND IMPRESSION

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